Sometimes one of those nighes seems amazing. The ones where the city lights burn. Living in nothing but the moment. Whe those city lights burn.. Why stop now?? Everything seems too perfect. Just let go! Once you've given it all, What's there to lose? One of those nights.. Where the city lights burn. You're free. It's your antidote to life. Pain ends where the city lights burn. The nothingness of it all. You can't make it on you're own though... Sometimes you need help because in all the bliss you can't move. Don't you wish you had all that nothingness, and freedom. No pain or tears... Just for a while. Maybe in all the bliss and beautiful silence you need no one..but you. There's beauty in it all. Watch those city lights burn. Not to quick. Just one night, just to let it all go.

Did you hear it? In all the silence. My heart hit the floor. In your thoughts you have it. In his it seems the same. I'll tell you once Don't ask a second time. He'll lie to your face &&make you cry. He'll say he understands, Don't get to caught up. Did you hear it? Your heart hit the floor. In all the beautiful silence. Call out my name, I'm here for you. Don't let the silence fool you. Let nothing get in the way. Did you hear it? He lied again. Even to me.. He seemed okay. They always will. Seems like it could last forever. Is he quiet? It's because he's got something to hide. Promises-anything FAKE You try to hard. Don't give up after him. Obviously there's better for you. Did you hear it? The phone rang, In all the silence. Who was it? Him. "Why?" Don't cry. Bad news. He want's to "work this out" Don't let him get you again. If you seem to find someone else... Don't stop. He can't stop you now. Live-[withouthim]

So I've lost a lot. I keep going. I wanted something back. Something worhthwhile. Someone to be there. Someone to cry on. It takes a while to get back on track. I fell. Hard. Hasn't stopped me yet. Friends? What a laugh. They will always be there like they say. Something worthwhile? Not a relationship. A friendship is better. Don't misplace them please. Something worthwhile? Not a boy of any kind. Take your friends. They're worth anything you give.

her beauty she stole. the blood she shed. for someone else. she tried to hard. for now she's dead. the razor went to deep. the bleeding wouldn't cease. it was the end. for their disaster was only her bleeding for beauty.

sometimes i wonder. the feeling inside. why it's killing me so. the tears you see are few. but my tears of beauty are seen as soon as the sun rises.

you may see me as a beautiful rose. but watch for my thorns. i hide them well. my beautiful black rose. the only color it stays. never dies nor changes. see this beautiful rose. but watch for my thorns.

writing a new song. a new page in a book a new page on my life. a whole new start. i've found him. he came to me. he helps me go to write down the truth. my actions may not show. but my change i want it too. it needs to let everone know. i'm not just that. writing. that new song. that new page. starting over. that new life.

im sick of all this yelling tired of all the fighting it all gets old my life being thrown in the middle people dont realize how it affects others sometimes you just get sick and tired theres ALWAYS a solution no worries God is there im tired of all the yelling sick of all the fighting... basically this is how my life is everyday.

wasted time. wasted love. cold. alone. loving lost. somewhere. i have no idea who. he's in love with me though. somone come please. take it away. i can't take this. i love you. medzly

yeah its been quit sometime...and yeah i have some new ones..so i'll post them as soon as i get to it..but here's a lil somthing.. ...life is too short so kiss s l o w l y laugh uncontrollably love truly forgive quickly and break all the rules... sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings. sometimes its easier to try to make it alone rather than risk getting hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so i don't let them get too close. sometimes i'm scared, but when i act numb towards you- it doesn't mean i don't care... it means i care too much.

feeling-lost,cold,heartbroken he doesn't REALLY care everyone said he did what happend? got asked if iwas his had to say no real quick he just kind of gave me a stare a cold hurt stare he asked her why i wasn't talking many reasons i had bottled up i have so much to say but i feel i've lost my chance this time the tears didn't come the pain.. still here i still want you but i think im to late that last good-bye kiss the last time that kiss meant so much DARLIN until you started your games go with her have fun im just nothing never was never will be to bad i give up on you i think last time my last time to kiss you my last time to hold you my last good-bye not as good as the first i used to always know there'd be another one but that was the last time i dont know if i could say i love you but i've gone back to something old something that's been there who cares and always will the fights the lies there will never be another LAST TIME

LoSt Lost in the world She's tired and lonely She wants to run away But she's everyone's main attraction All the lies and hurt She loved so much It was all gone in an instant Her love,her life, LOST She tells her family she loves them The only thing she thinks she has left She doesn't realize how much everyone cares She searches for the truth The truth no one knows Locked behind her gorgeous hazel eyes The memories Her eyes cry nothing more She wasnt to run away But the world won't let her She wants a love only one can give She hasn't found it She thinks she never will Little does she know.... He's in love with her TODAY

well now..life seems to just be pointless running a race with no end a dead,lifeless, anything... picture a flower how beautiful but dead and withered that beatiful rose gone like my life gone pointless to still be around no one wants a dead rose nor me your once beautiful painting shattered,broken,lost your wonderful poem... pointless!

