Its been almost a year since i updated!!!!!!sorry i've been away for so long. but i am back! my 16th birthday was on tuesday!!YEAH BABY!!!away, my grandmother was here today and she gave me 20 bucks for my b-day! YaYnEsS!!! my rents also gave me a cell phone! i didnt have a party yet, because i had regional band the first week this month, then the second weekend i had county and then next weeken is the talent show im in.....ugg, my scedule is so full. I saw SawII for the first time today. its a KiCk-@$$ move so whoever hasnt seen it better go buy it. i just bought a new cd. Its James Blunt, and it is awesome!!!!!!!!I just got over beeing REALLY sick. i was so sick i had to go to the hospital. it sucked, but it was fun cause everytime they left the room, me and my dad played with stuff in the room:P. My dad's nuts! lol.g2g!Mwah!~ ArielI still hold your hand,in mine, in mine when im asleepAnd i will bear my soul in timeWhen im kneeling at your feet Goodbye my lover,Goodbye my friendyou have been the one, you have been the one for meGoodbye my lover,Goodbye my friendyou have been the one, you have been the one for meIm so hollow babyIm so hollowIm so...Im so...Im so hollow babyIm so hollowIm so...Im so...Im so hollow

today is school my best friend gave me a HUGE bag of chocolate chips. : p yummy! turns out she has a fifty pound box and needed to get rid of some, she probably gave me like four pounds. It was realy heavy. everyone was asking me if they could have some and of course i said yes. at lunch i set them down on the table and my friends, richie, brad, jake, matt, justing, chris, josh, kyle, ashley, kristen, and kissy all stare and started talking all at once.i got rid of over half the bag, and i was kinda happy, because then i knew i wouldnt be eating them, although i never would be able to eat them all. i ate about a handfull and felt sick to my stomach. when i left to go get in line to get my lunch i came back and richie, brad, jake and matt had a weird look on their face. they said they felt sick. thats what they get for eating a pound of chocolate chips. lol. gotta love 'em! on the way back from lunch, two of my teachers, Mr.Hein and Mr.bartowski, who love to eat took about three hand fulls of chocolate chips, i warned them that they were going to get sick, but no never listen to the intelligent blonde.lol! i saw them later on and mr.bart was wining of a stomach ach. anyways gotta go to bed.ta!~ariel

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I AM SOOO BORED! IF ANYONE WANT TO TALK AIM ME@ F3ARING_LIFE.....BORED. BUMP. BUMP BUMP BUMIDY BUMP! LOL IM NUTS!

if anyone know the html code to put music on here, please help me, cause mine dont fucking work!

i cant believe i havent written in so long. some of that is because i was grounded. ick. it sucked major ass! I love gc. lol i just joined a new site. its and rp site called gaia. the site is www.gaia-online.com check it out! ta! ~ariel

omg! the music is working on these computers today! so i am in an extra good mood. lol. we are still doing the gay reaserch on greek gods and godesses, what it has to do with english i have no idea. i am here on my lunch period, cause i have so much to type about. i got a boyfriend, but i dont know if i wanna go out with him cause him and my best friend just broke up and when she found out she acted weird even though she told me she was fine with it, so if any of you can help me out let me know. Happy Belated valentines Day! lol i forgot yesterday cause i didnt do anything. when i got home my mom and dad were gone cause they went out to eat. i had a pbj for supper and they went out to a fancy resuraunt, woopee it was their anniversery but you would think they would include their child. o well... last period i was at mr. cooper's room i we refer to him as coop. he is our band director. i was getting my piece i need to practice for districts. its really hard. lol i guess you have to play really good to get into districts. i can play all the saxes all the clarinets keyboard/piano and guitar. i wanna learn how to play oboe so bad. or flute. lol. i gotta get the piece for chorus for districts too, oops i forgot about that. o well. that woman is a bitch. she put me on alto just because i can site read the notes. i am like the only one that sings altoin our chorus. you see, i go to a little country school and we have a really tiny chorus. i am sweet adelines to and i went to county on band and chorus ; ) i am so proud of myself. lol WELL I G2G. TTYL!

OMFG, i am once again in the computer lab for the evil tail woman. (my english teacher) we have to search stupid greek mythology, its ok but with her it sux. i have the god of war: Ares. how much fun lol i hate these f-ing computers, you cant get on anything. i gotta go. ttyl.

