Hello there. I just had a reality check. I recorded myself singing and it was well...horribile. I always thought I was a good singer, but I guess I am not. You may be thinking, "so? Big deal. So what if you can't sing? A good number cannot sing." Well the simple fact is that I was banking on that for a reserve to fall back on. I had fun because I thought I was good. I am barely OK. Why didn't anyone just tell me to shut up?! I really suck... and I won't be ok until my coping mechanisim/denial kick in. I dunno, maybe it was a bad day, but I think not. I mean, where am I going in life? I have no exceptional musical talent. That is what I want to be though. I can't be in science because I suck at math which is so closely tied in. I mean,what is really left?