Get Fit

Alrighty, so I haven't followed through with the ANG business. Come to think of it, I don't follow through with very many things. Oh well, not a big deal. So I bought a camera about a month ago, a Canon EOS Elan7. It's very nice and I'm having fun with it. If anyone still reads this you should check out my beginner photography. My Deviantart

Ok, so I've been thinking about joining the Air National Guard. I wanted to join the AIr Force not too long ago, but that fell through when I wasn't able to get the job that I wanted. In the ANG I'll be able to get the job of my chosing, so it's not so bad. My main reason for doing so is so that I can go to college. Oh well, we'll see what happens in the future. Anyways, so that's the update right now. Later.

So yeah, I've been kicking it, totally tanked, at Ren Fest. I got to wear my new Deedlit ears on Saturday, they brought so much attention. It's like no one has ever seen six inch long ears before. I had so much fun. It's even more fun if you camp out, they have a drum circle, and fire breathers, and belly dancers (yours truely). I can't wait to go again. Oh yeah, I might have my own place soon. Some friends and I are rtying to get a place together. We were looking at a house close to work, we all work together, and the guy said that he wanted to talk to us about it tonight. Hopefully all goes well, I need to go out and do my own thing. I want to be able to stay out all might and not get bitched at because I live under my parents roof. I want to stay at my boyfriends when I feel like it, and not have to hear about how I'm not being responsible. I think I'm pretty fucking responsible, I can drink all night and then get up at six and go to work no prob. I never miss work and I pay my bills on time, granted I don't have many they still get paid when they are supposed to. I can't wait to get out of my parents house. Hopefully, by next year, I'll be in College Station , going to A&M. Anyways, that's pretty much for now, so later.

Ok, so I've been living with my new roommates for three weeks now, it's been great. I turned twenty on the 12th, woot and stuff. Um, not much has been going on, I work way more hours and have little time to do anything. I've spent a lot time at Ren Fest this year and bought special, kick ass, deedlit ears just for the occasion. So yeah, that's it for now.

So, I'm moving into my new house on Saturday. I'll be on my own, well with two other chicks, but still it's on my own, no parents. Damn near twenty and still living at home, what a loser. Anyways, it will most likely be awhile before I can update. Heh, like I do that very often as it is. Anyways, wish me luck all eight million people who don't read my journal.

So, last night I went and saw Engine Down, it was awesome. It was their last Houston show, and there this is their last tour. They will be no more after this. They are spectacular live. Bella Lea was awesome as well, a great continuation of Denali. So, yeah, the best part was finally crawling into bed this morning just to crawl back out at six, then working from seven to six tonight. I'm insanely tired, so this is where I take my leave. Later.

So yeah, when I first introduced my iPod to a computer, it asked me what I wanted to name it. I thought that was fuckin' crazy so, I named it Mono. I love Mono... Mono and Me

I recently got an iPod, it's very nice, well worth the money spent for it. So yeah, not much has been going on, I got a raise at work and they are going to have me work with the techs more, maybe in the future I'll get a promotion and become a vet tech. My life is so unexciting. Engine Down is coming to The Proletariat on Aug 9th, can't wait, already have tickets. Yeah... that's it for now.

Heya, It's been for fucking ever since I updated. Currently, I am playing Xenosaga on the PS2, so far it's a very good game, well more like a movie. Anyways, I have a kitten now, she's very cute, but mean as hell. She bites anything that moves, whether it be hands, feet, or inanimate objects. I named her Gin, so if I get another one I can name it either Tonic or Rummy. Anyways, I'm insanely stoked about August, Engine Down is coming to Houston, and I'm going to be there. Most likely I will be there two hours early so that I can be one of the first people in, I'm such a loser. Oh well, that's about it for now, if I come up with something else y'all will be the first to know.

Cut yourself So yeah, I don't update very much anymore, and most of you don't understand what I'm saying when I do. I have a PSP now, it's very awesome. I also have a PS2, Game Cube, and Xbox, so all I do now is lock myself away in my room and play games. Kim sucks! I've been alternating between Fable (xbox), Zelda Ocarina of Time (game cube), The Bouncer (ps2), and Untold Legends (psp), and somehow I fit working into that. I'm a busy, busy girl. So here's my annual update, ja ne.

Where are my pants?

I finally went and saw The Phantom of the Opera, it was awesome. I've heard alot of complaints about it, but those people don't know shit. That movie, by far, was one of the best musicals I've seen, very Labyrinth-esque. I'm glad I didn't wait for it to come out on DVD. Anyways, not much else is going on right now, besides work. I'm currently looking for a second job, I need more money than what I'm making, college is expensive and I want to start this summer. I want to get a bartending license, bartenders make good money, and I need as much of that as I can get. Hopefully, still just a thought, I will have my own place by next year. But anyways, yeah that's it, I'm not very exciting these days.

...It's what I do best.

Ok, so, I was going to put some of my "better" drawings on here, but most of them are larger than the screen. I hate when images are larger than the screen, you have to scroll over and the image loses it's effect. So, to save the effect of my crap art, I'm just going to give yous guys the link to my Deviant Art page. My art page Alright, well the link seems to be working just fine now. The chinese my mom brought me was good, after that I decided to play FFVII, for the last seven hours. I love RPGs!! Anyways, later.

