My new boyfriend is amazing! I've known him as a friend for about a month or two and last friday there was a house party he invited me to and when i got there he grabbed me and looked around and said "Leigh Rae is mine all night she's mine" He was extreamly juiced by the way lol. Anyways, we started talking and such and he was telling me how much he liked me and I told him that I liked him too and then I kissed him and then all night we kissed and hugged and cuddled and all that gushy mushy stuff but the thing was I had a boyfriend. lol so the next day i called him and broke up with him and ran to Beau and smiled and sang "I'm Single, I'm Single" and then I ran away, and in a bit he asked me out!!! *smiles* He's such a sweet heart and soo adorable, and oh my goodness we're in puppy love!!!!! haha its kinda weird cause the way we act together reminds me of the way it was with my ex trevor when we were in love but he's such a different person, like a better person almost i dunno, all i know is that i think this relationship is gonna be a lot better than the last one, i dont think we're gonna break up every three days. lol. well I guess thats it for now. keep it real. Leigh ♥ Just For Fun: Your twin is Paris Hilton. Your sexy and cute atthe same time. You also know how to strike apose. You are the girl all the boys want. Youhave evrything you want and everyone wants tobe you. QUiZ: Who is your twin celebrity y??{ w/ great pics !!} GiRlS OnLiI brought to you by Quizilla

Well then...here I am...lol. I don't really have anything to say. Except that that fat bitch who was living with me moved to Toronto!! Wooooo. haha and i hate this cunt, and she knows it too and then she fuckin calls me when she gets there and our convo kinda goes like this "you left most of your clothes here hey" and shes like "yeah i know...i really only miss Trevor's sweater though...it meant soo much to me" then i said "well i was sleeping....bye" like seriously...who the fuck does she think she is? Trevor's my ex boyfriend, and she goes and fucks him, and still wants me to be her best friend. I don't fuckin think so...anybody agree with me?? but oh well past is in the past. But that fuckin guy man...ooo he pisses me off. lol I tried talkin to him yesterday, you know...be the bigger person here...we had a pretty bad break up, but i thought...hey...why not still be friends...but he blows me off and says "i fuckin hate your guts you know?" so i said fuck you and walked away, and then i was on the computers at school today and Trevor is sitting behind me and says "leigh...do you know how to...." and all i did was look at him and shake my head before he could even ask me his stupid ass question. Seriously...what the fuck is wrong with all these people. lmao. Oh shit...i fuckin saw a stripper last night. lmao.. with my boyfriend chris and his friend jeff...we went to play pool and then the show started. she was nasty though...nice body i guess, but very skinny..and she sucked at dancing. lol she just danced...not even to the music at all. i coulda showed her up good. lmao i couldn't do that though...fuckin be all naked in front of fuckin sick old men. gross. lol. whatever...i don't know what else to say so fuck you. lol jk Leigh ♥

Well...what to write about...Trevor came to my place to pick up a sweater he left here, and when he got to my house i was already waiting outside for him and he came up and said "hi...can i have a hug?" so i gave him one and then he kissed me on the cheek and i kissed him back on the cheek. and then we had a smoke and talked and such...and I started to feel like I missed him and thats bad!! *slaps hand* bad Leigh. lol oh and then he called me the next day to talk or whatever but i was just on my way out and i said i had to go cause people were waiting for me and he was like "ok bye baby" but i hung up before i relized he said it...so i dunno whats going on with this boy. but it doesn't really matter. it's my friends birthday today. shes 18 now...i still have 2 months to go. lol. i heard this good idea from someone i forget who though. but they were like you should go to one guy "yeah my birthday is oct. 26" and then they will take me out, and then the next guy "my birthday is oct.27" and then the next guy "my birthday is oct.28" and then my birthday can last for as long as i want it to!!! haha. that would be lots of fun. humm...what else has happened that i would care to share?? lol. i dunno so i think that will be all for today. Much Love; Leigh ♥

