I'm not getting to sleep anytime soon. P.B.P

2:35AM I did chemicals for the first time in a long time. I just got in. It's 4:30AM. I'm going to see alvin n the chipmunk's tomorrow. Today has been fucked up. And I quite possibly might hate much music. I'm too fucked up to do this. P.B.P

11:22pm I've deleted all pervious entries. I'm looking for a fresh start. There's so much to say, but no way to say it all. My trip to cuba is in less than two weeks. This semester is just about over. A new year is coming up. I'm so scattered I don't know what it is that I'm trying to get out. I'll do this again to tomorrow. I'll make some progress then, right now I'm - I'm too scattered. P.B.P