I love how I feel like shit. I look like shit. Tears running down my face, hair all messy, my jeans and shirt with tear marks everywhere... And the only person who can make it all better isn't around.

She does. So she is. You know what really bothers me? I mean, like, really bothers me? The fact that I'm afraid to talk to people I don't know. And my right arm smells like dear old Erich. Who smells pretty damn good. Anyway. Yeah. I'm afraid to talk to people I don't know. 'Tis true. I want to talk to the new kid, Dan, because he seems like he's a really cool guy I'd get along with. I had to stay after to take a spanish test today and he was in there. I wanted to say hi when he left cause he had to go to a job interview, but I was too scared. So, my big fat mouth stayed shut. Oh, I'm pretty sure I failed that test by the way. So anywho. I made myself a new wallet last night. My old one was falling apart and kinda felt weird on my ass when I sat down. But my new one doesn't. I just need more pictures of people to put in it. I only have dear old Jenna. Well, that's good enough. Laterz loserz. x3<3

Yeah, I've got swollen tonsils. Maybe strep throat, we're not sure yet. I've got a fever. And I really don't like having things shoved down my throat. So I didn't go to school today, and I probably won't tomorrow. Whoops, there goes the spanish test. Oh, and I'm currently failing Earth Science for the year. Did I get yelled at? Kinda. New monitor? I think so. Flat screen. But there's no sound because my dad didn't get a power cord for it. So I have spicer nacho chips, water, and my DVD player. And my iPAQ. Which equals total love. Oh, and hey, I cutsidid my hair. Colby refuses to talk to me, and everybody else has just gotten used to it. HOLY SHIT. My fingers are freezing! Wtf is up with that?! And now I'm done. x3

So I went to the track meet yesterday with Katrina, Racheal, Erin, and Sam. First we went down in the village and got drinks and pizza. We ate our pizza over at Meatland and I had Cream Soda in what looked like a beer bottle, so I went inside to throw our box away, and they thought I was drinking beer, so I showed them what it really was and they went on with their business. So we went back up and Kate joined our little party and we went over to the playground after the little kids left. Swings are fun. Especially when Trina is too small to stop herself. Then we went over to the track and watched the schools practice. Colby climbed up the back of the bleachers and grabbed the back of my leg, then tried to steal Katrina's, Erin's, and Racheal's sodas, but he gave up and just came up to where we were and took a drink or two of each can. So we told the three of them that Colby drank their sodas, even though Kate and I had too, and they all nearly threw up. It was funny. I saw Cody too! I was standing with Sarah and Kate when I looked to my right and there he was. So I screamed,"CODY!" and hugged him. Then we were laying on the track mats. Me: ::Lays down on the mat.:: Colby: ::Backs up to jump on me.:: Me: ::Sits back up.:: No! Colby: ::Makes a hand motion to get me to lay down again.:: Me: ::Lays back down again with eyes shut.:: Colby: ::Runs at mat and jumps on me.:: He did it again later too, but that was before Kate and I left for the playground again to wait for my dad. I saw Cody again and he gave me a hug. So then I took Kate home and then I came home. And now I my mom is pissed off because I can barely bend my arms. The End.

TELL ME HE ISN'T ADORABLE! And that this doesn't look cool? Am I right, or am I right? And tell me that my socks rock. They do. They pwn you so hard. And if you can see what my lovely best friend is pointing at, what does it look like to you?

Yes, I feel fluffy. You got a problem with that? Oh well. Too bad, so sad. So, I figured, why not post an entry about my days so far? Things are deffinately looking up. It's National Makeout Month. I'm closer to old friends. I got new jeans, cause I needed 'em, but they're three inches too long. Oh well. And I need converse. Now. Badly. Get this. I got a 90 on the math quiz. I was all..."Holy shit, I got a 90?! HOW THE HELL DID I DO THAT!?" Cause I'm a dumbass when it comes to math. Oh well. So, what's been going on with all ya'll? I'd like to know. So tell. I think this is my longest entry ever. OH YEAH. New layout, you like? I did. It's neeeew from the layout maker. She makes good layouts. Yup yup crackheads. Well, I'm out. Peace <3

DDR pwns all. Just like Scary Movie 4. Yup yup.

New layout. You likey? So, what about that icon site?

So there's this girl..she makes my world turn. And I'm thinking of starting an icon site. What do you all think?

Aha, yeaaah. New layout and Ima keepin' it. I likey it. So anyway, what's up with all you peoples, hm?Anything good? My life's been fine. People are back in my life, I'm closer to people. Life is goood. ...except for the fact that I give in to pouty faces way to easily. ...damn you Chris. Comment lovelies. x3

&& why don't you just shut up, andd kiss me. Yeah, that's right, I feel hardcore. Hardcore to the max of power of two. If that even makes sense. ^_^ I'm so freaking hardcore I jump around in my underwear screaming lyrics to I Feel Pretty. Yeah.

Please stay strong John. Don't die on us. <3

Dragging and throwing sticks on a fire isn't all that fun at this time of night. I'm really sore with cuts all over my arms and legs. Not fun. They sting really bad. <3

http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=10878843 A minor note to myself.

Isn't it amazing how you try to keep a girl who made you who you are...but you lose her in the end and it breaks your heart?

You're talking to the girl who has: laughed, sobbed, loved, cried, smiled, yelled, screamed, sang, and has made it through it all Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. People rock. Sometimes. ^_^ And the girl owns my heart. <3Forever&Always

I am so in love with Sarah. ^_^ She's my everything.

I hate my mother. Sure, I'm failing three classes. But the only reason I'm not failing all of them is because of my tiny social life and everybody I love. She'll take that away from me. Kinda stupid, no? Okay, yeah, sorry, but I had to get that out. Haven't written in a while, I've been busy. I've got my semi-formal tomorrow night, and I had my concert last night. Apparently we did really good. But eh..oh well. <3you my love.

&&I'm so hardcore its N A S T Y you know...Broadalbin is the kind of place you just want to leave. Old people are everywhere, and people smoke crack for fun. And if you say, "Yeah!" "WHAT!?" and "Oookay." in the same sentence, you know you've had too much gangster. It's like...too much Snoop Dogg Korn-ness. ....wow I'm so glad I'm not a gangsta. Pure rocker. m/ Bitchesss.

Do you like to move it move it?