i feel tired and sad...... =( things went okay tadaii. acutally as the skool yr passes...it kinda gets worst T.T

hi! i havent like update in forever. i guess i should have keep track of wat i do because i will miss these wonderful memories. anyways. today was a good day. =) everything went well. yup. everything went well in this week xcept yesterday. it was kinda horrible yesterday. well yep. today, in lunch Sarah cried because she didnt have 15 cents to get pizza. i feel srry for her so i was gonna go get her pizza but GiGi wanted to get it for her first so i jus let her coz i cant buy that much with my lunch card since Sarah problably wanted a juice but i cant get her one with my lunch card =(. GiGi is such a good persoN! idk. i feel bad for judging her the first time i met her. i was like...she looks like a nerd and ugly and kinda mean. i didnt really wanna b her friend. but i guess shes jus someone i like so much <3 shes nice. yup. somehow, i think shes jus like me. ive never felt this feeling bfore. shes actually better than me in everyway. well, not everyway but u get the point. i really wanted to tell this things to my friends but no one would listen would they? i jus like to talk to much about stupid stuff no one cares about =P shes so adorablee! shes my new BFF! im gonna take a pic of her later. anyways. CABOOSE aka FUCKTARD called todai. everytime he calls, he needs help. its annoying. i really need to stop talking to him. hes nice tho. i need to get a life! gee. he left such a good imprint in my life. i can't resist it. i wish he was the ugliest guy in the whole world so no one would like him! hes that much important to me but too bad i moved. WHYY! i have finnally found him but i guess its fate. idk. ill find someone else who adores onli me later. =) one day..i will find my prince! not a player..thats it for now diaryy =) Ps. i so sucked at strings today. i practiced a lot. MAN. i still screw up on the thing. mayb coz i was nervous. i really need to gain confidence and stuff. o yea. saw brittany's house. it was so damn far. got home all cold and stuff. lol but at least i got home bfore mom did. WOoLA!

Im really quiet & shy. Problably 1 of the most shyest person u've ever seen. i can b nasty and perverted at times. im weird in a good way according to mi friends =). im really sensitive. i cry at almost everything that can hurt ppl. i love life and school sumtimes. i hate it when it gets so miserable. i kinda love myself the way i am. i dont have many friends. most of my friends are like my best friends. im kinda picky when it comes to friends. i want to get the right person that is actually nice. o ya. im really nice. im not mean or anything. i dont fit in with the crowd. im always like that quiet azn gurl in the bus that no ones knows off. i get hyper in school so meet me in school! not as the bus stop. i hate when ppl judge me and thinks their all that. its jus so annoying. o yea. when i fall in love, i fall hard. if i fell in love with you, i will love you forever

okay..nothing much special happen today xcept that theres this Korean or Japanese or someting....Azn...doode yell something to me Trang, and Van when we walk out of McDonald to the street..we dun know who he was talking 2. I thot he was talking Korean. Trang thot he was talking Spanish. Van thot he said " o0o0o baby, looking so cute." I said to Van " he thinks ur a "HOTTIE" lol. he was really freakin me out. OMYGUSH..so scary. I thought he know Van or Trang but he didnt. lol my bad. So then he drove away...Van said he looks so ugly, old and fat. but i thot he looks okay. not that old and not that fat but he WAS ugly. hahahahah so mean.

I didnt do this diary on Friday so here is Friday: June 17, 2005 My BEST day in school. In the morning my bro drop me off. The gym wasnt open. Waited. No friends was there. Was feeling alone and bigger than everybody else. Jimmy came with Emily. Came to the gym. Was gonna get the present out but Jimmy said it would ruin cuz Janet isnt here. TALK AND TALK finally came. Gave him the stuff cow. Jimmy liked it. He gave me, Janet, Jessica, Francisa a card. Drew more on Francisa and Jessica Drew his and Janet's pic inside. TALK AND TALK. Came to class. Has to write THANK YOU notes to the Career pplz. Came to 1,2,4 rotations. Sat next to Sarita. Sarita borrowed my earrings. On the way to lunch. Sarita showed Julie my earrings. Heard Julie tell her to not talk to me. this is wat she said " y r u even friends with Nha. She doesnt even like u" Sarita said " sometimes she does" Came to lunch. Sat next to friends. Sarita came and gave back the earrings. TOOK SO LONG TO WRITE THE ENTRY BUT THEN...I clicked Cancel instead of SAVE. WTF. i have no mood to write it again. UGHHH mAN WTFFFF i shouldnt have done that.!!! o well..i can remember it. dun worry.

