yesterday was random. me and april went down to v town and hung out with johnny and devan. saw some shady movie. anyways i want there to be a party so bad tonight! im hoping there will be one in ojai though we'll see.

yesterday was kinda random ass day. I went to town and then to the park. just chilled it and drank beer. then kevin and his friend came to see me and alex it was chill. then after casey and darren picked me up and we went to kennys party. haha fuck ya i had fun. me and lauren had a funny talk shes a cute girl i love her. i was stoked on seeing kids i hadnt seen in forever like evan, court, cameron etc. tonight im gunna rage well i better LATEEE

I seriously can not deal with my parents anymore. All my mom does is push me away. I try sooo hard to get good grades and not piss her off. No matter what I do she finds something wrong. All she can see is my imperfections. If I could leave I would. I just have no where to go. I have no one to help me all I have is my parents money and if I leave it stays with them. I just wish I could pack up and bone the fuck out... ahhhh i just have to hold on for a year longer and im OUT.

Alright so i have not had a boyfriend in 7 months and im over being single. I think its funny how when you finally get over being single the boyfriend think dosnt look like its gunna happen. Whatever its chill I guess I just gotta roll with it. Anyways I ate dinner with Danya, Veronica, and Corbin last night which was good cause I missed my lovers. Haha Veronica cooked!! But it was good surprisingly. Paris is grounded and I probebly wont see her for like a year wayy lame. On a lighter note I get to see kev tomorrow :) I have a present for him and I hope he likes it! I gotta get a job ewwww. Im gunna go to bed so to tomorrow comes faster. Night.

so i met this kid kevin. im stoked. haha i think its funny how im down for kevins. yaaaa. ahh i dont even know he just makes me happy. I guess we'll just have to see where it leads. hopefully somewhere. he has some pretty shady friends. haha fucking tripperssss. god it pisses me off how people can be so fucked up and mean for no reason. anyways kevins hot thats all i wana say hahaah peace.