Wow it’s been 3 weeks and 2 days since Summer and I have been together. For some reason I sometimes question myself “Do I really love her”, which I do. I don’t think you could find our love anywhere else. She thinks/knows I’m “The One”, which I could. For me, She the only one I want to be with for the rest of my life. Even though we’ve been back and forth 11 times. I love her. I’d do anything for her. If she died I wouldn’t know what to do with myself. I would try not to kill myself. I’d also cry forever. Even though she lives far away from me our love will still grow. This gives me a challenge for myself since she lives so far. It will make me a stronger person. I learned from pervious relationships with her. Once she asked me out again and after a week I dumped her because I was always so depressed. But now I passed a week and so I know I can do it. I proved myself that I can love someone even though they’re far away. I don’t know when ill get to see her. A few days ago I asked her if she still wanted to marry me and she said “yes” and she wants to be with me forever. It could happen you never know?