Goodness Gracious...I remember how much of a stress reliever this thing was...can't believe I lost my password. lol. Man i don't know where to start with all my problems. lol. At the begginging I guess. I started to feel bored in the relationship I was in with Trevor. It had been a year and like 4 months, and really, it just wasnt going anywhere. We didn't do anything, and time together just led be to be irritable and i would avoid him so i wouldn't bitch at him for pretty much no reason, but when i avoided him we got into fights anyways, and i realized it was best to just end it, and i tried. 3 times in the same week i tried to tell him i didn't want to be with him. and one night he totally lost it. we were drunk and got into a huge arguement, and i tried to tell him again i didnt want to be with him and he would scream at me and ask me why and i couldnt really give him a straight answer. But what ended up happening was it got to him and he was on his hands and knees crying on my front lawn...where everyone was walking over him and staring at him, and he would turn around and beg me, actually beg me to take him back and i wouldn't i decided to be strong and stick to my choice. Then hew starts crying all over my best friend..."please nicole, just go talk to her, find out why shes doing this to me" and blah blah blah blah blah...but then he starts to get like...mean. and he starts looking at me likes he actually gonna hurt me...i swear i've never been so scared of someone as i was of him. eventually he goes and punches in my garage window and smears the blood all over my neighbours windows...like really it was sick...and he laughed about it too. he was a lunitic. and all i could think was it was me who made him like that...and i love this boy...i really do, even now i must say. I know for a fact that i will always love him in a way. My mom saw that he was too messed up to go home so she let him spend the night at my house, and after he calmed down a bit trevor and i were able to talk like real people. and we took a walk to seven 11 and then went to the park where we sat until the sun came up and talked and talked and talked. we talked about so many things. he told me even if we werent going to be together now, he swore on his life i was going to be the girl he would marry. and he said so many things about our furute together, and im a sucker for these kinds of things, so when we got home, eventually i told him i wanted to work things out with him, and i swear to god i have never seen anyone so happy in my life. he grabbed me and we went to sleep and he didnt let go of me till morning. and then two days later he comes over to my house and tells me he doesn't have feelings for me anymore, and thats its over....so i'm standing there...practically out of my mind with rage and well confused-ness. lol I have never met more of an asshole in my life. i swear it. my bestfriend hung out with him for a day while i was at Folklorama working at the Dutch pavillion, and when i came back i learned that Trevor cheated on me a second time. the first time she sucked his cock, and he told me about that 3 days before my birthday. and the second time i dont know the exact day that it happened but i do know that he called me and told me he was coming to see me and he never did, and thats because he was off fucking some chick. and he also told nicole he was gonna break up with me after he fucked me one more time cause i'm hot. anyways, so thats the asshole at hand. now on to the next. At folklorama, there was this smokin' hot cook and his name was Niel. and wow...just wow....24 y/o, but wow. so me and my friend alaina got to know him and then he brought his friend Mike along, and Mike helped me do dishes one night and i found he was a pretty good guy. so we all hung out that night...insanely fun we all didn't go to bed untill 10 AM the next day. Mike and I kissed that night and we exchanged numbers and whatnot...he wanted to hold my hand and call me babe and stuff like that. and i thought this was moving a little too fast, but didn't really do anything. any ways, we talked a lot and mike and neil took me and alaina and my bestfreind nicole and their bestfriend josh out. it had been decided we were going to a movie, and as soon as we got into the car niel says "you girls feelin 18 tonight?" and i was like "I AM!!!" lol...so they ended up taking us to a fuckin karaoke bar, and i just loved it!! me and alaina were up on that stage singing sooo much, of cource after 5 strawberry daiquiri's....one mint shot.....and a rum and coke...or a rye and coke.. not sure which. so then after all this hanging out and such mike and i shared alaina calls me one day and tells me mike got back together with his ex girlfriend. and now he seems really weird when i talk to him and such...so i dunno what to do. lol. lots of problems huh? well i think ive been at this for almost an hour so i think its time to call it quits for now...lol. Leigh ♥

I can't believe this...I forgot my password to my other diary...valosbaby...and now I had to make a new one...I'm trying to get it to look exactly the same...but i forget a lot of the HTML shit that I need...so HELP!! Seriously. If you know how to make words bold and underlined and italic, and bigger, please tell me. But anyways...until I can get this thing looking the way it was I'll be sending messages to everyone and tell you where I am now. Much Love Leigh♥