OMG, Jimmy Lam (incase i 4got his last name) is like my best friend and now hes moving. it is a very big change in my life. Everyday, I come 2 the gym n I c him there..WHO AM I GONNA TALK TO WHEN HES NOT THERE? WHAT AM I GONNA DO IF HES NOT THERE? i will miss him a whole bunch. i will never hear him nor c him again cuz i left his phone # in school and hes moving exactly 2day. y is everything like this happen 2 me??????????? hope he was here a few more days...T_T till the end of school. y does he gotta move NOW? n Emily Lam his sister was really cute. His drawing was kinda good. Helen n Kima. well Helen was 16 and she was really cool. she was like the best. she was nice 2. i wish she was my best friend!!!!!!!!!! and Kima was kinda mean 2 me. she was like 19. so yeaaa we talk about them alot!! well Jimmy is problably the person I will never 4get who always teases me. I remember his pimples on his 4head. haha well this is his latest pic that Jansen took --------> Next to him to the right was Phuong and then Brandon. To his left is Janet and then me. ---------------------------------------------

WTF. I hate my life.. this is what Im feeling now!! ---> Inside im crying and no one knows. ---> so sick of being lonely. i wanna know how i feels to be LOVED!

today...i thot was the best day in my life but...i just figured out that my bird..called BOO died yesterday...i dont know what he/she died..i feel really bad of myself for not treating it nicely. i just thot that y didnt other birds died? why does it have to b mine?? why???WHY!?!?!??!? T_T..well..i took pictures of it but my brother deleted it all..i dont really blame him 4 it bcuz i didnt kno that BOO was going 2 die..i never have this feeling b4..its just..i really miss it. well..my mom made a funeral for it but i didnt know where she put it so i just make a lil funeral for him/her...hopes that she/he will get it... BOO..Im srry..this was all my fault that u died..i shouldnt have been so careless about u..

Stole this stripper name thing from Stephanie's and Julie's SitDiary :P Your Stripper Name is: PuppyGet your own Stripper Name

okay...at the beginning of the year..u always talk abou Julie and stuff...hmm that kind of annoy me!! hahahaha...just letting u know..i sometimes have 2 hide from u..lol..cuz u kept talking about her!!!..dont think of anything!! k? jus sayin...like i use to hide ynhi bcuz her evil stories..still i am kinda hiding from u 2..and o yea.. i notice that i dont really have entries about u here..ill try 2..o yea..once u didnt sign on much and i dont think i wrote it down...

0o0o looki3 itz Tiny and ViVi

picz I took at the cherry blossom in Washington D.C :-)

JANSEN..DO NOT READ THIS!!! I made close friends with Janet again. Now, I know how to treat everybody. Janet just need pplz to be with. I can tell when I was with Sarita she was kinda sad. Umm me no wanna hurt feelings. And im really sorry that I cant b with Stephanie alot. She a great and awesome friend. She doesn't even get mad at me and understands me alot!!! she brought joy to my world. lol. and at lunch Sarita kept asking for food so they got kinda mad at each other but I dont know why Sarita came up to me at she said she hate Julie. thatz jus weird bcuz she actually fight w/ Stephanie...hmm idk..I jus dont wanna get into that sorda friend thing ya no. wanna live a peaceful life. and oh yea Julie cut her hair. She got two long bangs straight down almost as long as her face or even kinda longer. Her hair looks normal now althought it is pretty. Well i like the brownish thing in her hair. But when her hair is all nice, thin, straight and smooth, it looks no better than mine except the color is better. AND HEY! im going to Pamplin Park on MONDAY!!!! I'm going to sit next to Phuong on the bus and Stephanie is rite behind me!! YEY! I can talk to her throught the space in the middle. lolz. I g2g find my Westlawn T-shit. Its all messed up in my 2 bro's clothes. I felt kinda sorry4 Janet cuz she gotta sit w/ Adriana and Adriana is very mean. ---------------------------------------------Kevin iz so cute hehe I jus kno that he is really nice..I just wish that he wus in my class. that would be awesome. I also felt bad 4 Janet. I figured out Jake's xanga site and he likes somebody n I kno its not Janet. I didn't wanna upset her so I didnt tell her. ummmmm his face looks so adorable. I really had a good day except I need to really improve in math bcuz my binder is not organize and I kept getting trouble for that bcuz I thought i didn't have it so yeaaa I really need to work on that. Umm Kevin was so nice he brought back my DynaMath 4 me...im starting to like him alot!!!heheh --------------------------------------------- hey! I came w/ my brother to BestBuy and Circuit city and OldNavy today! he was going to buy a cell phone but when he said he wants one they ran out of it so umm i asked him to go to OldNavy...I brought a capris YEY!!! finally I bought something I liked for so longgg actually not that long only like 1 week.

