Well..I knew this was going to happen. Fuck i hate guys honestly. I managed to screw this up already apparently but I dont even know what i did. This is gonna be one big rant because Im soo pissed off right now. I dont understand what the hell happened. k im gonna try to explain this a little bit. so me and oli were doing good i thot i was soo happy for a whole week. then he asked me to do somethign on monday and never called me. sooo i called him and he wouldnt answer his phone. i figured something came up so i didnt care. i didnt hear from him on tuesday. i called again..no answer. so i go to pinawa on wednesday till friday. havent talked to him since sunday at this point. so get home friday and go to work. call him when i finish...still not answering. saturday...same thign again..so its now sunday..or i guess monday morning and i still havent talked to him..he knows i've been calling him coz he has caller id and everythign...so wut the hell happened?
but yeah im finished for now
Oh wow lol the used was amazing. it was soo good other than they only played like six songs..that was kinda retarded but w/e lol coz the songs they did play were awesome. well i managed to get into my first fist fight there lol. it was all one big mosh pit and i got split up from amanda and christine so i was by myself and then i guess i hit this chick who was a lil taller than me and huge. and then she just went crazyy lol like she kept hitting me and pushing me but i just looked at her lol and then the music stopped so everyone stopped jumping and she like grabbed me and turned me towards her lol and then was tryin to get me to go at her but i just kept lookin at her....andddd then she punched me right in the face lmao. so i went at her and then she back handed me in the throat.. so i went back at her lol coz im so smart and we got seperated then met up again lol and she grabbed my shoulders and threw me to the floor in the middle of a bunch of ppl moshing sooo i got back up and went at her again lol and sum guy grabbed her and she left... i would have got my ass kicked if he didnt get her tho lol i haev a big cut on my lip from it
so thats my great story from the concert lol
well i got another job lol. this ones only temporary tho. but its over nights at kitchen craft. its from like 10:30 till 7. so i gotta go straight from my job at aaltos to kitchen craft..:s its gonna be workin like 14 hours with no sleep or anything for two weeks...sounds fun hey? but im gonna be rich..overnights is like 8.50 or sumthin. so im kinda exciteddddd.. but yeah i dont really have anythign else to say rite noww...
im back!!! its sooo good to be back. b.c was stupid. i dotn get along with my family at allll and being with them for liek two weeks makes things worse. my auntie out there treats me like shit i swear she thinks im her waitress. but its sooo pretty out there you can almost forget about her. i was at a cabin that was on the beach and right in the mountains. if you looked across the beach there was a huge mountain..it was awesome.
now that im back all im doin is workin. i work everyday this week except tuesday. and next week i got five shifts. im gonna be richhhh next pay day lol its awesome. im just sick of working..and the ppl at work. damn they can get annoying but yeah. now that im back i gotta start doin stuff. i havent seen like anybody this summer except my alcoholic friends lol. so i wanna see everyone else soon!
wow i leave for B.C. in less than a week and im gone for two weeks. i realized by the time i get back summers gonna be almost over and i havent even dun anything yet. last summer was soo much better. i havent been doing anything at all except like working and drinking lol its boringgggg. but im still excited to go to B.C coz last year it was soo much fun. i got to do so much stuff.. im just not very happy i have to go with my parents lol two days in a car with them isnt gonna be cool. but w/e i'll just sleep. but i gotta go to work nowww
well..lots has happened in the last little while.. not gonna say to much on here other than im not gonna be drinkin or doin any of that stupid shit no more. or goin to parties where i dont kno alotta the ppl and sum of them could be psychos :S wow this is really weird.. i guess im lucky i got a ride home when i did..but yeah anywayz i'll stop complaining. i havent really dun anything this week except work.. its gettin pretty boring lol but i get to go to my cabin on sunday:)so thats cool. but yeah im goin to sleeppp
kk...k-la im not totally sure bout your birthday being here. im still tryin to work on it but yeah both my parents are pissed off at me and i cant talk to them rite now. i honestly dont even kno wut i do to them anymore but w/e. uhm i'll try to let you kno by tommorow for sure coz they have a lot of mood swings so they mite be okay tommorow. but ya i dunno. but im off to study now..fun..
well i just got home from shopping... i bought a bunch of clothes lol an they aren't big baggy stuff either..i got a shirt, a sweater (zip up with no hood lol), and two pairs of pants..and i bought my first ever pair of flip flops :S i feel so girly tho lol. but britt we still gotta go shoppin for more summer clothes for me!! we have to go b4 summer's over tho. anyways i hate my uniform for work... im gettin ripped off. i gotta pay almost $100 for it. but yeah im goin to try to sleep or sumthin
well i dont have much to say.. but i keep gettin told to write things in here so lets see. lol i really have nothing interesting going on rite now. i got $30 in tips from work tho! i havent gotten any tips until today. that was exciting for me lol. other than that i almost fought another girl in soccer but i didn't start anything with her i swear. yeah thats about it soo im gonna go to sleep
I cant tell if im happy or sad about the play being over... im gonna miss everyone soo much. but theres also a lot more time to do other stuff now lol so i cant decide. i wanna still be able to see the people in the cast coz this last week was awesome with everyone getting along. so it kinda sux
well... this was probably the worst show possible for me... soo badd.... what are the odds? lol wow not cool. i never wanna go back on stage.
Happy Birthday Britt!!! lol sorry i didnt end up gettin drunk with you yesterday! that kinda sucked... but oh well there will be more times
I dont wanna go to drama tommorow this is so stupid! 7:30 is way to early.. im gonna be dead.
havent written for awhile, people have been bitching about it so here's my fucking entry. Nothings really new with me oh but yeah Im back with LIONELLE im so love him
ughhhh im in such a bad mood.... im so sick of ppl. i dont understand them anymore. lol i swear. When you know that im mad at you about something....why ignore it? i also dont understand how ppl can be willing to just throw away friendships that have lasted forever without even caring...but w/e im dun with this. screw trying to make it better obviously that wont work...
wow... this is my great Mc Crispy Diary thanx to matt and britt for that.... lol it looks awesome tho guys. i dont really have anything else to say....the first comment i got was callin me fat:) that makes me happy!
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