why cant this feeling go away all i see is ur face when i close my eyes at night the image i just want it to go away seeing u lying there cold and motionless i beg for u to open your eyes for this not to be true why you why now this image of you lying there just needs to go away it just hurts to much to see it night after night day after day. Theres not a day that goes by that I don’t look at your picture and cry wishing you were here wishing you would have woke up that day. No one will understand what I felt that day I seen you lying there. Touching your body feeling how cold you were I cant explain it. This is the first time im having feelings and im hurting so much inside knowing your never coming back…I just want to wake up and find it all being a horrible horrible nightmare. I know I can wish and wish for it all to be a bad dream but I have to wake up and face reality. Ive just never hurt this bad before. I loved you so much and I miss you even more.