I know, I know I need to fix my site. It is ugly, just wish I was able to get on this thing more. Long story, but lots of moving 'tween houses with parents and step-parents, blah blah. Feeling lonely today. Wish things would get better. Am trying to stop cutting, it's hard. The need to feel the pain in so intense sometimess. Why does it hurt so good? Arrrggh.

I hate my life. I wish I had more friends. Cutting is the only friend I have right now. Does anyone know how I feeL?