I was never ready for what i was about to embark apon. It sort of just grabbed me and pulled me in against my own will. However, it is because of my own selfishness that this has all begun. Everything bad in my life is because of what i have done to myslf. It is my own fault and no one else's. And for this, i must live an eternity of torture... I have been given the chance however... the chance to choose... the chance to choose right from wrong... the chance to choose how I accept this torture of mine... the chance to choose the light, the darkness, or the seeminglyimpossible median that not to many people seem to ever find... the chance...