ummm yeah i havent been in here for a while soooo i came back to say HI now im gonna go talk to you later

ok schools not that great anymore it seems like the day goes by sooo slow & i actually want to go back to Foothill like i miss everyone sooo much and yesterday i saw JOEY at the grocery store you should have seen me i almost Tackeled him DOWN!! he looks sooo different i think going to Buena does that to some people some ok not all anyways we started talking and he managed to say i was hott a few times like he always does but hey im not complaining. Anyways yeah i miss Aremene everyday more and more it like really sucks we never talk anymore and i think that gonna affect our relationship one way or another but i really dont want it tooo at all cause i think i really do love him and i want to stay with him forever and ever cause i truly believe it was meant to be...

ok im like soo over this school i know i was talking soo positive about it before but that was sooo yesterday i have training class for the pageant on sun. and im nervous cause as you know im not a size 0 like mostly nobody is exept for anorexic ppl and im like not going to put my self through that cause i like my self the way i am and no one is going to change that well gotts to go love always

anyways things are going bye ok i guess i thought getting away from Foothill would get me away from the drama guess not it just follows me around i've met soo many new people and im starting to like Santa Paula life for once I miss aremene soooo much!!!! I've been hanging out with Andrew, eddie, and jeff alot now its ok we just kick back and all of them like me AWWWWW..... not really its not that they are bad loooking cause they are beautiful its just my heart belongs to aremene yep well loves ya

All right so i finally got away from Foothill and all its DRAMA! but i kinda sorta wanna go back i miss everyone but oh well i will get over it and not the drama I LOVE U AREMENE!!! Muah mucho

sooo anyways y'all know kinda of whats been going on in my life soo far huh? Well on Fri. was my bday and it kinda sucked during the day but at nite thats when the fun started. So like Stephanie(pinkthemare) was going out with this guy named Eddie(totally gorgeous) and they wanted me to meet his best friend matt. So they came and picked me up at 8:30 and Ullysses and his Bro were down from Camirillo to celebrated my b-day with me so i decided to invite them along(had no other choice)Well stephanie and friends were not soo fond of my choice. Soo first she tells eddie and matt that my other friends are gay and they get totally grossed out. then we first to the movie theatres in Santa Paula but they werent playing movies at the time we were there so we decide to jam to the movies on Johnson Dr. Well on the way over there Matt decides to try and ditch my soo called gay friends and he was going about 110 mph on the freeway which was totally scary i almost pissed my pants. We end up losing them and now were trying to find a parking space we get into the movies and were just sitting there talking then the movie starts and Matt say Come here soo i skooot closer and he puts his arm around me then the previews start and ok were watching Shark Tale he says i bet u anything this movie takes place under water and i say how much? then he says if it does u have to kiss me and i say ok then the first thing u see is a boy fishhing GRRReat just my luck now i have to kiss the guy and soo i do we dont end up watching too much of the movies cuz um ya know but it was alll good as some of my friends say"In the Hood" and i like him a lot and i hope i see him again the end. Geez that was a long one hUh? well loves ya gotts to go. Oh yeah i kissed armene and Joey today in a period of 5 mins. I am a hoe

HEy ppl i feel retarded and weird right now i started liking BLAKE SWANSON!!! some ppl think he is soo gross but i dont oh well he says he doesnt have a gf and then he says their just taking a break which is practically the same thing as going out doesnt that suck??? well oh well i think aremene still likes me which sucks cause i dont feel the same way he does i did but not no more what is wrong with me?? Wait dont answer that. I went to las vegas and just got back and im sooo tired but oh well gots to go loves ya

Hey what is up? well i haven't written in here in a while well any ways i met this really nice guy on the internet except he lives in England oh well we still talk but yeah schools going by ok not too hard and people are being nice my b-day is in Oct. 1st im sooo happy cause i gett a car well gotts to go

Any ways What is up? here not much just finally writing in here i kind of forgot i had this thing any ways school is going by ok i mean the classes are pretty hard but oh well its high school anyways i just tried going on Brennen Rhodes diary and realized it had Carmen Electra naked on it and im on a library computer so i couldn't comment on his diary but brennen if you're reading this i love you sooo much and we all miss you so much and we wish you never left us so pleaaaaaaaaseeee call me i will never forget about you call me at (805)9331071 sooo please call me and Visit me and every one at Foothill please!!!!!!!! Any ways back to me Um i think theres little sparks going on with me and armene but who knows i think im gonna stop writing know but remember i love you all sooo much k?!!!!!!!!!!

