You might know me, you might not. I made this because sometimes you have to express things that you want publicized, but no one to know about, if that makes sense. Lately, I've been feeling pretty dead inside. I love someone who is a fucking prick. But, every dream I have of her is me getting back with her. I miss the feeling of holding her. I'm not sure what I miss, though. Is it actually her? Is it sex? Is it love? I know she still loves me. We broke up for a stupid reason. I can't help but think it was a good deal for me. I can find someone who has a lot more... I don't know... respect for the world?