Well today was the day that those two assholes who killed ty got leathle injection, and right now i feel horrible, the police called me at 11:00 and said that i should come over to the county jail these guys were goign to die.. at first i was as happy as ever this is their just deserts i got down their at about 11:30 i sat down in a chair and the police guy....i think his name was tom. anyway...about 11:45 they strapped the guys down in the two benches and tied them down....the preacher dude came in, i saw one of them trying to force a birdy and forming "Fuck you" on his lips. Well it came 11:59 and the needles were in the room along with the people who were going to inject them....the needles were picked up and they were goign in....it was at that moment when my whole feelings changed...i looked into Paul's eyes and i saw fear i saw a look i had never seen on him, if you have never seen the look in a dying mans eyes you would never know, but from then until they closed his eyes i couldn't take my eyes off him, it was the sadest thing i had ever seen and if i could change it all i would have never testified ageinst them just to stop that look. Im going to thei funerals friday and saterday, i wonder if their mothers are goign to be mad.... Billie

My friend went home the other day Now he's gone and all they say Is you gotta live cause life goes on But now I see I'm mortal too and I cant live my life like you Gotta live it up while life goes on And I think it's alright That I do what I like Cause thats the way I wanna live Its how I give And I'm still giving And now I wonder bout my friend And if he gave all he could give Cause he lived his life like I live mine If you could see inside my head Then you would start to understand The things I value in my heart And I think it's alright That I do what I like Cause thats the way I wanna live Its how I give And I'm still giving You know that I know that You're watching me And I think it's alright That I do what I like Cause thats the way I wanna live Its how I give And I'm still giving Gotta make a plan Gotta do what's right Can't run around in circles If ya wanna build a life But I don't wanna make a plan For a day far away While im young and while I'm able All I wanna do is...

5:45 AM this morning my best friend for seven years, Tyler Williams, died from a gun shot. and i can't help but think its my fault....i hate life. Last night after the skate park we were walking home and we were stopped by these two guys from highschool they wanted Ty to get on his hands and beg for his way threw. well tysaid no why the hell would i beg at your feet then they got pissed and told him that he would regret not bowing. later when i was walking home i forgot to lock ty's door when i came out of his house and a copuple hours later paul and sam ( the two guys) came into his house and shot him with a .357. i stayed at his side from 1:00 to five and i was making the best of my time, when he died i couldn't stand it i broke down and if it wasn't for the nurse comeing in i probably would have killed myself with the seringe...hell yes this happened you fuck tards i wouldn't lie about my friends death god dammit.also the police cought the two guys and they mite get the death penalty

Man today after school i went to the skate park with my best friend Tyler. It was so fun, i spent alot of my time working on my Darkside Grind (for those of you who don't know thats when you flipp the board over and grind on the grip tape of the board). Well anyway me and tyler were pulling off some moves in front of a group of hot girls any way i went for a Melon 360 thats where you preform a melon and then spin a complete circle. well i got to about 280 degrees and then hit the pipe and fell straight on my butt and my wrist...well it hurt like mess i got back up and tried it again and suceeded but the life gauard or what ever you call them at a skate park saw me fall and sent me to ems, well i guess i broke my wrist so its hard to type but at least the girls were inpressed tyler even got a little toungue..LOL. Billie

okay Steve you need to stop fussing over something so stupid, gosh i mean if i knew you mabey i would think its fiunny but im not laughing at you saying i stole you background..seriously don't leave me any comments if your going to be an ass. i see your only 13 im 15 even if you are a giant muscle builder i could take you i have been growing up in Starkville for long enough to know how to take people out gosh.. Billie

So how do these things work...see my girlfreind convinced me i needed one last night whenwe went out for pizza so i have one now, are you happy kelly. Also i may need a little help making friends...scott was nice enough to be my friend...thx scott (like she reads these) anyway im gonna get kelly to help me with this diary and soon it will look cool...