i flit, i fly, i runaway, i go, i flee, i am not there. away, i'm gone, i will not stay, not here, but there, for now i am. someday i may, say hi again, but not today, for i am gone.

i lie in wait waiting for something everything in the dark i sigh thinking dreaming i stay surrounded with hopes with wishes yet none none come true none can be when i am broken broken and hurt i lie in wait waiting for a day i can be when i am me and no one cares for i am enough without pretense

i wander to and fro seaching for a place to be doing all the wrong things even though i try i can't seem to escape this cruel world it binds all around me driving me insane i walk around more lost than ever circling doubt and these thing i cannot find heartache occurs when least it is expected for none notice me the invible shadow

dark darkness the kind to dream about the wish of numbness devot of hurt midnight blue the times with hope of times to come times to dream shimmering shade cool, unfeeling thing emotionless sharp relief from hurt sapphire twilight the calming down unwinding from within that makes things seem right

without hurt loneliness hopelessness this would be the wish yet nothing can be perfect and that would be stuck with them most are yet to what end from emotion accomplishment it's nonexistent what can you achieve hurt, pain? nothing else

Dreary moments, Pass on by, Death looms, Finding victims. Death greets, Many a day, Accidents, And suicides. Some fear, Deaths door, Other rejoice it, Conflicting emotions. Life is fickle, So why bother, Nothing matters, Or does everything. You can try, Yet in the end, It will catch up, And dead you will be.

dark days, dark times, dark memories, dark thoughts, things have become, this dark darkness, turning, spiraling, hard to comprehend, where does it end? where does it lead? what does it become? why does it confound me? this world is nothing, nothing correct, nothing to understand, nothing to be. i just walk along, in these dark days, walking in circles, in these dark days.

i nevr really knew u, i just nevr got to, i would have cause, u were my friend's friend, i said hi and, waved to u in the halls, cause im just like that, but then u made her cry. if u had made me cry, i would have just ignored u, but u made my friend cry, and shes worth the world. u'll never kno its me, and that buggs u, yet ill just tell u the truth, and that is all i need to do. cause if ud planned it out, and if ud plotted, u nevr could have do worse, then piss off her friends. cause we hang around, and we love her, the way that u, u never would. or is it could? to: brandi.

everytime i turn around ur gone. everytime i try u brush me off. everytime it just gets worse. everytime i see more wrong. everytime it hurts. everytime i cry. everytime. u said u didn't care, they why, why did u have to yell at me, yell at me when i cried. why didn't u just leave? cause that would have made sense, but u stayed around, did u just want to hurt me more? i never understood you, i just didn't, when u didnt care, yet leave me alone u didn't. so why dont u stop? stop all the pain, stop all the hurt, stop all the everything. everytime.

I fall to the ground Then I can’t seem to do anything right, I can’t seem to make things right, I can’t seem to be right. I hurt myself I hurt others, I hurt everywhere I turn, I hurt to talk and to cry, I hurt when I need is comfort. I try, I try more, I try until I realize I can't change anything anyways, I try yet I go no where. All I am is this girl, This girl that no one see, No one sees her because she is invisible, She is invisible because no one cares. So fallen I have, Hurt I am, Invisible I am, Yet all of these I hate to be.