~*~your bedroom~*~~Walls~What Color::White? I guess you'd call it white Any Posters::Oh Yeah. Let's List 'em shall we? Waynes World, SK, Happy Bunny, As I Lay Dying, The Used, Matchbook Romance, Atreyu, Foamy The Squirrel Any pictures::I have pictures all over my mirror and one of my walls. And cutouts from the newspapers I've been in. Not too many, but hey! It makes me feel good about myself! ~Bed~What Size::Full Color of sheets::White with gothic suns printed all over them. Color of Comforter::Blue with the gothic suns How many Pillows::when made up: 13 (it's a good number to rest on) I sleep with: just 2, the rest are pushed to the end of the bed. Color of Pillow Case::I don't have no friggen pillow case. I hate those damned things. Whats Under it::Movies and a shoebox with some SECRET stuff that my mom will NEVER find. ~Floor~What Color::Green What's On It::A lot of junk. Any stains::NO! That's what sheets are for. LOL. ~Dressers~How Many::One. Who uses more? What's in Them::Clothes and even more movies. Whats on top of them::Books, My Jewelrybox, A mirror, My StarWars figurin collection, My Buddha figurine collection ~Closet~Big or Small::Small and crowded with all of my shoes Walk in::Nope. Whats on the Door::A Dartboard with pictures of Good Charlotte and Avril Lavigne on it. What do you keep in it::Clothes and EVEN MORE movies and books and shoes and other STUFF. On the floor in your closet::Probably an ass load of sand.... who knows? Whats on The Shelf::All of my old baby clothes and scrapbooks and the origional set of Generation Girl barbie dolls. WOOT! Do you wish it was bigger::Yeah, I do. Are your clothes in any special order::Now what purpose would that serve? ~Electronics~TV::Yeah Stereo::Yeah DVD Player::Yeah VCR::Yeah (connected to the dvd player) Computer::Yeah ~Nightstand~Whats on it::A lamp, a picture frame, and an unconnected scanner ~Random~Is it hot or cold in there::It's always cold, man! How many Windows::One. Whats the switchplate look like::I painted on it with black, light pink, and neon purple nailpolish. So, like crap. But I'm gettin a Family Guy one soon! Yeah! Anything on the door::Yeah, a bunch of HT tags and an actual picture of my brain. Is there a trashcan::Nope! What are the pictures/posters of::I think I already listed those. Anything on the Ceiling::Yeah, those glow in the dark stars and above my bed a huge as glow in the dark pin up of System Of A Down. (I had to do the Glow In The Dark part myeslf, though) Any Chairs::Yeah, one comp. chair What type of bed(futon, daybed)::Um.... SLEEPINGbed, why not? Do you share your room::No, I'm lucky. Favorite Item in Your Room::I'll never tell! Anything in the Window::Yeah, a, " PARENTAL ADVISORT EXPLICIT CONTENT" static cling. Take this survey | Find more surveysYou've been totally Bzoink*d

This is a song I wrote. It's about... well... you might can guess by reading it. Dance Party Meet me in the corner While the party’s goin’ on We will be each other’s poison And our pulses will be strong The disco is our fever The techno is our chill You can be my needle And I can be your pill I can hear you whisper While you can hear me sing Our footsteps match each other’s Where’s the pleasure that should bring? Meet me in the corner While the party’s goin’ on We will be each other’s poison And our pulses will be strong Voices in the distance Music in the air You wear me like a ribbon But I won’t ever care Our visions of the future All clouded by the smoke You are my only oxygen Keep flowing or I’ll choke Meet me in the corner While the party’s goin’ on We will be each other’s poison And our pulses will be strong The disco is our fever The techno is our chill You can be my needle And I can be your pill

Today wasn't very special. It just went as any other day. It was black and white in both ways. 1. It was cloudy out. 2. Nothing happened worth mentioning. I guess some days are meant to be boring. I hate it. I wanted to cause some chaos so bad I was clenching my jaw and fists. But too much is expected of me, I guess. I can't let my reputation down. Okay, so I don't have a perfect reputation. I smart off a lot. And I got suspended for terroristic threats in 5th grades. But I try to keep it cool. I keep my grades up. I was on the Academic Team. I'm in the Junior Beta Club. I'm on the Literary Magazine staff. And I have to keep up with that AND meet my band requirements. Yeah, I didn't mention it before but, I'm a Band Geek. I'm not ashamed either. I play the baritone. It's really fun, too. So don't down me on that one. You won't get a bit of a reaction.

