DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOU ARE ALL ALONE AND YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ... LIKE YOUR TRAPTED IN YOUR OWN HEAD ... AND YOU ARE TRYING YOUR HARDEST AND YUO STILL CANT ESCAPE????? I FEEL LIKE THIS EVERYDAY... I WANT TO ESCAPE MYSELF EVER DAY BUT I CANT.. I STIL DECEIVE EVERYONE .. THEY THINK I AM THIS ALWAYS HAPPY PERSON... BUT THATS NOT THE CASE .. I AM A PERSON THAT IS SLOWLY DYING IN HERSELF BECAUSE SHE HATES WHO SHE IS ... I AM TRUELY AFRAID OF WHAT YOU ALL MIGHT THINK OF ME I AM AFRAID.... SO FOR NOW IM JUST AN UGLY GIRL THAT IS LOST IN HERSELF