Wow, Hi kitty, and yes, this thing will always be written in the form of either a letter to you or a cry for help... prolly. but yeah. this is all difficult... and i thought you'd make me a cool background... come on now! but uhhhh yeah. nothing on here right now that i can write that isn't in my xanga... besides that josh (taylor, blonde hair, hippie, and alice's ex) yeah he's cheating on his girlfriend... with me. eek! haha! but yeah. uhh AKO's HOT! damn! i'd do him like literally. I'd have sex with that kid... Jacob's being a douche... although i'm going to say "i give up on him" yeah, i never will. he may be the biggest ass hole inthe world, but i'm still attracted to him, and do like, anythign to get with him.... but oh well. aww i miss you... girl talk, and like getting your amazingly awesome advise. *tear* thus why i just randomly called you that one sunday morning. :-) yeah. and i prolly told you about that kid madeline's in love with! Jay. yeah well we hung out with him first at Pryia's party... he came... and then we talked online... adn he just randomly asked if i wanted to hang out the next day, today, and yeah we did... i though it'd be akward ... but i was so comfortable and i had a great time... he's a cool kid. but yeah, i think now madeline is jealous... adn that's bad, but i mean i can't help it. ... that jay wants to hang out with me?! eek. i feel bad, and i feel like i shouldn't be, but i'm not stopping myself... oh well. i told him you were my best friend, because i told him you guys were kinda similar... and i told him to find ur myspace in my friends... and he said: delete emo: a-HA. delete emo: found it delete emo: wow delete emo: she's pretty. delete emo: ew delete emo: what awful music. delete emo: she's into like freakin death metal delete emo: interesting delete emo: anyhoo yeah he's cool. but i thought you'd appreciate that yet another person thinks ur pretty... he said i was too... adn i was like "aww!" (yes!) hah... btu yeah wow i like talkign to him a lot... and if you can't tell i wish i was actually talkign to you right now. <3<3<3 oh man, i miss you. buuut uhh i hope you read this and make me a kick ass back ground! and yeah stay updated... adn be cool, stay in school. and say nope to dope... and not smoke.... (yeah couldn't think of a cool rhyming name for that one) hah... but yeah I looooooooooove you! just talking about you for a minute with Jay, and writing this made me like almost cry... i miss you... a whole lot... and yeah. *tear* *sniff* (crying not crack) hah... But yeah... forever and foralways. *Jackie