hmm it is quite strange that i'm in a good mood. i can look back at the time i have spent with her and relive it without breaking down in sorrow. i even listend to the songs we used to sing and loved. i relived every moment we had, and i smiled, except of weeping. i want you to know it took forever. i don't know if we will ever make more memories , but they were some damn good ones. Lord knows i tried so hard to keep you. hope you are happy where you are, hopefully and just hopefully one day, we can talk and continue where we have left off. o by the way was there even a "we" in you and me at all? know this love, there will always be a place for you in my heart and i hope you do the same. leaves will fall, the trees will be bare, and the snow will fall. though spring will come where your heart will realize to come back once again, darling. i hope i am not wrong. o hazel eyes, you're the best thing that has happened in this universe. the brightest stars can't compare to your never fading beauty. enough about space, summer o beautiful summer won't you come, for i have missed her for too long. you have stolen her from me and i long for her soft touch and soft lips. palm trees and beautiful sunsets, ocean waves and long drives, lovely, this is where you belong, where your heart belongs...california. Find Love. Gabe