What do you do when you know something's bad for you And you still can't let go? I was na�ve Your love was like candy Artificially sweet I was deceived by the wrapping Got caught in your web And I learned how to plead I was prey in your bed And devoured completely And it hurts my soul Cos I can't let go All these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering I hate to show that I've lost control Cos I, I keep going right back To the one thing that I need to walk away from I need to get away from it I need to walk away from it Get away, walk away, walk away I should have known I was used for amusement Couldn't see through the smog It was all an illusion Now I've been licking my wounds Woke up in love and seems so great We both can't subdue Darling you hold me prisoner (prisoner) I'm about to break I can't stop this ache I'm addicted to your lure and I'm feeling for a cure Every step I take Leads to one mistake I keep going right back To the one thing that I need... I can make it It's some state I'm in Getting nothing everytime What did I do to deserve The pain of this moment And everywhere I turn I keep going right back To the one thing that I need to walk away from I need to get away from it I need to walk away from it Get away, walk away, walk away Everytime I try to grasp for air I get smothered and this sky, it's never over, over Seems I never wake from this nightmare I let out a solid breath, let it be over, over Inside I'm screaming Breaking, pleading the world Ahh... My heart has been bruised So sad but it's true Each peep reminds me of you It hurts my soul Cos I can't let go All these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering I hate to show that I've lost control Cos I, I keep going right back To the one thing that I need... I'm about to break I guess I missed it I'm addicted to your lure And I'm feeling for a cure Every step I take Leads to one mistake I keep going right back To the one thing that I need...

It's been in the past for a while I get a flash and I smile Am I crazy? Still miss you baby It was real, it was right But it burned too hot to survive All that's left is All these ashes Where does the love go? I don't know When it's all said and done How could I be losing you forever? After all the time we spent together I have to know why I had to lose you Now you've just become Like everything I'll never find again At the bottom of the ocean In a dream you appeared For a while you were here So I keep sleeping Just to keep you with me I'll draw a map Connect the dots With all the memories that I've got What I'm missing I'll keep re-living Where does the love go? I don't know When it's all set and done How could I be losing you forever? After all the time we spent together I have to know why I had to lose you Now you've just become Like everything I'll never find again At the bottom of the ocean You don't have to love me For me to, baby, ever understand Just know of the time that we both had And I don't ever want to see you sad, be happy Cause I don't want to hold you If you don't want to tell me you love me babe Just know I'm gonna have to walk away I'll be big enough for both of us to say, be happy

Could you cry just a little? Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain? Die just a little... And baby I would feel just a little less pain. I want you to hurt. To feel just a little of what I am feeling. It might be easy for you. To forget, to move on. You say you have no self-control around me. You say you like me. You say you're sorry. Yet your words don't mean a damn thing. Instead you leave me here. Stranded. Left to wonder. Left alone. But the truth is... I'd do it again to relive what we had. Man ... that's sad.

Isn't it ironic how you always do what you say you wouldn't. Say what you don't mean. Do what you said you wouldn't do. Promised you wouldn't fall for someone, but find yourself falling so deep. So rapidly, like the waves sweeping the sandy beach on a stormy winter's night. Like jumping off the cliff and getting a sudden rush of emotions. Find yourself acting incongruent with what your head is telling you. Instead you listen to your heart. To your soul. And you just end up falling. Unexpectedly. Uninvited. But when you hit the ground, you are left with nothing. Nothing but the despair, the hurt, the emptiness.