I'm glad you're gone. I've moved on to bigger and better. And you're still stuck in your sorry little world. What a vindictive bitch... In other news. I love my boyfriend. We're going to get married one day. And grow old together. And experience life together. And we'll be in love every single day.

Feeling: plugged and totally uncomfortable. I was away for three days, and there is just something about your own bathroom. Guughh. Just wanted to share with everyone.

leave me alone i never want to see you stop talking to me stop thinking of me i can't stand thinking of you i hate talking to you i hate that you keep thinking of me you need to get over me i've moved on already you need to move on too

sometimes I really miss you and want you back. other days I can't fucking stand you and wish you weren't a part of my life.

Its getting to be the end of this. This long while we've had together. Its been a good while. But don't all good things end?

I would love to have sex. I want to have sex. But every time we do, I never get off. Its always you. and I know you don't mean to. You try really hard to last long, but it never happens. The past I've-lost-count-how-many times it always ends up you feeling bad and me feeling sad. you feel bad cause i didn't finish you feel bad for making me sad i feel sad cause i didn't finish i feel sad cause you feel bad Its a vicious cycle. so I just never want to do it. and not wanting to have sex with you makes me feel like a bad girlfriend. am I a bad girlfriend?

I Do and I Am

I know I love him. But I don't know if I'm still in love with him.

a thank you every once in a while would be nice thanks for the money thanks for cookies thanks for keeping the house look nice thanks for being my girlfriend i don't feel i'm appreciated

I get horny. I just don't want to have sex with you cause I never get to finish...

It shouldn't matter if he has his hands wrapped around another girl. But I feel a twinge of jealousy every time I see it.

The other night I had a dream about kissing another boy... A boy that I have a crush on. uhoh

doubts, doubts and more doubts. Doubts if this is right for me. if he is right for me. if my life is right. if I'm even right? Why can't things be easy? Why can't answers be clear? Why must everything be a decision? I think I'll cry tonight.

I'm working on trusting you. I don't know why I don't. I don't trust a lot of people I guess. But you're my boyfriend. I shouldn't have a problem trusting you. And because it happened so long ago. It shouldn't bother me anymore. But it still does. I can't wait to see you...

There is just something about that boy that makes me want to leave mine. But of course he lives in another state so that wouldn't work out at all. But its the principle of the thing.

Moving in six days. I'll miss ya baby.

Sometimes I'm so mad at you. Sometimes I'm not mad at you at all. This is one of those times I'm not mad at you. I haven't been mad for a while. Except that one fight the other morning.... But I think we're getting better. You even told me you loved me the other night. Twice. I like it when you do that.

I hate feeling sad. and worried. and nervous. and and.... I hate not trusting you.

does he have to be an ass everyday?

I put everything I have into you. Into us. I just want everything you have back. I want you to put everything into me. Into us. We fight so much. We're mad at each other so much. I wish I could tell you everything, but I can't. I'm afraid you won't care. I'm almost in tears. In class. I can't cry in class. I need you. I need you to help me, to help us. I need you to show me you love me. Because sometimes I don't think you do.