you confuse me. i dont know what i did. i know that i do alot of things wrong. but i tried to make sure that i was nice, and i actually stopped to think before i talked last night. i wanted everyone to have a good night. i just dont want you to get in trouble. i cant say sorry. it wouldnt make sense. do you not want me to care about you? and when i got out of the car, you said to leave me there and that you dont give a fuck about me. well i still "give a fuck about you" and i kind of wish i didnt. when i hit you that one time, do you actually think that i was trying? i wouldnt do that to you. unless i hated you. what do people want from me? i dont mean to throw a pitty party. but im so confused. i know i do alot wrong. but everyone told me i didnt do anything wrong. and i even know i didnt. do you like it when im mean? because nobody else does.