i put up a new header picture. what do you guys thing? :]]

luke is in lake george, and he has been since saturday. but he comes home in days yayayayayay :]]]]]]]]]]]]]] ♥

so i messed up my sleeping pattern. this sucks. it's causing depression and i cry. my parents think i'm sad, but i'm not. there's no way to fix this, either. it's not like i can just fall asleep when i want.

I went to luke's last night! I had such a good tiiiiiime. he's so good to me. i fucking love that boy! hopefully ariel can hang out today. we haven't chilled in a while, and i miss that bitty. i don't know, i guess that's it.

jiggy? wtf? i got a lot of cool stuff yesteday. eyeshadow, mascara, face makeup, a purse, hair stuff, incense, a water gun. gjifuidf yeah, there was a lot of stuff. i was supposed to go to the earth wind and fire concert with relface, but i ended up not going because my mom was worried about the weather. luke came over! we had so much fun. he is the besttttt. and he asked me to marry him! how nice ♥ sorry, ariel. i really don't have a lot to update about. but i'll update later or tomorrow if anything cool happens.

emericakidxcore: i love you more and more everryday

I LOVE LUKE SZAPUCKI

emericakidxcore: I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH JANET S0nnyThsIsUrgent: i love you sooooooooooo much too♥ S0nnyThsIsUrgent: call me if you can at all♥ emericakidxcore: ill try emericakidxcore: i love you like uyou cant even amigen S0nnyThsIsUrgent: i love you the same way♥ emericakidxcore: bye janet the most beatiful girl in the world S0nnyThsIsUrgent: bye luke the most amazing wonderful gorgeous boy in the world :) emericakidxcore: =) S0nnyThsIsUrgent: ♥iloveyou emericakidxcore: i love you too

hey cuteypants x: do you know mike walsh?? of course i do, fgt. hahaha anyway, im going to try to use sitDiary everyday, because i love it. It probably won't last, but i'm gonna try. HAHAHAH THEY HAVE ORGASMIC AS A MOOD k that's it bye.

i redid my entire myspace today. it looks amazing :D. if anyone has a myspace, go add me. myspace.com/omgninja i've been up for hourssss, and i decided to put up a new header picture for my sitDiary. i asked for a really good camera for 8th grade graduation, because i want one, and i'm joining the photgraphy club next year, but they said probably not. i bought the hellogoodbye CD the other day ♥ i love them so much. i also bought the early november - the room's too cold CD. i've been looking for it foreverrrrr, and i finally found it. :D if anyone uses livejournal, please join my rating community: wtf____rateme. because we need more members. thank you. i don't really have that much to update about, so i guess i'll just end it here.

i figure i'll update a little bit, since i haven't in a while. i went to the movies last night with luke, arielay, and kevin. we went to see star wars, haha. i had the most amazinggggggg time♥♥ luke and i had such a long goodbye and it was so wonderful. after they left, ariel and i sat around and waited for my mom and these black kids came up to me and were like "yo you want this kid's number?" blah blah blah and i was like uhh.. no than ariel and i went back to her house and talked about our fantastic nights, ate chips, and watched best week ever. than we went to sleep because we were both pretty tired. i woke up this morning and there was something wrong with my eye, it like.. wouldn't open. osdugif i don't know. i am so unbelievably happy with luke. i can't even explain how wonderful he makes me feel. i just know i'm in love. ♥

I'M IN LOVE ♥

last night was wonderful. ariel and i went to luke's last night and kevin fazio was there. me and luke made out a lot and uhm ditudioug other stuff. and than kevin and ariel made out and that's pretty awesome if you ask me. xdktuku i don't really feel like updating.

