today has been a day from hell. i was up until 4:30 a.m because i scared myself with ghost stories(and it doesnt help my house is haunted).i got up at 9:30.went to work with my dad.he has his own company that does repaires.we had to repair tires on a bus it was hard.then my 2 wild neighbors plus my 2 cousins came over it was hectic i had to watch them.then i went to walmart with my sister.her and i got in a fight over the song ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights.she said it says suicide is ok in the line"cut my wrist and black my eyes". she called me stupid for listening to that kind of music.all she listens too is rap that talks about drugs and bitches.besides it talks about the girl cutting his wrist and blacking his eyes.i guess everyone has a opinion in music but that gave her not right to call me an idiot.i finally talked to bethany today it went well.she is one of my bestfriends so it killed me not to talk to her.i guess on the surface everything is ok.i dont know about sara i expect her to treat me better.thats not to high of a expectation is it?oh and my friends ex girlfirends cousin is in the click5.i find that weird because i didnt know until tonight.thaks for reading.bye! *jess*