obviously hidden letter to a friendemy. havent seen you in so long ive missed you so online talk feels so wrong really didnt know you though pessemistic with the highest of ambitions the simplest of goals bright as lido days dark as arctic nights hopes that were so obvious they seemed to overshout the bells, bells, bells, bells, bells one and two and you and her it crossed your minds before before remembering who I seem letting go anyway too hard for anyone for anyone again try harder ill give in uh. just felt that i should say, Di, this isnt about you. lol. just read it. seems like it could be taken that way. lol. i luv u.