cocorosie was amazing last sunday. it was a night that was truly unforgettable.

i have a cold. i wish i could breathe.

i went to see my counselor at school today to plan for next semester. and these are pretty much the classes i'm going to register for: ART 114 art history: impressionism to the present mondays, 6:00pm-8:50pm, jaffray. ENGL 104 critical thinking and writing about literature tues/thurs, 10:30am-11:50am, floerke. ENVS 105 environmental biology :( tues/thurs, 9:00am-10:20am, morris. JOUR 110 mass media survey mon/weds, 7:30am-8:50am, kitchell. PHOT 103 intermediate photography tues/thurs, 4:00pm-6:50pm, minton. PE 129 step aerobics mon/weds, 9:00am-9:50am, plum-widner. total units: 16. i think i'm looking forward to the new semester. :) ps. i'm apparently going to register on decemeber 1st at 10:00am. :) pps. in the humanities building, they have some of my photos up on display! i was very excited today when i walked in and saw them.

after having had a very successful day in the darkroom, i can't help but wish that i would have never found a passion for photography. sometimes i wish i would have loved science or math instead.

the other day i was at work and i was taking my break, and i called my mom 'cause no one cool was at the break room, but my dad answered the phone 'cause my mom was in the shower or something. he asked me if i was still taking photography in school and i said yeah, digital, but that i prefered traditional 35mm. he then told me that photography is also a good job. he told me that i could start out doing weddings and stuff, 'cause photographers are expensive. i was quite shocked. he never supported my considering photography as a career before. i wonder what made him change his mind? in other news, i've been listening to the moulin rouge! soundtrack for the past 4 days nonstop, and i cannot get enough. oh and holy shit i graduate next week. and i leave for mexico next week. i should buy the death cab tickets soon.

okay so, on sunday at work, while i was sitting down in the break room, watching the simpsons on tv, minding my own business, in walks captain and he's looking kinda lost and i'm like 'wtff' and then he walks in front of me and he looks at me and he's all 'hi *wave*' and i'm like 'heyyy.' and then i'm all 'lolol.' he was wearing a yellow fantasmic jacket lol. and i swear i don't like him, i just thought that was kind of ironic. i mean, after like 3 years of having crush on him, and having never spoken to him, and now he was just like 'hi' and him being my fellow cast member and all, ahaha. oh and i think i'm going to cut my hair like this: i hope it'll look good on me. i'd straighten it, of course. i think it's still 'disney look', i mean, i don't see anything wrong with it.

i didn't get to see the strokes.. so i'm pretty much hating on life right now. who wants to take a day off of school and play at disneyland with me? ps. i bet myself $5 that i won't get into chapman.

Get Me Away from Here, I'm Dying -Belle & Sebastian Ooh! Get me away from here I'm dying Play me a song to set me free Nobody writes them like they used to So it may as well be me Here on my own now after hours Here on my own now on a bus Think of it this way You could either be successful or be us With our winning smiles, and us With our catchy tunes, and us Now we're photogenic You know, we don't stand a chance Oh, I'll settle down with some old story About a boy who's just like me Thought there was love in everything and everyone You're so naive! After a while they always get it They always reach a sorry end Still it was worth it as I turned the pages solemnly, and then With a winning smile, the boy With naivety succeeds At the final moment, I cried I always cry at endings Oh, that wasn't what I meant to say at all From where I'm sitting, rain Washing against the lonely tenement Has set my mind to wander Into the windows of my lovers They never know unless I write "This is no declaration, I just thought I'd let you know goodbye" Said the hero in the story "It is mightier than swords I could kill you sure But I could only make you cry with these words"

instant karma is gonna get you.

yeah, i bought FIOE yesterday. FUCKING GOOD BUT SOOOO DIFFERENT.

xmas was eh. but whatev. edit: holy shit i drove today though. oh and i realized that i need a polaroid camera. and i still need my d70.. :'( oh and now i'm leaning more towards photojournalism than law. :/

yayay i cannot wait until xmas. i'm so excited, i've been listening to a lot of xmas music. this is my fav xmas song right now. :))

i hate when people try to be smart asses, like the person that commented on my last entry (which i deleted). i made a like one sentence post, and then as things started to pop into my head, i kept on writing them under a 'ps', 'pps', 'ppps' etc etc. and that person commented and said something like, "ps = post script, but you probably already knew that."

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new layout. go look.. not sure if i like it yet. um. sup i have nothing to say. i'm so fucking boring i don't know wtf is wrong with me. ps. yeah i figured changing my gender/age/bio would bring excitement to my life. pps. i got the new franz cd to burrrrrn. :) ppps. i just saw that my layout is an almost clone of ashley's. damnit, oh well, i don't think she'll mind. pppps. SO UM YEAH I'M GONNA BE A LAWYER WHEN I GROW UP BE PROUD OF ME KIDS.

last night i dreamt that i was going to run away with alex delarge. but my suitcase's zipper was broken. :'(

um. yeah.

i'm excited but scared at the same time. change scares me.

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