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yo everyone. so heres an update on life. me gots a boifriend and mes gots no idea what am gonn aget him. but w/e. ummmm erri dont wanna update right now.

i am at school. i sevred my detention. i am at the library and my space is not working. i used quota time and that is not working. so yeah i am bac on sit rite now. well i got to go to the potty. bi bi.

hola everyone. guess wat?? i hage my space it is called franklin_vamp. dont ask some random thing i came up with. so today was the gay benchmark testing and thank god i knew someone in there. i knew mouse, adrienne, and cc. and it was ok. the test was so easy. so umm.... this morning was so funny. juan has his like lip peirced and he was shooting water or milk out of it. it was kool. i told my cousin kevin and he was like kool i want to meet this dude and i was like i dont think you r going to cuz #1 ur mom and dad will hate me and #2 i hardly even know him. so yeah. that was it. and i was wherei eyeliner to karate and my teacher were like calling me goth and stuff. i was like i am not even close to goth cuz my mom wont let me b goth or at least dress like one. so yeah. well i gtg. bi bi. p.s. i need some major help on myspace!!!!

hey everyone. this morning was os funny.dani and danny were sitting together and chloe was on dani's lap and out of now where juan jumps on all of them. his legs were all ova the place and stuff. it was funny. well that is like the goodiest of my day. well ttly. bi bi.

hey. something kool happened today. i went to dairy queen. that was good. my cousin kevin and katie was there too. so umm.... oh yeah i was imatating my cusion micheal in his karate and was like two centimeters away from kicking aunt in the face. then we went out of dairy queen and i started dancing in the rain. i was so much fun. lol. theni almost got hit with a car (not so fun) lol. so that was my night. well i have to go and do stuff. good night everyone.

i have decided to make the private entry "i a not myself" on franklin a unprivate one. so if you want to read it go ahead. so yeah. well i gtg.

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hola everyone. my mom is gone now. she went to washinton 4 like 4 days i think. well i am gonna be at my grandmas all week tho. it a good thing but i might b late 4 skoll everyday tho. o well. so ummmmmm........ i wonder what everyone is doing rite now cuz am so bored. i am gonn try and find some game sites to keep me unbored. brb i hope.

hey everyone. sry i got bored and i didnt havethe lyrics to the second cd cuz it wa burned 4 me. so i found a good site and got htem off there and i dedicded that i should copy them to a site i am always on so just skip the last 14 entry. lol. well i gttg. bi bi. franklin

I said, we'll drown ourselves in misery tonight I lied, you've worn out all your dancing shoes this time Just give us war, worn lipstick by the door if I inflame These eyes have had too much to drink again tonight Black skies, we'll douse ourselves in high explosive light Just give us war, I've been calling you all week for my shotgun Pick up the phone Pick up the phone fucker I wanna see what you're insides look like I bet you're not fucking pretty on the inside I wanna see what you're insides look like I wanna see em Well you don't say And well I can explain what happened to my face late last night I'm sleepin next to pools in vacant alleyways And what I'm going through, shot lipgloss through my veins And when I can't complain With the falling rain Come on! I wanna save your heart I wanna see what your insides may be

Stay out of the light Or the photographs that I gave you You can say a prayer if you need to Or just get in line and I’ll grieve you Can I meet you, alone Another night and I’ll see you Another night and I’ll be you Some other way to continue To hide my face Another knife in my hands A stain that never comes off the sheets Clean me off I'm so dirty, babe The kind of dirty Where the water never cleans off the clothes I keep a book of the names and those Only go so far to bury them So deep and down we go Touched by angels though, I fall out of grace I did it all so maybe I’d live this everyday Another knife in my hands A stain that never comes off the sheets Clean me off I’m so dirty, babe It ain't the money And it sure as hell ain't just for the fame It’s for the bodies I claim and those Only go so far to bury them So deep and down we go Down And down we go And down we go And down we go And we all fall down I try I try And we'll all dance alone to the tune of your death We’ll love again, we'll laugh again And it's better off this way And never again, and never again They gave us two shots to the back of the head And we're all dead now Well never again, and never again They gave us two shots to the back of the head And we're all dead now I tried, one more night, one more night Well I’m laughing', crying', laughing' I tried, well I tried, well I tried Cause I tried, but I lied I tried, I tried, I tried And we'll love again and we'll laugh again We’ll CRY again and we'll dance again And it's better off this way So much better off this way I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed Never again, and never again They gave us two shots to the back of the head And we're all dead now

