so ive decided that everyone has that ONE friend that means the world to you, or everyone has at least one. well my one friend that means everything to me just started dating this girl whom we work with and im not too sure how i feel about it. shes a great girl dont get me wrong but not only has my brother told me horrible things about this girl but she just seems like theres something not right about her. ive always ignored when people talk bad about other people and decided to form my own opinion...truth is most of the time other people are right. my brother knows her personally and keeps telling me to make sure im there for him when she breaks his heart. he just had his heart broken a few months ago and i really dont know if he can handle another heartbreak this quickly. they have only been dating for 2 or 3 weeks and they are already talking about getting an apartment together and to me that just seems WAY to quick. im also slightly jealous because other then work, i dont ever get to hang out with him anymore. we went from seeing and texting eachother everyday to a random text here and there and we have not hung out in like 2 weeks. im really confused as to how i should feel about this...do i have a right to be jealous? do i have the right to worry?

the other day my friend and i went to my favorite graveyard at 4:07am and it was amazing. you dont know the true meaning of peaceful until you walk around a graveyard at 4:07am. i recommend it.

admitting mistakes sure can hurt...

nothing is easy when your around. you cloud my judgement, you fuk up my mind, you play games with my heart, please stop because i dont know how much more i can take.