Definitely miss you.

I'm still here. And still here for you.

Are you going back?

🖤

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_l4Ab5FRwM

I’ve never understood how that can always happen
I get a feeling I should check and then your there

Just to word vomit
It’s definetly been a challenging few months I keep thinking it will get better
We are still together but it’s been one thing after another one vice turns into another with him
I don’t talk about it with anyone because if I face everything out loud it becomes more real..
Crazy right?

Tell me about you

There is literally a little thing in the back of my mind to check sitd after MONTHS of not looking at it and its almost always within 2-3 days or within the week at max of you being on here, its freaky.

Hows everything been going, how are things? Is there anything I can do?

I love your random feelings to com on here

I had a random feeling to come on here. I hope you're okay. <3

You know where to find me ♥️

Miss you more.

Miss you more.

Miss you

Even if I'm not here or there for you, you're always in my mind Kels. I hope you're doing okay. <3

Pretty awful

How's it been?

Love you.

You didn't at all. I want that too. I just dont know if it's possible. Love you Kels.

I hope what I said didn’t push you away

I wish I could just have you in my life consistently without your wife feeling threatened

I am happy to hear your doing good.
Usually when I talk you you your not
Your still always in the back of my mind
Deploy again huh?
If that’s your passion
But I can understand her position i am not sure if I would be okay with that either

Yea mine too, roanoke and cult were close though. This one has the witches back, so its pretty awesome. Just gotta make it to episode 4 to really get it going.

Yea everything is good on the marriage front. No complaints really.

I do have a desire to deploy again, which with my position im in now I could if I wanted to. I just dont think she would be game for me to do that. I might get promoted to Major early, If I dont ill still make it in about 2 years.

Coven was my favorite
Are you okay now?
How’s everything at home I am assuming a lot better bc I haven’t heard from you

Oh jeez, kels I feel so bad, I wish there was something I could do. I've been there, I know how hard that is. If there is something I can do, please let me know.

The new season is awesome. I loved coven and this seems like part 2.

Everything is going okay for me and my life. I've been super sick for the past month thanks to army medicine fucking up. I am finally coming out of command in November after 20 months of babysitting 135 people. My stress level is about to actually go down and I'm so excited.

How’s everything going in your life

I’m looking for a place to live currently
I love American horror story

That sounds really shitty. I figured y'all would get married.

That honestly sounds like this dude wants everything. I don't mean to harp on it I'm sorry.

It hurts me that he did that to you.

Distraction, do you have watch American horror story?

I don’t know
Distract me

I thought so too
He wants to explore other options
But still is in love with me
And wants me to wait it out
He said his perfect situation would be an open relationship

What can I do?

I'm okay, been better but can't complain.

Wow, I'm really surprised. What happened?! I thought y'all were good..

I'm okay, been better but can't complain.

Wow, I'm really surprised. What happened?! I thought y'all were good..

It’s over. 8 years. I wasn’t expecting it.

How are you

Its scary how we randomly know when to get on here for each other.