I am sitin in the schools library and i am with my two friends aaron and adam! adam is looking at girls on a shopping network and telling me he is gonna buy me some of this crap. lol. i dont know what aaron is doing he is being really quiet. these computers are so gay. you cant do anything on them. omg now adam is looking at a website called talksexwithsew.com. lol he is a little crazy. well i am gonna go, i gotta go read quizzes on quizilla.com. ttyl.

i got my grades back for my mid terms and i got a f***ing 65 in civics, but all the rest was good. I got a 91 in english, wich is pretty scary. lol. my parents werent too mad at me about my grades cause overall they were pretty good. for my second marking period grades tho, that is a different story. i got a 62 in civics, which means i faild...... my dad was really mad. for cheerleading we went to a competition and we got totaly ripped off.we were in a non tumbling division, cause we live in like the middle of no where and we arent very well known cause we dont have very much money. we are a pretty decent squad thou. but anyway, there was three other squads in our division and they all went befor us so we got to watch them. The first squad dropped a girl out of a full. a full! and diddnt catch her! so they stoped in the middle of their routine. the second squad wasnt together at all for their dance and almost none of their mounts went up. i think they got a half up. lol. you can pretty much say they sucked. the third squad didnt get any of their mounts up, and they also dropped a girl, but they kept going, and they were not together at all. Our squad was so excited, we knew we should do good cause we are usually are all together and almost always get all our mounts up. we went out their and did a flawless routine, not to mention out of the squads we were the only one to have a double jump. our couch taped up and we watched it when we went off. we we so awesome. we thought for sure we placed. (theyonly do places 1-3) well, the third squad took first, the first squad took second, and the second squad took third. we were soo mad. we went up and got our score sheets, and they said we lacked creativeness. SCREW THEM. i'm sorry we dont hump the floor or lift our skirts up to show everyone our bloomers. ugh...... i got a new boyfriend! Everyone calls him spaz, cause he spazes alot, but i can already tell its not gonna last. i dont wanna tell my best friend, cause he just broke up with her, so i think i should break it off, idk, help me plzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!! ttyl!

I am sitting in the library where the computers block like everything. I am sitting next to no other then MY BUDDY AARON. lol. im just rambling on about random nothingness! ta!

OMFG! i am soo happy for once! i was searching on the internet for mp3s to download, and i found some of Evanescence's songs from their first album Origin! the are sooooooooo awesome. I also found some Good Charlotte songs. ahhhhhhh......GC...........

today was sooooo long. we got out of school at 11, so i was kinda happy. we took more mid terms today, and i probably failed every fucking one. ugh..... one good thing happend to day. this boy i have liked for like ever, came up to me and was accualy FLIRTING! i was soo nervous. we talk for like ever. it turns out we had alot in common, and he asked me for my phone number! i was so excite. Pathetic, i know........

Overcome me my mind is slipping away, as i hear the wind whisper my name. my memories dissolve, as i sit alone looking to the sky above. visions in my mind, of you are fading away as I'm left behind. I'm here in the dark, hiding from the evil that will come to consume me. and here it comes, the pictures of evil that have come to haunt me. and now I'm here, cowering in the corner from all of the fear. its haunting me. i sense it coming. overcoming me with fear, the voices in my head i hear. the evil is still haunting me. its now here to consume of me. and now my fear has overcome me...

I Miss You How could you do this to me, I loved you and you love me. Why'd you have to leave? I miss you. I love you. I need you. I cant go on without you. I'll miss you till the end of time, When the mountains crumble into the seas, and when the stars fall down on me. I'll love you till the end of time. Now your gone and now I realize, you truly were meant to be mine. Ariel Mary Shiffer Copyright 2005 Ariel Mary Shiffer

im bored, so i am gonna write a verse to a song im working on to give yall a taste of what i write. TEARS You left me on the sidewalk in the rain, my tears falling as drops of endless pain. While I stand alone, I wonder why you let me go. I thought you loved me, I was wrong. I should have know this all along. Well I don't care. I've found someone new, someone that loves me even better than you. Ariel Mary Shiffer Copyright 2005 Ariel Mary Shiffer

i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored. i am sitting in fourth period at school and we are stuck in the computer lab. uggg, and thease f-ing computers block almost everything. i wanna run up to a walll and start banging my head against it. mid terms are this week and i am not even close to being ready. i have english class next and i have this teacher that is such a loser, and she has a tail.lol. u can litteraly see it sticking out. ick......... times almost up till next time!

this is my first entry, dumb i know, but i was so fucking bord! lol. damn midterms are a bitch. i spent most of my time this weekend studying for them. why you may ask? especialy when i am one that never studies? because i want to go to Berlee college of music and get a degree in songwriting and performance, and with a 53 in english, i know ill never make it........