what if you person you SECRECTLY [loved] tells you that he already found THAT special someone. that HE wants to spend forever with. would YOU be brave enough [to] ask him WHO it is? or [bear] the pain inside, not knowing it was YOU all along anyway ;; well you all should check out my xanga www.xanga.com/my_heart_belongs_to_youx3 && i will try to remember to update this some times also!! x3

I AM MOVING BACK TO OTTAWA.... can we say whoop whoop i am so excited....

.S.i.L.e.N.t.S.u.I.c.I.d.E. when i say i will let you go, cause you aren’t talking to me ;; all i really want is for you to tell me to stay cause you can’t stand to watch me walk away again wells, lets see....nothing to new, we had a fellow student die last friday - David Scheetz, he was a senior, and i really didn't know him, but he from what i can see was an amazing guy. We also had do boys get arrested because they said they were going to take the principal at gun-point have him call a assembly in the gym, and then set a bomb off, to kill everyone in there. Then they were going to kill anyone who survived with a gun. then this last monday, was 2-years since Kevin Thomas Couch killed himself.. uhh.... i think that is just about it... ohh but the whole bomb thing was supposed to be on 4-20, the reunion of collumbine. So on thursday, there was like a grand total or 100 students in our school... between it being 4-20, and David's funeral, and the bomb threat...so you know...i was at school.. guess that is it for now x3

as she looks at the picture of the guy in her year book she whispers, when will he EVER notice [ me ] .. and a i think about you less and less, youre memory slowly fades from my mind... and the thing is ;; i dont the memory of what i had with you ever go away... well, nothing new in my boring life, just kinda updating cause i am bored...wowzer.. how exciting...lol.. ( /) (o 0) (^ ^) bunnie on crack.....tehe

so.....just sitting here.. got to hang out with my boy the other day, that was fun, we went and saw benchwarmers... i want to be back in ottawa, i miss it so much ;; Platte City sucks nutts... it should be killed..... then i would have to move back to ottawa.... i miss the boys in ottawa, and the girls... they are so much better than these stuck-up snobbing city folks.... gosh... ohh myy so, hopefully things well end out all good... well...all for now... x3