hey!! i finally learned how 2 swim now!! it felt awesome but after the swimming thing my eyes was all red. and my hair is all dry. lol :D . but it was awesome. i swam like 1 hour or 50 minutes. got trouble for running hehehehheheheh. o yea thanks 2 my brother, anh chet, tam and uyen for teaching me. i swam like 30 seconds and then put my head up and then yea..but i made it the end and then swam back though..did like 6 or 7 laps if i count it. i like swimming now! haha hope i can go again tomorrow or this week. went 2 brother's celebration 2day. he only got one. i felt bad cuz he was like really really smart and they didnt pick him. but he got the best prize thingy. 1,000 scholarship B00!!!!! Alise- this other smart guy got 2. There were this chorus peopel singing. ghosh they sux..i could even sing better than that!!! lol j/k. they were good but there were this part they were like. NA NA NA NA NA..hahhaha Uyen laughed at them and the girl covered her mouth. bet she was incredibly embarresed..i totally 4got about the project so im working on it now!! its 10:00 hahahahahah wow me!! 2day was kinda the best day in school for this week. i got no lunch detention, got an A for the book project. my quiz result was a B and an A+. Social Studies was okay. Science was fun. we got to blow bubbles. lol after Stephanie's science class she said she wet my sweater!!! hahahahhahaah. o well how nice lol but i guess thats all today. Dr.Kendall looks kinda like Mrs.Rooney. ya, me and phuong notices that but she was totally different. She was sweeter, cuter, smarter and skinnier!!! :p u kno Ynhi is getting so annoying. i hate the internet now!!! steph is not getting online anymore and ynhi changed totally. i dont like online anymroe. it bores me now!!! hope life gets better tomorrow. Y IS EVERYBODY ASKING ME THOSE CRAP????!?!? DO IT BY URSELF!! GHOSH..I DIDNT ASK ANYONE!!!! LEARN HOW 2 DO IT!!!

man i hate school now bcuz of Sarita. She was so nice at first but now she bothers me too much. she doesn't do her hw and always copys of pplz. I dont like those kind of person but i dont hate her. i think she hates me now. OH WELL i dont care anymore. its her responsibility to do her hw. not mine. im not suppose to let her copy my hw. im going to change all my rotations so i wont be with her. i dont like her. she is really not a good friend. I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF. WHY ME?!??! WHY DO I HAVE 2b the one who she asks hw's??? that sucks. I dont like that. my life is so peaceful and nice w/o her. GHOSH! why wouldn't she just do her hw. she has 3 days. 3 days!!! why cant she finish her hw?!?? and i have to stay up all night and all my effort to do that and she copies off my work? i dont think so. WTF! i had to say that. man. what can i do? i dont wanna tell on her but i dont want to end my friendship between me and her. all she is doing is using me. GRR X(. im going to change my rotations. If Ynhi, if u r reading this can u help me somehow ask my teacher to change my rotation w/o saying anything about copying hw and stuff of her bad things? i really dont want her to get in trouble...BUT UHHH why do i have to keep this 2 myself while she goes off have fun and play and stuff. that is not fair is it!? this is stupid thinking stuff!!! :(

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Yesterday was international night n it was cool but i felt kinda bored...:( Let me c... Sarita n her sisters wus dancing Gloria and Adriana was dancing There were two lil kids dancing the Vietnamese thingy ( i dont know what its called) I didn't like the food..YUCK! when my cuz came there she said she ate something lyke grass or tree root!!! i didn't like the food but the intertainment was cool