i went to luke's last night, and had quite the time ;D oh mannn it was wonderfulllll ♥ than i went to ariel's and leah was there and we all hung out and didn't really do anything it was kind of boring, but it's better than being at my house today we lit a bunch of shit on fire and it was amazing. ariel peed her pants because something funny happened. hahah than leah left and we lit more stuff on fire and uhm.. than matt came over and he has a PSP and its awesome. that'd be cool if they made DDR for PSP because well, that'd be cool. i'm glad we don't have school this week :D i'm probably going to hang out with luke in 2 days so that should be awesome. my mom wants to get pedicures and manicures in a couple days or something because she always wants to :p my mom also wants me to go shopping for my formal dress soon, and i dont even know if i'm going to the formal. the formal's on luke's birthday and i dont want to make him go because he doesn't want to. i could just go without him, which would be fine, but i want to be with him on his birthday and stuff. i dont know, i'll figure something out. i'm sleeping over ariel's again and im at her house right now and we're watching garden state. i just got soooo light headed and dizzy and the computer screen was moving and shit and it was weird. i dont know odifutidfu7 i guess that's it. hopefully ariel will update, too so i can read something. if you come across this journal and you have a myspace, add me! :D myspace.com/omgninja/ kthanks. ♥

today was so boring school was gay. BUT I PLAYED JAMES BOND WITH ARIEL IN ORCHESTRA and it was awesome. ms oz didnt understand us, but oh well it was so much fun :D i didnt take gym today because i had extra orchestra. we took some quiz in history and i got an A. i dont really remember what we did in english. lunch was normal, but luke didnt come outside when i went outside :( i sat with him after, and some kid took my bandana. than i went to math which was easy, and in science we watched a movie i went home with ariel and we went to big lots and got some cool stuff. than we went to rag shop and saw vinny, steve, james, & max there. than we had ariels mom take us home and jimmy the icecream man didnt come so im sad about that. my mom and dad picked me up and made me go to wendys with them which was gay, and made me go to treasure island and it SUCKED because it was so boring. now im sitting here and no ones on except ricky. im boredddddd im starting to get that empty, depressed feeling again and it sucks. i wish luke would come online and talk to me. i just cant fucking wait for spring break where i spend full days with him. i just need to be with him for more than a little bit in school. i want to spend more time with him because, well, i just need to. im getting myself upset im just going to stop updating. ♥

doubleduce91: wen ever yur sad just think of us hangin out together doubleduce91: its gotta make u a bit happier S0nnyThsIsUrgent: :D it makes me a lot happier doubleduce91: I LOVE U SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!

since i'm feeling better, i decided to make an actual update. school was alright. i had a partner in pickleball today, so that was pretty cool i guess. we did work, but i got it done. i gave mrs elko a homework pass for my news poem because im stupid and cant write a poem about something i have absolutely no interest in. lunch was pretty funny. luke came outside at lunch and came up behind me, and surprised me by throwing his arms around me and kissing me. how wonderful ♥ math is getting tougher, but i think im doing okay. we got our report cards today, and i did pretty well :D Orchestra - A Health - A History - B English - B Math - B Science - B yay :D anyway, enough about school. luke got in trouble for his report card, (and he didnt even do bad!) so he cant hang out this week, or this weekend, so im sad. but he can hang out over spring break and he talked about spending the whole day together which will be amazing ♥ when i got home i got all depressed and weird. i dont know.. things are just going so perfect with me and luke and i just dont want to see it end. i think thats what im worrying myself about. he told me he loves me and even felt sad when i was sad, so i really have nothing to worry about. i fucking love him ♥

ive been sad lately, and i dont know why. i have a wonderful boyfriend. i couldnt ask for more. but theres still something thats making me sad constantly. i dont know. i dont really feel like updating. im only doing this to give ariel something to read. ♥

all of the sudden, im really starting to like sitDiary, so im gonna use it more often. i hope ariel uses hers everyday, too, so i have stuff to read. :D

last night was good, i went to lukes and hes wonderful. kevin fazio was there, and hes really short. hahah i had a lot of fun. :D ♥ i'm so fucking mad at all the boys in my school. why cant they see how awesome ariel is? and if they do, why are they so gay and wont tell her. i hate seeing her all sad about things, and i want some wonderful boy to just tell her how amazing she is. kdgkfuku ♥ anyway, techno is truly amazing. i dont understand how it can be so awesome! i have to go to my aunt's house later up in lacey for her birthday and i guarentee ill be super bored and not talk to anyone. :p i dont know, i guess thats it. -kbye♥