I feel different and I don't like it all... I feel ashamed of what I did and everythng... I got pissed over something really stupid...
I also think I saw a poor kitty die... It was soo sad... The Jen's and I were walking when we saw this cat like having a spazing attack... We didn't think of anything of it... When we were walking back the cat was still there but not moving... So I went over there to see what was wrong and there was flies all over it and everything but it wasn't moving soo I think it is dead.... It was such a pretty cat too...
Then yesterday I realized it would of been a year... and everything else...
Like everything was good but most of the day I was thinking about anthony and hoping he was holding up good and everything because of his dad... I also couldn'stop thinking about Dan... I miss him soo much... Its been more than ever... I just feel like he wont go out of my mind....
Well I am going to go I just can't stop thinking of him....
Missing you ♥
Chelle ♥