You hurt me once and ill never forget.. youre nothing but my biggest regret...

romance is dead i shot it in the chest && then in the head.

We watched her drink her pain away a . l i t t l e . at a time... but she never could get drunk enough to get him 0ff her mind

Hanging out with some guys.... and im wicked tired but i cant sleep .. i trie and they tickle me until i wake back up it suxz<3 well im out and ill have a poem tomarrow<3 Kate

my sisters grad. part is tonight and im wicked excited to get wasted <3 my mom said shes going to take pictures .. Sexy right? haha me drunk ... lol.. well im outtie <3 Kate

my sisters grad. part is tonight and im wicked excited to get wasted <3 my mom said shes going to take pictures .. Sexy right? haha me drunk ... lol.. well im outtie <3 Kate

I was thinking about how it drives me crazy just to feel your hand in mine and how simple that is and I've thought about saying no to hope but I have this funny habit of putting pictures up on the wall of you and me. I know that priorities never understand reality and time never lends itself to those who are waiting on love. But it is overdue that we should share this night and your smile is the only thing that keeps me breathing. The hours pass by like minutes when I'm with you in the rain. So lets stand here in the rain forever.

everyone that loved me more than i could tell, i'm sorry. there's a private hell for anyone who lives to only love themselves.

I've met some people along the way, some of them split some of them stay, some of them walk some walk on by, I've got a few friends I'll love till I die... i love you troy your my good friend but you need to stop being such a fool sometimes<3 you hurt me .. and i hate it

I never felt so cruel .. i over powered you and thought it was cool... but really im such a fool, i thought maybe going back to the other one you loved was right but now i realize , your burried in the sand and i cant grab your hand, now your asking what to do and i tell you to be you but you forgot , the real you b.c you listened to me .. now you're crieing and i cant figure what to do , now you hate me for helping you when really i made things worse... hmm.. thats it, the end

Why can't I be what you need? Or a new improved version of me But I am nothing so good.... I amount to nothing so well. No I am nothing.Just bones,a lonely person But yet its all held inside, With an exterior of fake laughs and smiles I break into peices over you,and as i do....each peice dies Only you can give me life,but you dont see me, You dont need me, Im tortured by visions of you.... Then your gone..And just like that The shock of hearing someone is taking my place tears me apart, but how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel When all that I have done has been for you...

Well Tomarrow i am going to watch my friend Pauls wrestling match <3 haha i get to see him in those speedo things lol damn any ways im really pissed at him but im going to go just to make his ''friend'' my ex friend liz feel un special cuz when he sees me she will cry cuz i took him away<3 god i feel so damn pretty <3 Any ways it shall be greatttttt<3well im outtie leave the comments and if anyone is interested in talk to me on their sn mine is xxxKatesterxxx0 so instant message me on there .. let jsut say i love to talk <3 so you can im me anytime! [:-)]

Cant i be the girl of your dreams? why cant i be that barbie girl in your fantisy world<3 Pissed .. this chinese kid told me he didnt like me b.c im punk and shit <3 who is he to judge? he is the chinese person dressed like hes fucking gangsta .. then his friend was playing with a stick andthe chinese kid was like shove it up my ass and shit .. it was crazy... and then hes like if you were prep i would deffinitly date you i was liek i dont want to date you i just want to be your friend.. and hes like ohh.. and im liek and besides preps arent my favorite people in life.. sorry.. so yeah feeling like shit now<3 someone tell me different before i go Mosh wild on this chinese bitch..

well thursday july,7,05 was my greatest day ever!!! me and my supposivly called bestfriend went to a carnival and this cute kid who worked in one was checking me out the whole time and he wanted me to come over but i was like no.. and my friend liz went up to him and was like her number is blah blah and hes like whtas her name and shes like blah blah and hes like well im calling her tonight .. and shes like hes calling you when he getts home.. and i didnt even know him .. so he calls me and we talked and talk we talk from 12:00pm to like 4 in the morning i was pretty trashed.. and he knew i was takin but he just wanted us to be friends until im single and i told him i cant promise anything but maybe .. and my supposivly called best friend liz decides to tell him that shes single cuz shes had a huge crush on him ever since she joined his sisters cheerleading team << preppy yes i know im more of the Punk / goth chick.. and so then we went to the carnival again on Friday and she was all over him ! so i went home and i called him and bitched him out at like 1:00am in the damn morning! lol. and hes like i odnt evne like her and blah blah blah and then i was like ok w.e and then hes like whos number did i ask for and whos name? and im like mine ! nad hes like exactly.. and then he told me that liz kissed him and he didnt even want to kiss her .. but w.e and yeah so im happy cuz hes awesome<3 I love you Paul bff foreva lol<3 I love mah baby boy <3 Ry . Kate<3

well thursday july,7,05 was my greatest day ever!!! me and my supposivly called bestfriend went to a carnival and this cute kid who worked in one was checking me out the whole time and he wanted me to come over but i was like no.. and my friend liz went up to him and was like her number is blah blah and hes like whtas her name and shes like blah blah and hes like well im calling her tonight .. and shes like hes calling you when he getts home.. and i didnt even know him .. so he calls me and we talked and talk we talk from 12:00pm to like 4 in the morning i was pretty trashed.. and he knew i was takin but he just wanted us to be friends until im single and i told him i cant promise anything but maybe .. and my supposivly called best friend liz decides to tell him that shes single cuz shes had a huge crush on him ever since she joined his sisters cheerleading team << preppy yes i know im more of the Punk / goth chick.. and so then we went to the carnival again on Friday and she was all over him ! so i went home and i called him and bitched him out at like 1:00am in the damn morning! lol. and hes like i odnt evne like her and blah blah blah and then i was like ok w.e and then hes like whos number did i ask for and whos name? and im like mine ! nad hes like exactly.. and then he told me that liz kissed him and he didnt even want to kiss her .. but w.e and yeah so im happy cuz hes awesome<3 I love you Paul bff foreva lol<3 I love mah baby boy <3 Ry . Kate<3

Shattered to pieces and he has no idea.. A girl asked a boy if he thought she was pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough... she needed to leave. As she walked away he grabbed her hand and told her to stay. He said " you are not pretty, you are beautiful.I dont want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldnt cry if you walked away, I would die."

hmm.. Anyone want to talk? my sn is xxxKatesterxxx0 Give me a holla cuz im bored!

When he was seeing her You could see he had his doubts And now he's missing her Because he knows he's missing out Now it's haunting him The memories like a ghost He's so terrified Cause no one else even comes close.... <<<3

Everytime she laughs, she hopes hes watching Not so he sees shes happy but so maybe, just maybe He'd fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his... <<<<<3

hmm.. Well waiting for my friends to comment in my journal about HarborFest ... Anyways im out cuz im going to go to the movies with some friends <<<3 well leave the comments ! <<<3Kate