It's days like today when i seem to have the world in my hands.. then i realize that if this were true.. i'd probably drop it.. i mean, i'm sixteen years old.. with a steady boyfriend, good grades, parents who still are married..friends who care..and i'm still unhappy in my own little twisted way.. from everyone elses view i have a nice life.. and then theres my veiw and what i know.. that they don't .. and it builds up inside me..and i just carry the weight with me.. keeping quiet.. because even if someone had the nerve to ask me what was really wrong with me and really listened..they would take their own knowledge of me and my life and munipulate everything i say until i'm the girl who has everything.. and yet still feels bad for herself... and it's not like that at all.. i mean its really not i do have a nice life.. i'm just unstable.. and thats the truth. and even though i know noone on here cares i mena just look at my friends list.. but just for the record.. no one knows about this journal except for you who may or may not be reading this.. so i can say wahtever i want.. and you can't judge me..because you don't know me..make sense..??? any wy i guess what the point of this entry is that i just wanted to contemplate how i feel.. and my life as it is as of right now.. and wonder how your life.. whether your happy or not.. (very charlie don't you think..??) i want to take you far from the cynics in this town and kiss you on the mouth ... Everything will change -Grace