emotions survey[anger]what makes you really mad?:When people think they can jundge someone who doesn't even judge themself. do you have a bad temper?:I'm fairly laid back. do you swear when you are mad?:Yes. I do. It's a sure-fire way to let it go. do you yell or hit people when you are mad?:I yell at them. And if I know them really well, I might throw a punch. But I don't just go hitting random people. have you ever made someone cry?:Probably, and my dear, I don't give a damn. how often do you get mad?:I'd say almost every day. [jealousy]are you a jealous person?:Nope. what makes you jealous?:Nothing. I love what I have and I'm happy for what you have. how often do you get jealous?:Never. who are you jealous of?:Nobody. how do you act when you get jealous?:I just don't. do you get mad at the people you are jealous of?:::shakes head.:: [sadness]are you a sad person?:I get sad a lot. what makes you sad?:Well, number one right now is my mom. She and I get into some really nasty fights. We fight all the time. It never stops. how often are you sad?:About twice as much as I get mad. do you cry a lot?:I'd say every other day for sure. do you cry on your friends?:Yes, and it's cool because they'll sit there and cry with me. have you cried in public?:Well, at school, yeah. [happiness]are you a happy person?:Yes! how often are you happy?:Any time I'm not mad or sad. what makes you happy?:Lots of things like: Eyeliner, MY FRIENDS, Top Hats, Neck Ties, Converse, My Music, Being a Band Geek who makes you happy?:My friends and Mom when she isn't yelling at me.... how do you act when you are happy?:I'm utterly hyper when I'm happy. I bounce around and sing and talk super-fast. what makes you happiest in your life?:Being with my friends. [hate]what do you hate?:A lot of things. It'd be ridiculous to list them all here. I will in another entry do you hate anyone?:Yes. A bajillion people. does anyone hate you?:Oh, I'm sure of it. Why wouldn't they? do you have a hate list?:Yes, and it keeps growing and growing. what kind of people do you hate?:People that make me want to hate them, I guess. what kind of music do you hate?:Hip-Hop. ::shudders:: [love]have you ever loved anyone/been in love?:I've never been in love, per se, but I love a lot of people. have you ever told someone you loved them?:Yes. Only like every day! how many times have you been in love?:I have never been in love. Didn't I just say that? what is love?:Love is... Okay, I'll have to take another entry to explain that. have you ever loved someone so much you'd die for them?:No. But there are people I want to say that to. They just wouldn't want me to die for them, though. has anyone told you they loved you?:Yes. I'm told that I'm loved every day. But sometimes I think they're just saying it. [self esteem]how is your self-esteem over all?:Pretty high. I mean, I know who I am, I uphold who I am, and I feel great about who I am. do you love yourself?:Yes, very much so. do you think you are attractive?:Sometimes I think I am. But sometimes I think I should be shot for desturbing the natural beauty of the land. have you ever wanted to kill yourself?:No. I don't ever think I'll feel that way. have you ever harmed yourself?:Yes. I'm not going to lie. I still do every once in a while when my mom and I are in a really huge argument. I know I shouldn't... It's wrong... But I just can't stand it. are you happy with who you are?:Yes. For the most part. Take this survey | Find more surveysYou've been totally Bzoink*d

You want to know what's wrong? This is my second entry and it's gonna be a rant. The first comment I got was a hate comment. You know you might say, "Aw, don't be such a pussy. Stop whining about it." But you know what? I'm gonna whine. I have the right to whine. And to cry, if I want to. I do. But that's beside the point. The point is, I hate when people think they can tell me what I am. Did I ever say I was an Emo or a Goth? No! All I said is that's what people call me and my friends. I said I hated labels. But I have to live with them. So come on! Tell me I suck! I don't care! But it's really terrible when the FIRST comment I get is hateful! Dammit!

Well, this is my first entry, so I guess I'd better introduce myself. I'm Brittany. I don't really have any nicknames... Oh well who needs 'em anyway. I'm 13... It's my favorite number but not my favorite age. Almost all of my friends are older than me. But that's okay, because they can drive and I go places with them all the time. Well I guess the next thing that should roll off of my fingertips is my music taste. That will explain how I act. I am into: Emo Screamo Punk Metal and Alt Metal So if I post any pictures of me or my friends and they seem a little odd, that's why. You see, we're classified as either: Goths Emo Freaks or Weirdos. I don't particularly like labels, but you know they exist and always will. There's nothing wrong with the stuff me and my friends enjoy. Well.... Okay... Maybe some stuff is a little crazy. Like moshing in a huge violent pit until someone starts to bleed prefusively is our bag, and some people think that's a tad extreme. I guess I can see where they're coming from. I've suffered from many concussions just going out to gigs with my crew. My mom's never pleased but she let's me learn from my mistakes. Sometimes it just takes a good heavy beating to get it through my skull. Well I write a whole lot. So I guess I'll be putting some of my poetry in here. And my stories. Just chapter my chapter, though. It's kind of hard to get a billion chapters in one post. Okay, I NEVER actually put a billion chapters in a story, but sometimes it can drag out. I also write and direct short films. Usually they're horror (or atleast I try to make them as scary as possible) because I'm in love with anything horror. I'll write a lot about the different horror movies I've seen. I'm in a band. But we just started and it's taking us forever to rehearse. We're not exactly well behaved, me and my friends, and it seems one of us is always grounded. The people in the band with me are: Robby Penguin Cetch and MK. But Cetch and MK are going to be moving soon, and that means we'll need a new drummer. Cetch was playing rythym guitar, and we can spare it. I DO play drums, but Robby (he started the band) said that I can't. He wants me to sing because he can't find anyone else with the voice that would match our product. So no matter how much I beg to be MK's replacement, I still get the shaft. Luckily, my cousin Joey is going to fill in. And he's a lot better than me. So whatever. I don't care.... Well that's about all I can think of right now. If you want to know more, just ask. I'm a pretty open person... Well... You know.... I'll answer anything that ought to be answered. Well then: Auf Wiedersehen meine Freunde. Bis ich wieder bekanntgebe! PS. Yeah, I speak a little German. And a Little Spanish. Hoping to try French soon!