I've got a scanner now, yay me! Here's some artwork for y'all, if there are any of y'all even there.

provided by VideoCodes4U.com The Faint - Agenda Suicide Here's the lyrics to the music video above. Agenda Suicide you could follow logic or contest it all the work solution makes the common house a home the element of progress that you mention is gone it de-evolved to something you were headed toward as I lay to die the things I think did I waste my time, I think I did - I worked for life all we want are just pretty little homes our work makes pretty little homes like a cast shadow like a fathers dream have a cut out son what's the worst disease to get that pretty little home as I lay to die the things I think I don't want to regret what I did - I worked for life all we want are are just pretty little homes our work makes pretty little homes agenda suicide, the drones work hard before they die and give up on pretty little homes (like a cast shadow) our work makes pretty little homes our work makes pretty little homes agenda suicide, the drones work hard before they die and give up on pretty little homes

It's one in the morning and I just got back from the best show ever, THE FAINT. It was awesome, I was one of the first people to go in and I paid at the door. I was up in the front, not three feet away from The Faint. It was the best show ever. The Faint IS my favorite band, it has been cemented. Anyways, yeah I have to work tomorrow so I'm going to go to bed now, later.

I'm going to see The Faint at Numbers this Sunday. I can't wait, it's going to be awesome. I now own all of their cds, they ARE my favorite band, no doubt. I've wandered from band to band looking for one the was right for me, and now I've found "The One". I've listened to nothing but The Faint for two weeks now, I'm so stoked about Sunday. I suggest that everyone check them out, they really are awesome. Here's a sample of the lyrics from every cd, except the Danse Macabre Remix. Syntax Lies (from the Media album) understand, i don't care if i meet you and you don't care if we meet it's just conversation we're not so compatible but at least we know and we don't care syntax lies no difference in art and life just what we say and the order the words go the order they go it's time, we've deeded an aggravist one that wouldn't make us laugh and has severed how we used to speak concepts of language around his waist but more dimensionally versed he has severed how we used to speak call it backwards overlapping ultramodern more slowly they mistook it for religion but the truth unfolds we devote without knowing same language same story the new version is confusing sharp tongue glass blood grammar its comedic we're corrected we need a stoplight division to the next calendar...year it's time, we've deeded an aggravist one that wouldn't make us laugh and has severed how we used to speak concepts of language around his waist but more dimensionally versed he has severed how we used to speak i understand it's just conversation but it eliminates how i really feel. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Worked Up so Sexual (from the Blank Wave Arcade album) i see you work at night, are you sexually amused? what's it like to have a room of guys encircling you? how she moves and how she walks. they all patiently await while the heat from in their pockets could burn marks into their legs. without your needs and your support she'd have a job the same as ours - nothing daring. would she miss a job that's sexual? in every city there are dozens of these clubs where men can go. some people need a little challenge to their fantasies at home. there's a little tiny number on a fold of matches, the ink drips from a little dancer's pen. everybody wants that fold of matches to reinflate their confidence. hey, it is a job, it pays a lot. is it disservicing someone? and is it good to get these men worked up so sexual? older dancers gag at what new talent seems to mean. smaller tits and younger limbs can cause a fit of rivalry. but it is a job, it pays a lot. is it disservicing someone? and is it good to get these men worked up so sexual? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Glass Danse (from the Danse Macabre album) feel the vapor pressure drop as the dark steam pours out the entrance. real cold world is swirling into a club that keeps the life world out. where every sense seems deathly weak from the frozen time you spent in transit. the glass danse world flickers on and the low end thaws you anxious body. maybe i feel detached. i may just look too shy. it's a disinterest not that i'm a timid guy. i call them bodies but, they are attentive too. i feel the social glare. i feel the attitude. watch as mirrors clear themselves with the breath of frigid air that eased in. made up babies all rotate as a siren spins a beam of amber. time sliced beat by beat in a row, in a club, in a line, in the city. the glass danse world flickers on because the cycle happens enough: a baby falls out warm, it's screaming for it's life, and infant tries to danse as it grows up then dies. that's simplified but uh...when your complexion dries, you wake up cold and think, wish it'd been this way. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Southern Belles in London Sing (from the Wet From Birth album) Scarlet boots, the kiss of death Patience and the end of it Blended angels, whispered love Countdown til it's gone, for long Velvet voices, haunting slow Darkened nooks, with bright decor Georgian femmes are gone for weeks Southern Belles in London Sing I'm staring down the Eppley gate Two more days before the plane arrives- And you'll be standing here with your smile Carving up the lobby seats Pushing down the caffiene drinks Checking the arrival screens for yours A hundred feet above the landing There's a girl gliding down She's floating toward me now Her sleeves are all stretching out And the jet is following behind London skids a grinding halt Last night left to spend apart Bags are packed but now for home Stories of the tour unfold Booking Agents Broken Nose Butting heads with creeping dolts Georgian Femmes are gone for weeks Southern Belles in London Sing Southern Belles in London Sing

So yeah I've been working everyday for the past month, including weekends. I haven't had time to update, well, until now. So yeah, my christmas was good. I got a portable DVD player, it's nice. I also got FFVII and FF Chronicles from my friends. My best friend Krista came home for a week, but we only hung out for one day, that kinda sucked. Hmm...I got the (cringe) brittany spears perfume, but I have to say, for someone I really don't like, her perfume smells fucking awesome. The first time I smelled it was when I was walking into a deparment store, through the perfume counter entrance of course, and was ambushed by a tall, blond chick holding a bottle of it. She sprayed me about three times, so yeah that's how it happened, but whatever at least it smells nice. I got some purses, about five actually, which is not quite as many as I usually get, thank god. I got some various articles of clothes and some DVD's that I've never heard of and I'm pretty sure they suck. Anyways I have to go get ready for work, later.