mixed feelings

Since this school day is half way over now, that means us Seniors, the class of 2005, only have 49 more days left in our high school career. We will be out of this place before we know it. Do you know what that means? No more drama. No more bullshit classes. No more obscenely retarted rules to follow. Most of us will be moving out of our houses. We will be attending colleges. Living in the dorms on campus. We will have a real taste of freedom. We won't have to listen to our parents or come home at curfew. We will be setting our own rules. Doing what WE want. And if I want to stay the night at a boys house, or have a boy come back to my room with me, I DON'T have to tell my mom. I'm really excited about graduating. I've had a countdown since basically the first day of school. On May 20th, when we're all in our cap and gowns walking the halls of BHS for the first and last time as a whole class, I'm going to be balling my eyes out. It will be one of the last times we're all together. Pictures will be taken and memories will be made, but once we walk out those doors after 4th hour, that's all we have to take with us. Memories. That is the one thing that makes me sad about graduating. After spending these past 4 years in this building, making friends with people and learning the ways of everyone else. What happens when we don't see each other every day any more? What happens when we don't see each other any more, period? We'll all go our seperate ways and we'll write in our yearbooks our phone numbers and e-mail addresses and a forever known "K.I.T!", but who will really use them? Yeah, maybe in the first few months you'll call and occassionally hang out, but that won't last. You'll move to college and make new friends, and hardly have time for old friends. You may still keep you're really close friends, but the others you called friends all throughout high school will fade away and simply become a distant memory you can recall while looking at your high school yearbook. In the end though, you still have those memories. I have a lot of memories from my years at high school. And as akward as it will be once I graduate, not seeing the same people everyday and not having a set routine, I'm going to miss this place. But overall, I can't wait to fucking graduate. :)
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