There was a girl in the world that noone would except They put her down and spun her round so her plan they didnt expect Late one night, she decided to fingt, and she decided to kill It felt real good, it felt real fine, she liked the blood and the thrill 3 days later, her despair was greater, I think ill kill again She saw the girl, grabbed the knife and that was her bloody end She liked the way the killing felt, she wanted to kill some more She loves the blood, she loves the guts, she loves the misery and gore She decided to kill the guy, the one that broke her heart She grabbed her knife, tried to stab, but the knife got turned on her

Killing killing so much fun I wish i could kill every one Ive collected knives, blades, and guns I bring them to school to have some fun People scream and try to run But i shot and kill every one They search for survivors, but i left none This killing game i have won But my killing spree if far from done.....

There was a girl, who could not feel With a heart so broken it could not heal She was empty inside and full of pain Thoughts of killing ran through her brain The girls at school had always dissed her She went away and no one missed her Until the day she broke away Left her prison to go and play She broguht a knife and grabbed a gun And decided to have a little fun She went down the street and headed for school She concilled the weapons and hid the tools When she arrived, the girls all laughed She grabbed the knife and stabbed and stabbed She left the school her feelings not found Mutilated bodys lie on the ground She saw the man with curious eyes Who saw the murder whils passing bye She grabbed the gun, aimed and shot And she never even got caught She walked along the narrow street Looking and serching for fresh meat She saw the market her search was over She walked right in and got the cold shoulder She went unnoticed, a deadly mistake You cant imagine the the lives she would take She killed them all with no regrets Except for 1, What whould come next She took the gun Pressed it to her head Blew out her brains And now shes DEAD

Abandoned by the world This lonely little girl Crys the nights away With saftey pin nightmares and thoughts of cutting scares She tries to kill the pain She hides her feelings within She feels as if she dying again But cant escape today So she sits in the dark In her ever-fixed mark And her heart cries out in vein

Inside me the demon dweels Sends my spirit srait to hell It beats me down and hurts me so I hate this pain but cant let go I try to cause my sudden death Cuz pain is all that i have left It doesnt work, i live and breath PLEASE come end my misery

Cuts, gashes, scrapes, and scars On my arm is where they are They haunt my now, and i must say I wish things were never this way.

Pills go in, they dont come out Hundreds, Thousands beating me down They choke me up and stick in my throat They kill my pain, all that i know They take my life, im smiling now The pain is gone, some where, some how

Depressed feelings Stops the healing Keeps the cuts fresh and new I feel no gain I kill the pain I lie down and die for you You seem to know I hate you so You seem to hate me too Depressed feelings Stops the healing Its all because of YOU!!!

Waiting alone, the pain sinks in Lost my mind, im cutting again Cant think, this problems too much Grab the gun, ive had enough Happy inside, found a way out Sad heavy heart, what my ways all about Go outside, gripping my metal doom Pull the trigger, life ended with a BOOM!!!!

Feeling empty, dead again Wanna burn and slash my skin To make it all go away The pain im feeling everyday Why its there i do not know But im ready for it to go To leave me be and set me free It takes the biggest part of me

I wont sleep tonight ill only think of you i wont dream tonight for i am afraid to dream of you so i will stay up and cry although you may ask why ill only admit this once ....its because i miss my love

Im feeling really hurt I dont want you to know All your words haunt me I dont want you to know Im being torn apart I dont want you to know My eyes are filled with tears Tonight im letting go Im bleeding in secret I dont want you to know Im hurting myself again I dont want you to know Im using the razor blade I dont want you to know Im losing my grip Tonight im letting go Im saying goodbye I dont want you to know Im tying my noose I dont want you to know Im writing my note I do want you to know Baby, i love you But tonight im letting go

I dreamt a dream tonight my dream doth have my love i own a love too far a person who own i not I yearn for love in my heart for my heat doth love the but i love the too much for words and yet, enough not to heal the I yearn for arms to hold arms of the, my love so open thy heart to me and be graced at the love returned

i hate myself so i slash my skin the blood drips down my arm along with the feelings within but i have gone to far i cut a little to deep i quit the game and slowly await defeat they found me in the morning floating in a pool of blood people smiling all around cuz for me they did not love at my funeral no one comes they play outside in the burning sun in my coffin i cry and cry tears of happiness cuz i just died.

why do i bother you dont even know i exist even though you say you like me i know you dont i know its all a trick all you want to do is hurt me dont even try to lie so sit there with a grin on your face and watch in pleasure as i die.

youre a lier a backstabber i wish i didnt know you youre a betrayer a deceiver i wish i didnt love you.

this is for joe: im drifting away the waters become too deep i hold on to your hand but you let go of me theres so much silence you cant even hear me cry why are we seperating and why do we lie we push ourselves away and now its time to drown in this ocean called life and its so far down

i cant fight i have grown too weak the sickness takes over and i await defeat its a game you cannnot win its a struggle that will be lost but you will still play no matter what the cost

where were you when everything changed when the sunshine i knew sudenly turned to rain through all this confusion, blood, and pain i hope i find a way to make this right again

you dont understand this cutting thing i do you laugh like its a joke but i geuss the jokes on you cuz if you knew the pain and the adiction im going through you would understand that this cutting things because of you.