okay so i performed Pie Jesu for my class i sucked but they liked it my b-days in a week. ^^ yay! i'm hoping to invite my crush to my party >> but that might not work out... i went down to whipple creek it was fun i love going down there cabaret is in a few days stressing but i'm okay alex is learning his part faster than i thought tommorrow is the stupid cival war encampment >< i hope it rains tommorrow i miss the rain i miss alot of things but.... oh well my life is full of unneeded drama i'm not joking i hate drama i hate my life but i'll deal i now know how i'm gonna die i will be shot in the head not by myself, mind you but by some dude that doesn't want freedom and liberty in america. i don't think its deppressing at all i'd much rather die fast than slow but oh well nite all my bed is calling my name... ^^