Well.. nearly, sigh. (it's midnight my time) Woke up this morning (?) Well 1pm hungover again. Vowing tonight I would leave the wine alone again. 7pm. cooking, looks at wine 7:01pm ignores wine 7:05 succumes and pours glass. 10pm stomach aches knows it is the wine, but continues. Why? I drink when I am happy..believing it's ok! I am so happy! I drink when I am sad..believing ha the world can go..I am sad, so it is ok I am so unhappy.. So which is it? The fear I have if I could not drink into utter abilivian shows me I have a serious problem. (did I spell that right?) That goes with the stomach aches, the sweating, the near fainting episodes that i have been experiencing of late. Gd to talk. x