So I wish Mike was here. More than anything. Its ridiculous how much I miss him. I wish I had a damn car so I could go visit him at least once a week. sdjfhsjkdfhs/ things are horrible.

Yesterday I did a whole lot of nothing. Had dance. all that sweet stuff. I hate this project. I don't want to do it. The school is freezing ALL over. Ashley's boyfriend is here today. Some kids were succeding at being annoying this morning. Tomorrow is the concert. I'm kindof excited now. So that'll cool. I guess. Saturday I signed up to do this thing but I don't really want to do it. I'll have to talk to Val tomorrow. IF I remember. aL. After my thing on saturday do you maybe want to hang out? I feel like I haven't seen/talked to you in forever. and It's making life suck.

So yesterday I went over Matt's. Today has been sweet. Even though it is only 9:34 in the morning. But I found out Shawn's going to be in my math class, next hour, which also means he'll be in my lunch :) So I am in the best mood ever. I love that class now. Tonight I'm having a slumber party with Ashley I think. I want to go to the basketball game also. Maybe hang out with Shawn and the boys? hmm.. I'm really really tired but I need to stay awake tonight because of all that is going to go down. I have to go home with Sam today after school to try on her dress for snowcoming. Hopefully that won't take to long, so I can go home and sleep so that way I can be awake tonight. Next week is spirit week. Ha. I just want it to be Camera Day becuase I will be all up in that shit. :)

So I finished my Aphorisms and now I'm really bored. I have till 10:28 and I don't have A lunch anymore :( which sucks becuase Shawn has A now. But B is pretty sweet because Sal, Kevin, Amanda, Katie, Stano, and Tash are in it. plus like a million more people. But I think Ashley's in it now along with my math class. Which will be okay but I just don't like sharing my attention :) This week has been insane. I got sad yesterday at practice becuase Matt said he was being deported. He has like the best voice out of the guys. It was all trickery though and I beat him up ;) Ahh it is so freaking hot in here. I thought I was going to freeze in Val's. Shawn and Brett were fighting each other this morning. It was amusing. So now Amanda and me are trying to steal Gregs pencil, but I'm not succeding on account hes right in front of me and can see me perfectly. I might get to go to the Used and ASL concert. woo woo. I'm excited. Possibly go in a limo too. Speaking of limos I need to get my nails done. For Snowcoming. I want to go tanning but my dad's going all physco about it so I need to sneak if I go.I only want to go like 4-5 times. pffft. This class is so freaking slow. And 4th hour is too becuase of stupid B lunch. Why do I always write such boring stuff when I have nothing to do? OH THATS RIGHT BECAUSE IM BORED OUT OF MY DAMN MIND. hmmm. So Noah was complaining about me yesterday, and I'm really mad about it. It was over the stupidest reason ever and if I hear one more person complain about that subject I will bust a cap in their ass. I can't wait to go home. I have nothing to do and I'm so excited because it's the first day all week that I've had this. Plus I don't have practice on Saturday anymore. SCORE. Today will be sweet. Just like yesterday ;) ha

What do I do? What do I do? AHHHH. I wish someone had all the answers for me. Just this once.

So I'm done with my math exam. Like 50 minutes early. I thought I was going to go insane. Yesterday Erin came home with me and it was a good time. Then all this stuff went down. I'm really really mad. When I came to school today Ashley was trying to tell me stuff, but I didn't want to hear it. Then I saw Shawn and I felt alot better. I love that kid. I just don't know what to do. Tomorrow I have Phy. Science and Health. So that should be a good time.

i don't think I have ever done as much homework as I have this weekend. I think I might as well go insane. Tomorrow should be interesting.

Im mad that Im stuck in this house. Theres nothing to do. no one to talk to. No food to eat. Nothing on tv to watch. I better be able to go out tomorrow.