My parents are getting married tommorrow so i guess thats exciting in a way but then again its not i saw greg yesterday and he wasn't talking much i think its weird i also saw david boo hoo their both coming tommorrow that's exciting too in a weird twisted way. Oh my gosh theres this Guy named Sammy that goes to my church he is SOOOOO cute oh my god i just want to go and hug him sooo bad! Hes my friend LILI's cousin Stephanie just slap me cause i told her to put a battery on her toungue it was sooo funny!!!!!!! Well that's all i have to say for now talk to you later Love always Rubberducky

Oh my gosh i am like sooo happy right now im going out with Greg Finally, he is sooo funny its way awesome. Okay so i guess David Liked Stephanie and i got all pissed off about it and i dont know why i feel soo stupid cause im probably just hurting Gregs feelings. But guess What? who cares about David any more? Cause i just realize i was in it to hit it and quit it but SHHHH! dont tell anyone K? David is going out with Ashlry now And talk about funnnnny cause he was so desperate to go out with someone so he knew she would say yeah well any ways that's all i got to say now loves ya oh yeah parents are getting married in like two weeks that sucks well later

Hey wasssup? Well here not much just really bored so I decided to finally write in my diary. I heard that Brad likes Mallory again from Mallory, but Victoria says that he still likes him. I don’t know what to say. I think Armene likes me too. Guys should die all they want is piece of ass. Well that’s what I think. I’m going to the mall on Friday and to a car wash on Saturday and to a club on Sunday and going to sleep in all Monday so yeah I’m gonna be busy. Gosh that’s all I have to say. Oh yeah Victoria talks to some guy from Buena online and he’s going to hook me up with one of his friends I hope he’s cute!!!!!!!!! He’s gonna call me today at 4 TTUL

Ok i went to a party on Sat and had a little tooo much fun with Johnny and RayRay but it was all good in the hood. On saturday im going to two parties and i guess that will be fun stupid erica called us into the office to say why we were talking crap about her. Im sorry but i just don't want to be her friend anymore she is just too much DRAMA!!!! Brad and David are friends now i think Oh my gosh Stephanie might go out with Robert he is the Cutest i hope she does. Well gotts to go but remember its all GRAVY!!!!!

I am like so freakin boed right now its so not funny. Last night we had a party and im like so hung over. My head is gonna explode!!!!!!!!!!. Im going with David to his Sister's wedding on Sat. i guess that will be fun. Victoria still likes Brad that sucks cause shes my friend and Im going out with him. Everyone tells me that he is just with me to get some and at first i didn't believe but now i do

Hey what's up? well as for me not much just decided to write anyways how's everyone doing?im ok could be better though. anyways brad and david are going to end up fighting and it pisses me off oh i gotts to go

ok im like so bored right know you have no idea anyways i went to davids house last night for dinner it was fun i guess. i got really happy because i told Brad about and he was totally ok with it. So yeah only one problem david took me home to late and now im grounded from Stephanies big party. well gotts to cry now

Hey wasssup? well as for me not much sid here is saying everything i type. Any ways Sorry i haven't written in my diary for a long time it because i don't have much to say. Should i slap Sid? no i shouldn't. ok so i broke up with david and now im going back out with brad oh well its all good well gotts to go

im sorry 4 not writing in my diary lately, but i was kinda busy!!!....im sorry to say this...but the rude commentrs gotta stop....if u have something rude to say to me...say it to my face or at least dont leave it anonymous ok?.....anyways changing subject...today was boring....yesterday was fun though...i went to the movies with my friend stef and we found other ppl there...it was really fun....today i have finish packing to move....yeap...it sucks but ohh well!!!lol well g2g sorry buh bye...love to all

ok im so happy im gonna have my quince for you white people out there thats my sweet fiveteen. oh my god the dance sucked so bad i had to split the dance between brad and david though the whole time i really wanted to be with Brad. So any ways i hate the Drama that goes on at the table sometimes and right now i dont know who to chose for my partner. though david just kind of gave himself to me so i might aswell go with him well that's all i have to say love you

ok i know I haven't written in my diary for a while I just didn't have time anyways as for the Brad and David situtation I'm back with David and I'm really happy about it i don't see how I was so confused the person i trully liked was in front of me the whole time.(David). as for brad I'm sorry look if your reading this right now look if you really did like me you wouldn't keep threating me that you will never talk to me again if i didn't break up with David so anyways if you would have been more patient maybe there would of been a chance after david but sorry it's not looking very good for you right now. and as for those people making rude comments about what i write in my diary please stop because this is my personal life anyways and i don't appreciate people critising my personal life!!!!!!!!You've had a long day You're feeling quite yucky, But the bubble bath's full And aren't you lucky? Because now you can bathe With a cute rubber ducky! From a good friend comes this duck! Bathe every day, you'll have good luck!