i'm ok, trust me...

Feeling: abandoned
Wellll....it's been too long since I last updated either of my sitDiarys so I figured one was due! I've been broken up with Donny since August and yes he proposed to me but don't think we'll be getting married anytime soon *tear* oh well! I really do still love him. He got over me rather quickly though so I can't do anything to stop my pain in my shattered heart. But I digress... I move to Fort Plain in July 2005, which is why Donny and I were again. He used to live in FP but now lives in Gloversville. Umm...not too much else, except for the fact that I miss Amsterico and there's this guy out here named Kyle that's just a total hottie but will never date me because he thinks he's better than all women. Butt-crax, I know. Well, check out these if ya wanna see me: http://livejournal.com/users/shesaysblellow/ http://myspace.com/imperfectdj http://www.xanga.com/neoTrinityxx http://greatestjournal.com/users/p4n1cpr0n3/ http://malcolmrpg.proboards76.com/index.cgi http://tagworld.com/littlemissamylee
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I'm falling in love...

Listening to: tlc_damaged
Feeling: catatonic
There's this really cute guy in my chorus class and I really like him but one of my good friends says he's a jerk. I want to believe he could change for me, but I don't know...I'll find out more soon! I *heart* Nelson! BIG thank you to Ashleigh fo rredoing this thingie for me!!
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Why...

Feeling: patient
Why is my heart so big and so open to any and all nice guys that pass by me? Why do I go weak when one compliments me? Why can't I get a guy like that to go out with me? I guess I'm just a loser...*needs novaciane on her broken heart*
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