Again the past In the conditions of intrinsic properties I can contend that there are people in this world which we all encounter at one point in life. He is the one who asserts his somewhat demonic domineer over that of the general people by means of professing love for the inferior and clinging to the those less endowed in order to establish his own superiority by comparison. And in his somewhat demented view believes it is his right to encounter and take all that which he wants, in effect hijacking the people of actually quality. And to this end is unable to see the true state of his condition, a dishonest, leaching, malignant person and I warn all of you of this type. He is one who is explosive at the mention of his fallibility and when his condition is contested. And to which I must profess, do not contend nor associate in any way with people of such demeanor. Monday November Seventeenth of the two thousandth and third year, Uncuðlic

Something i wrote a few years ago its weird and strange but rather powerful if u understand what i am saying. And to what extent to we find that the existence that we lead is such that it is not worth leading. Is this the paradox that the people of the world are forced to answer every day that they walk out of their privileged doors. In a place of such seemingly care free and reckless existence as such as in the united states of today, how can one not see that as a people there is a group who is unhappy with are existence in society and what they do in it it. Are those people just self concerted and pompous pricks, I think not. It is to this end that we find those people who are unhappy with American values and existence amount to being the smartest and most open minded people that one is apt to encounter within the boarders of the united states or thin modern world. People like this are able to see what they are missing in a life in which all your needs are catered for, and the allusion of happiness is hidden the confines behind a vial of social conformity. In the typical United States high school there is a growing group of teenagers whom are to the masses eccentric and different. The people that they encounter in school may perceive these traits as being “cool” or more accurately do not understand them at all. The people whom are part of this crowd do and do not care about what other people think of them, on the outside they will confide that they do not care about what people think about themselves, however it is a fact that these people are caring individuals and it hurts when they are rejected when they are trying to be accommodating and nice. Depression or depressive tendencies are common among people of this nature as well as a host of other physiological issues. These are not to be construed as a stereotype of people in this category rather an observation of the tendency. The people whom see past the society set force by the masses do so in a way that makes them stand out in the regular world in such ways that they often get labeled in order to make them fit into a society that they were never meant or wanted to fit into. The resultant friction that is thus created leads to many consequences, many that help propel ones desire to stand for something that is greater then their own self, something that the masses take for granted and trample on. They themselves are willing to put in harms way their existence to protect and covet an existence in this world that is different because it is to their moral objections to do so.

I am currently in the library working on a paper for my history class due in two weeks. Much fun! I just downloaded Daft Punk which is pretty awesome i should have downloaded it much earlier. I really miss Liz, its so hard being away from her during this difficult time in her life. I feel rather useless in my ability to help her deal with all the stress. I know that there is not much more that i can do then what i already do. Liz came home from school this weekend and it was all i could do to keep myself from driving down to see her. I would give anything for five minutes with her to give her a big hug and kiss. She says i am helpfully which is good. :) I finished a i massive amount of work on the control arms for my porsche Friday at Jimi's house. Jimi, Dave, and Bart were foiled in their attempt to get the massive monster engine in his Pontiac started. So i wrote this entry two nights ago that was my view on the path the united states is taking in the eyes of an engineering student. Well the power went out and i was reminded not to just type into the site dairy entry box but type in word so what i write isn't lost. I am going to attempt to recreate what i wrote but i doubt it will ever achieve the same grandeur that the first rendition help in my minds eye. However that will have to wait a few hours till i get more time. Latta Y'all

Its still kinda nasty outside in Syracuse, i had been hoping that the weather would get nice. Sigh, well this is Syracuse. At least this summer i am going to be working for a bike company that will give me lots of time to cycle. It should be a good summer i hope, ill get to spend lots of night with GF while she's at UMW for summer session. My room needs cleaning as does my vehicle. I am super excited to get the Porsche back together, its going to be kick ass. That car felt like an extension of my body back in the day. Which reminds me that the GTI needs to get her oil changed asap. She is going to be pissed when the Porsche becomes the object of my attention this summer and fall. But my mom will prob drive it. We had some bad news about my girlfriends father concerning his health. Looks like he will be ok be its pretty scary. I just wish there was more i could do to help my Girlie through this tough time. I remember when this happened the first time and we were not dating i wanted to help her. Yet know when we're dating and very close to one another i find myself 400 miles away. Its frustrating to say the least. You know as a guy i just wish i could deflect anything that could hurt her, but life just doesn't work that way. At least the semester is almost over, i cannot wait to give her a massive hug that lifts her off the ground. Telling her that i love her daily on the phone is nice yet, there just is nothing like looking into her face and telling her. Well thats all for know i suppose, peeace

Its still kinda nasty outside in Syracuse, i had been hoping that the weather would get nice. Sigh, well this is Syracuse. At least this summer i am going to be working for a bike company that will give me lots of time to cycle. It should be a good summer i hope, ill get to spend lots of night with GF while she's at UMW for summer session. My room needs cleaning as does my vehicle. I am super excited to get the Porsche back together, its going to be kick ass. That car felt like an extension of my body back in the day. Which reminds me that the GTI needs to get her oil changed asap. She is going to be pissed when the Porsche becomes the object of my attention this summer and fall. But my mom will prob drive it. We had some bad news about my girlfriends father concerning his health. Looks like he will be ok be its pretty scary. I just wish there was more i could do to help my Girlie through this tough time. I remember when this happened the first time and we were not dating i wanted to help her. Yet know when we're dating and very close to one another i find myself 400 miles away. Its frustrating to say the least. You know as a guy i just wish i could deflect anything that could hurt her, but life just doesn't work that way. At least the semester is almost over, i cannot wait to give her a massive hug that lifts her off the ground. Telling her that i love her daily on the phone is nice yet, there just is nothing like looking into her face and telling her. Well thats all for know i suppose, peeace

I am procrastinating finishing a paper about the atomic bomb in Europa during the period come to be known as WORLD WAR 2. IE WTF why was Stalin able to produce the bomb and why did Hitler fall short; good thing that he did. Basically this class is really cool but the paper topic is kinda lame this time. I am quite excited for the weekend too, I get to see Liz biz. I think we're are going to go to the barn on Friday which is always allot of fun and relaxing. I think we're also going to bike a bit again, i makes me really happy she likes to go out with me. I have gotten it into my head that i desire to grow Tea plants or rather they're small trees. I think it would be allot of fun for Liz and I considering how much the two of us enjoy tea. I am kinda worried about the future of the US and really everything about our world. I just seems to me that so few reap the rewards, or more justly spoils of our determined destruction of earth. I just get aghast seeing people who are rather well educated who when presented with a cogent well presented argument, for instance our misuse of oil, simply reject it and insert their own prettier view of things. Or for that matter just the total lack of understanding of basic science and engineering that leads to people not fully realizing the parlous position we are in. The next 30 years are going to be very interesting to say the least. I just hope the US as a people sets the example for the rest of the world to follow. Things are going to change, i see the change in the air already. The beginnings of global climate change, Scarcity for resources, easily accessible oil dwindling, and the pretty places getting destroyed in favor for "progress". Too many people, to many clamoring for for too little, our earth our home is just to full. Her most amazing creation may lead to her sullying. Ahem well thats my semi rant of the day :p In other news its getting nearer to spring! time to get on the bike and get into shape, ie time to look good for da liz biz :p

HEYHEY folks like my gf it has been awhile sense my last venture on this site. How long well i believe i was still in HS WOW that was a long time. However i cannot for the life of me remember what my old user name was nor do i think my old journal is still around. SOOOO i must venture to try and make a journal as cool as the last. And by that i mean i must make something super insane and non sensible!