hey hey. i kinda feel different know.I learned alot these past 2 dayas and wethere i am grateful or not...i am still worring. but either way i'd rather be informed than blind. i learned things that have made me smile and things that have stolen my smile. but i am glad for the both two types. Work got alot easier since i actually let off some steam....on the manager. Oops, all well she won't fire me i am too good to fire. I can't wait til i get my next paycheck i am gonna go to my friend danieeles and spend some actual time with her since this last time didn't seem even close to long enough. we have so much in common it is scarey even the whole not-likely-being-in-love thing. So i like that. She is the first girl i have liked when i first met her b4 getting to know her. all my other friends that are girl i didn't like at frist i only have like 3 of them though. i miss danielle already. But hey i hope my parents let me go with her on the 5th.