Erase my shadow Erase my life Pointless Careless He does care, he does love me back That's my dream My life, erased My dreams, a myth My heart shattered Feeling-GONE Love-NO MORE Wasted on you My perfect picture Broke me in two A lifeless dream No point No end At this point i have no chance to win As my eyes cry no more Erase my shadow Erased my life Your smile, now only to her For me? The broken comments of hate Your soft kiss-LOST My life-DONE Erase my shadow Erase my life My shadow-the only one still with me -Madison

Why does he hurt me? Does he even really care? I cry so long too much is gone my heart broken left in the cold i still love him with all my heart cold hearted i've thought about so much it's all just a game i need more does he know what he does to me? i can't let go i've got to muc to lose cold hearted i've cried in front of the whole earth they all feel my pain why dont you understand! i love you so much i think i mean nothing but i'm told differently by others i'm told i really mean something cold hearted i remember the times you looked at me like i was the only thing that mattered now you look at her like that my world is falling-faster and faster in love with you lost my heart hurts so bad cold hearted my tears, gone my heart, broken my love, wasted my life, lost cold hearted that perfect smile no longer mine your soft kiss mine no more it was all so perfect, now gone in an instant cold hearted my friends tell me things i don't know what to believe anymore your love was so sweet my heart is still yours cold hearted hurt, do you care? i know nothing anymore i feel to much pain my friends are the first ones there you told me that you'd be there you were UNTIL that night i lost you cold hearted, you ARE cold hearted with the love i have left i love you with all cold hearted i'm not sure what to do or think about life i think you care- maybe your smile-still mine hopefully your soft kiss-maybe mine trusting i trust you with everything i may get mad i may cry cold hearted i know you at least care about our friendship i hope cold hearted for someone, become better, love someone truthfully NOT cold hearted! -Madison

it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye, // it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. it's funny how forever never seems to really last, // it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. it's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down, // it's funny how when you need someone they're never around. it's funny how people change and think they`re so much better, // it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter". it's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget, // it's funny how one day can contain so much regret. it's funny how ironic life turns out to be, // but the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me.

last night was the last night i saw you for good you're gone you are still my world my everything we laughed so much you dried my tears... took away my pain the best anyone could ask for my world was lost i screamed the pain didnt stop i was lost my best friend sick in bed his last breath could be any moment we did all we could it was your time i love you more then ever wait for me there my world my everything gone in an instant This poems about my grandpa, he died last night. Please keep my family in your thoughts....

life its like a dream we're all mixed up sometimes we cant talk or even see we dont know what's going on.. let me explain.... life_well seems to be pointless...sometimes you cant see the truth...like the lies people tell you...or the way people really feel. we're mixed up..we dont know what's going on...like when friends or family die..we're not so sure what to think of life anymore..you dont know where to run...it's like an endless tunnel..you never get to the end..the pain won't stop...you just have to live with what you have...so in other words..LIFE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST!! and .: . ::: ... ::: ... ::: .:. ::: dReAm BIG::: .: . ::: ... ::: ... ::: .: . _mADz*

lost in you... i dont know what to do you tore me apart now the whole worlds dark im lost lost in you how could you do this? i thought it was perfect? i guess i was wrong we werent meant to be i dont know what to do and im lost all because of you._mAD* hey, well last night i went to my friends b_day party...woo hoo..not well my friend came and got me and we went w/jeff and we went to a slaughter house...it was so creepy! but we couldnt go in b/c it was locked...or so sophie said...but hmmm how do they lock A HOLE?!? it was great...but yeah today i've been sleeping...literally all day...and its cold...i hate the cold...but i love how it looks outside..well im gunna go b/c i have to take a shower...haha -mAD*

all alone lost cold this world treats me so wrong why cant this pain end? why does the cutting help? i cant stop i might end no one would care so lets play the game of death-mAD*