This night Walk the dead In a solitary style And crash the cemetery gates In the dress your husband hates Way down Mark the grave Where the searchlights find us Drinking by the mausoleum door And they found you on the bathroom floor I miss you I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard Back home Off the run Singing songs that make you slit your wrists It isn't that much fun Staring down a loaded gun So I won't stop dying Won't stop lying If you want, I'll keep on crying Did you get what you deserve? Is this what you always want me for? I miss you I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard Way down [8x] I miss you I miss you so far And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard [2x] Way down [9x]

For what you did to me And what I'll do to you You get, what everyone else gets You get a lifetime Let's go Do you remember that day when we met You told me this gets harder Well, it did Been holding on forever Promise me that when I'm gone, you'll kill my enemies The damage, you've inflicted temporary wounds I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me I'm taking back the life you stole We never got that far This helps me to think all through the night Bright lights that won't kill me now, won't tell me how Just you and I, your stareless eyes remain Hip hip hooray for me You talk to me But would you kill me in my sleep Lay still like the dead From the razor to the rosary We could lose ourselves And paint these walls in pitchfork red I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me I'm taking back the life you stole This hole you put me in Wasn't deep enough and I'm climbing out right now You're running out of places to hide from me When you go, just know that I will remember you If living was the hardest part We'll then one day be together And in the end, we'll fall apart Just like the leaves change in color And then I will be with you I will be there one last time now When you go just know that I will remember you I lost my fear of falling I will be with you I will be with you

Wait until it fades to black Ride into the sunset Would I lie to you? Well I've got something to say Grab your six-gun from your back Throttle the ignition Would I die for you? Well here's your answer in spades Shotgun sinner, wild-eyed jokers Got you in my sights Gun it while I'm holding on After all is said and done Climb out from the pine box Well I'm asking you Cause she's got nothing to say The angels just cut out her tongue Call her black mariah Would I lie to you? That girl's not right in the brain Mass convulsions Strike the choir By the grace of God Gun it while I'm holding on But, don't stop if I fall And don't look back Oh baby, don't stop Bury me and fade to black She won't stop me Put it down [2x] So get your gun And leave me by the door Don't stop if I fall And don't look back Oh baby Don't stop Bury me and fade to black [2x

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal And you never had a chance Love it, or leave it, you can't understand A pretty face, but you do so carry on And on and on I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me I'm just the way that the doctor made me On and on and on and on Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door What's life like, bleeding on the floor, the floor, the floor You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve Give me a reason to believe [chorus] So give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts To make me ill You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will Preach all you want but who's gonna save me I keep a gun on the book that you gave me Hallelujah, lock and load Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one And run and run and run You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve Give me a reason to believe [chorus] So give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts To make me ill You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve You wanna follow something Give me a better cause to lead Just give me what I need Give me a reason to believe [chorus 2x] So give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts To make me ill You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will

Sinners return to Hell now Come angels, love come Come angels, love come

Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours She even poked the holes so I can breathe She bought the last line I'm just the worst kind Of guy to argue With what you might find And for the last night I lie Could I lie with you? Alright, give up, get down It’s just the hardest part of living Alright, she wants It all has to come down this time Lost in the prescription she's got something else in mind Check into the Hotel Bella Muerte It gives the weak flight It gives the blind sight Until the cops come Or by the last light And for the last night I lie Could I lie next to you? Alright, give up, get down It’s just the hardest part of living Alright, she wants, it all has to come down this time Alright, give up, get down It’s just the hardest part of living Alright, she wants, it all has to come down this time Pull the plug But I'd like to learn your name And holding on Well I hope you do the same Aw, sugar Slip into the tragedy you've spun this chamber dry Alright, give up, get down It’s just the hardest part of living Alright, she wants, it all has to come down this time Alright, give up, get down It’s just the hardest part of living Alright, she wants. It all has to come down this time Pull the plug But I'd like to learn your name And holding on Well I hope you do the same Aw, sugar

never said I’d lie in wait forever If I died, we'd be together now I can’t always just forget her But she could try At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever Get the feeling that you’re never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs, in my arms she dies She dies At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me If I fall If I fall (down) At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Never coming home Never coming home And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say I never want to let you down or have you go It's better off this way For all the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took Remember when you broke your foot From jumping out the second floor I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems (I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again You sing the words but don't know what it means To be a joke and look Another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time Take a good hard look I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took You said you'd read me like a book But the pages are all torn and frayed I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay, now (I'm okay, now) But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this, I'm okay (Trust me) I'm not okay I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay I'm not o-fucking-kay I'm not okay I'm not okay (Okay)