Another one of those pointless things you fill out when you have NOTHING else to do. ::About You:: Your gender: Female Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight Single?: Yes I am If not, do you want to be?: I can't answer this question since I am single, but I can say this; sometimes I wish I weren't Birthdate: April 6th, 1987 Your age: 17 Age you act: I'm not sure, been told I'm an old soul...but I have my moments where I act about 4. lol Age you wish you were: 5, that was when my parents were still happily married & I didn't have a worry in the world Your height: 5'3'' Eye color: Green w/brown around my pupils Happy with it?: With my eye color? Sure...I wish they were all green but whatever Hair color: Brownish reddish color Happy with it?: Not really, I want it darker...I miss it being black Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty Your living arrangement: HELL, oh I mean at home, in Denton Your family: Mom, Bryan (brother) & Grandma Have any pets?: 2 dogs What's your job?: Does being a slave at my house count? Piercings?: Ears Tattoos?: None Obsessions?: Hmmm...I don't think I have any Addictions?: Caffeine, writing, somas (muscle relaxers), biting my nails... Do you speak another language?: Nah Have a favorite quote?: Hmm nope Do you have a webpage?: Nope ::Deep Thoughts About Life And You In It:: Do you live in the moment?: Not like I should, I focus on the past...A LOT Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Heh I guess.... Do you have any secrets?: Of course Do you hate yourself?: About 95% of the time Do you like your handwriting?: Sometimes Do you have any bad habits?: Oh yeah, plenty What is the compliment you get from most people?: I get a few..."you're hot, you're pretty, you look older" and the most common one..."wow you have big boobs" lol yeah, whatever. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: I don't know, I'm too tired to think of a clever title What's your biggest fear?: Never leaving Denton Can you sing?: Hahaha no Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Nah Are you a loner?: I can be but I do like people, I just go through weird phases.... What is your #1 prioritiy in life?: Hmm, tough one. To be successful, not famous but successful so I don't have to have financial troubles & that sort of thing. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: lol oh hell no, well maybe...I'm not terrible I don't guess Are you a daredevil?: It depends, I can be Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I don't fear anything about myself but I hate a few things...the fact that I can't let go of certain things & there's more of course but we won't get into that Are you passive or aggressive?: It depends, a lot of people assume I'm passive because I'm somewhat shy but you'd be surprised... Do you have a journal?: the sitDiaries thing What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength--maturity, I have a pretty good head on my shoulders. Weakness--depression, I can't seem to get rid of it If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: One thing about myself...I'll say 2. The one for physically would be my entire body, god I hate it. My inner self I'd say I'd be happier, more outgoing type person Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I guess I must be a little, despite everything I've been through I'm still here...so I'm not too weak Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: There's things I'm not proud of but I don't regret them either, life is too short for all of that Do you think life has been good so far?: Not really, I mean there's good times I've had but the majority of it has sucked. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: That no matter how bad things get, you have to keep on going... What do you like the most about your body?: I don't know... And least?: My body. lol. Do you think you are good looking?: Not really, I think my face isn't bad...I'm not like, totally ugly but no I don't find myself attractive at all Are you confident?: I can be... What is the fictional character you are most like?: Hmm...I can't think of one Are you perceived wrongly?: A little, I know that some people have thought of me as spoiled or snobby just because I'm shy...also guys like to assume that I'm slutty. I haven't figured that one out yet, I don't dress nor do I act like a whore. ::Do You?:: Smoke?: Smoke what? Cigs, ever once in awhile...I don't really like them. Every now & then I like to smoke a certain other thing...heh Do drugs?: This is where the "certain other thing" comes in & prescription stuff, if that counts Read the newspaper?: Some of it; sports & classifieds Pray?: Not as much as I should...every now & then Go to church?: Nope Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sure Sleep with stuffed animals?: Nope Take walks in the rain?: Not unless I have to Talk to people even though you hate them?: No, why would you talk to someone that you don't like? Drive?: Sometimes, not much though since I don't have a car Like to drive fast?: Sometimes ::Would Or Have You Ever?:: Liked your voice?: Not really Hurt yourself?: Uh, yeah Been out of the country?: Nope Eaten something that made other people sick?: Sure... Been in love?: Nah, thought I was once...or twice haha Done drugs?: Yeah Gone skinny dipping?: Um, not that I can remember Had a medical emergency?: Yes Had surgery?: Yes, 2; wrist & tonsils removed Ran away from home?: Nope but I've thought about it plenty of times Played strip poker?: Yeah Gotten beaten up?: Nope Beaten someone up?: Kinda, back in 6th grade this guy tripped me on purpose & I turned around & punched him lol. I don't think that counts though Been picked on?: Yeah, who hasn't? Been on stage?: Yeah, not recently though Slept outdoors?: Yes Thought about suicide?: Yeah...many times Pulled an all nighter?: That's what insomniacs do, except it's not by choice If yes, what is your record?: I'd say about 3 or 4 days, then I finally slept for about 2 hours then was back up again. Gone one day without food?: Yes Talked on the phone all night?: Yes Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes Slept all day?: Sure have, you gotta sleep sometime Killed someone?: Nope Made out with a stranger?: Yeah... Had sex with a stranger?: Um, sorta...long story & it's not