to anyone who wants to read this, here is my latest story. you see, there is the guy that i am totally crushing on...i don't know what happened, but my defenses just seemed to crumble at the sight of him...and to make things worse...i am a freshman in high school with no name...and i have NEVER HAD A REAL BOYFRIEND BEFORE. i am in need of desperate help. this guy is killing me!!! not only do i see him in school, but he is on my swim team too. every time that he comes near, i turn my head. i scared to even get to know him, because i know that he won't like me. what should i do? what about you brightpink? i know that i havn't written you before, but i need someone to talk to...anyone!!! my friends don't really think that he is that hot, but for some reason, i like him, and to tell you the truth, i don't even no why? am i going crazy?!?!?!?