omg yesterday i had a court hearing and now its court ordered that i go and live with my dad for a school year. im gonna come back right after school gets out. im leaving tommarow morning at 6:27. well thats wut time my plane leaves for HAWAII. its gonna sux going to my dads. i was thinking of running away but my mom said if i do it will only cause my problems for me. that sux! really badly. i dont want to go to my dads at all i dont care that its in HAWAII! its still gonna sux i hate changing schools! and meeting new people. im still gonna have to do counseling. i hate that. i dont like talking to poeple i dont kno cuz i dont kno if i can trust them. oh well on the plus side i get to see CJ and Jason. my brothers,Jason lives in NC and will be over there for his 19th B-day.and CJ my 10 year old lil bro lives with my dad and step mom. but ohwell my brothers are awsome. Sam if you are reading this i want you to kno that i luv yu and i dont want to here that you got hurt im gonna call you when ever i get the chance. same with you lindz,missi,and micha! well igtg eat some pizza