something I like to talk about Thought you're going crazy?: Haha yes Kissed the same sex?: On the cheek but that's it Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Nope, not into that Been betrayed?: Yeah, haven't we all? Had a dream that came true?: Surprisingly yes Broken the law?: Haha yeah Met a famous person?: Yep Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Nope On purpose?: Nope Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes Stolen anything?: Yeah, nothing major...I remember this girl I didn't really like I took her earrings, but that was it lol Been on radio/tv?: Nope Been in a mosh-pit?: Yep Had a nervous breakdown?: Not yet Bungee jumped?: Not yet, I'd like to though...nobody wants to do it with me. :( Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yeah, a couple of them actually ::Beliefs:: Believe in life on other planets?: I don't know...nor do I really care Miracles?: Yeah Astrology?: Nope but I still like to read my horoscope just for fun Magic?: Nope God?: Yes Satan?:Yes Santa?: If you mean my 'rents then I would guess so Ghosts?: I don't know.... Luck?: Haha I believe there's bad luck Love at first sight?: Nope Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yeah Witches?: lol no Easter bunny?: once again, you mean my parents? Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes I do Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Nope Do you wish on stars?: Not anymore ::Deep Theological Questions:: Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yeah Do you think God has a gender?: Hmm, I don't know about that one Do you believe in organized religion?: I believe in it but I don't agree with it. I think either you believe & worship God or you don't. There's no need for Baptist, Catholic, Methodist...etc Where do you think we go when we die?: I don't know, depends on where God wants us to go I guess ::Friends:: Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes I do Who is your best friend?: Ashley Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Ashley What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: lol I don't know... Your favorite inside joke?: There's too many to pick just one Thing you're picked on most about?: The fact that I'm partly mexican lol, not in a bad way but all of my friends are either white or black so you know...I'm the black sheep Who's your longest known friend?: Ashley Talking to? Um....at the moment? I don't really get that Newest?: Allan Shyest?: Candice Funniest?: Hmm...can't pick just one. All of them are funny in some sort of way Sweetest?: Miss Ashley Closest?: Ashley Weirdest?: Ashley lol...very different from anyone I've ever met Smartest?: Josh Ditziest?: Hmmm, think that goes to Ash again lol Friends you miss being close to the most?: Justin, he's a great guy Last person you talked to online?: this guy David Who do you talk to most online?: Hmm either David or JC Who are you on the phone with most?: Ashley Who do you trust most?: Ashley Who listens to your problems?: Ashley Who do you fight most with?: Hmm none, the one I fought with the most I don't talk to anymore...so there you go Who's the nicest?: Ashley Who's the most outgoing?: Justin Who's the best singer?: lol I don't know Who's on your shit-list?: lol oh I have a few...no names though Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Yes & I went through with it...twice Who's your second family?: Ashley & her parents Do you always feel understood?: lol no, I never feel understood Who's the loudest friend?: Danette Do you trust others easily?: Nope Who's house were you last at?: Um, mine Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Allan...*sigh* Do your friends know you?: lol I hope so Friend that lives farthest away: Allan ::Love And All That:: Do you consider love a mistake?: Yeah, what a waste of time... What do you find romantic?: I don't know Turn-on?: A person or what a person does? Turn-off?: Manwhores First kiss?: Mine personally sucked lol but I guess if you're with someone you really like, the first kiss can be great If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: I would feel a little bad because I couldn't reciporcate the feelings but if I don't have interest in someone...I can't nor will I change that Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Knowing the person Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Sure, hell I've asked a guy out before...it wasn't a big deal I don't think Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yeah Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Well I say no but I've been told otherwise, so whatever What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: The worst thing...the guys I come across are inconsiderate. They could careless about how you feel or how they treat you, as long as they get theirs that's all that matters. What's the last present someone gave you?: A little stuffed animal Are you in love?: Nope ::Who Was The Last Person...:: That haunted you?: lol nobody... You wanted to kill?: Well there was this one person...not joking either. That you laughed at?: Bryan That laughed at you?: Bryan That turned you on?: Allan You went shopping with?: Mom & Bryan That broke your heart?: Allan, but that was a messed up deal because I supposedly broke his too To disappoint you?: Mom To ask you out?: This guy Andy...don't even know the guy, but whatever To make you cry?: Mom To brighten up your day?: JC That you thought about?: Allan You saw a movie with?: lol I don't remember... You talked to on the phone?: My grandma You talked to through IM/ICQ?: JC You saw?: Mom You lost?: Allan ::At This Moment...:: Are you going out?: Nope, I wish Will it be with your significant other?: No Or some random person?: No What are you wearing right now?: White t-shirt & black shorts Body part you're touching right now: None, I'm typing What are you worried about right now?: A number of things... What book are you reading?: Some book for the GED test What's on your mousepad?: Bubbles Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: lonely, overwhelmed, tired, bored, empty Are you bored?: Oh god yes Are you tired?: A little Are you talking to anyone online?: Nope Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: Nope Are you lonely or content?: Lonely Are you listening to music?: Nope