Skool SUX

Listening to: nuthing at alll
Feeling: bipolar
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO im at skool rite now and it sux i have the worst hang-over and shit and ya well yesterday me syd and mike hung out and layed out on her porch and listened to the ramones fuk ya were so fucking cool...then we went to my house and bbq'ed it was fun nwe drank and ate..it was christian,sy,me,cody and sean ryan then we went to go get more alchol sooo ya we picked up tony and then we went to buena lanes it was fun.it was for kays birthday and then sum how we ended up at skating plus hahha me and christian ate shit.we went back to kays and got fucked up it was fun she gave me a ride home though because christain is an idiot and hit a car and boned out and his p.o was looking for him OMG hes going to jail!well ya i havent talked to john thats kinda weird but he called me last nite and i never called him back..whatev!!!im over it if hes gunna pull this shit on me again what this is like the 5th time.i cant stand that shit anymore!im tired and my stomach hurts I FUCKING LOVE SKOOL EVER SO MUCH...LATTTTTTTTTTTE
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GAYYYYYYYYYYYY

Listening to: NADA
Feeling: abandoned
I FIGURED OUT THAT THE ONLY THING THAT CUMS BETWEEN ME AND MY FREINDS R BOYS AND DRUGZ...YUP THATS WHAT IT IS PRETTY LAME RITE,I STARTED SKOOL AGAIN TODAY AFTER BREAK,WAKEING UP WAS FUCKING HELL....KEVIN JUST GOT HOME LIKE RITE WHEN I WOKE UP SO I HAD SOMEONE TO HANG OUT WITH WHILE I WAS GETING READY..ONLY 2 MORE WEEKS OF SKOOL AND THEN I CAN GO TO EL CAMINO..FUK YA I CANT WAIT...THEN I WILL BE AWAY FROM ALL OF THIS..O YA ME AND TRICIA ARE "COOL" NOW I GUESS THATS DOWN.I LOST MY CELL PHONE=FUCKING GAY.KELSYS MAD AT ME=FUCKING GAY..I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID LAST NITE FOR HER TO GET SO MAD BUT IM PISED CUZ I LOVE THAT GIRL WITH ALL MY HEART.
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everyone is gone..FUCK IT

Feeling: adored
SO YA UMM 2DAY HAS BEEN WELL FUCKING HOT..ITS WEIRD SITTING AT ATABLE WITH A GURL THAT HATES U FOR NO REASON...2 THINK SHE ACTUALLY THOUGHT I LIKED MIKE?I DONT WERE JUST GOOD FRIENDS BEST FREINDS BUT IT SEEMS LIKE SUMTHINGS BOTHERING HIM!?VENTURA HIGH OFFICIALLY SUX BALLS NOW..ME AND TRICIA TURNED INTO ME A.K.A A BAD FRIEND AND TRICIA A LITTLE PRINCESS THAT DOESNT LIKE ME ANYMORE AND THAT IS BEST FRIENDS WITH CD NOW AND HANGS OUT WITH MARINA AGAIN! COOL!!!! ME AND MARK OVER FIR GOOD..JUST FRINDS NOW,ME AND MATT WHAT WHOS MATT THAT LASTED ABOUT 30 SECONDS HAHA..ME AND ?....HMMM IM NOT TELLING.MY DAY CONSIST OF GOING TO A SKOOL I HATE TO HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE THAT I DONT GET ALONG WITH VERY WELL AND THEN WALKING TO SYDS..FUCK ITS HOT 2DAY..I DONT FEEL LIKE WALKING ANYWHO THEN GETTING FUCKED UP..!YA WELL THIS WEEKEND WAS WAY FUN THURSADY NIGHT I DONT REALLY MEMBER BUT WE ENEDED UP AT THAT BEACH AND THIER WAS LIKE A FIGHT BETWEEN MATT AND CHRISTIAN AND I FOUND SYD ON A DUNE!FRIDAY=STAYING AT KELSYS SHE HAD A PARTY SEEING MARK WITCH WAS WEIRD AND THEN HE ENDED UP STEALING MY PHONE..SATERDAY=GOING TO A GAY OJAI PARTY WITH LITTLE GIRLS AND ENDED UP LAUGHING REALLY HARD A SUM DUMB FAT BITCH 4 MAKEING HERSELF LOOK LIKE AN COMPLETE IDIOT!SUNDAY I WENT RIDEING IT WAS FUN..LOTS OF BEER AND LOTS OF DIRT IS ALWAYS FUN..NOW I CAN SAY I REALLY DONT CARE IF U DONT LIKE ME ANYMORE! :) U STUPID CUNT!!
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skool

Listening to: tu-paccccc nigggaaaa
Feeling: amused
ya well...SKOOL STARTED..and everything is very different this year for one my best friend old friend lauren is not my friend anymore wich is very weird i thought we would always be friend forevere but shes loco now!!!!kelsy is still very mad at me but i can see why!!!umm mark goes to pacific im so bummed i wish he still went to ventura that would be so FUN!!!!yaya umm like no one goes to Ventura anymore even Jim is still gone its quite sad!!! i dont hang out with Beth anymore!!Bobby is in jail now!Steve is an idiot!John is fucking over t lol...kevin is gone rite now...my sister is moving like in 3 days i still love tricia sean ryan is moving away to long beach...im left hear rotting..........yay 4 me
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mistakes

Listening to: nuthing
Feeling: awake
this summer consist of getting trouble by my mom my dad didnt care he just acted like he did...i got my heart broken broke someones sumthing regretted everything got sent to vegas...lost a couple friends...cried every nite and fell for a guy that hates me now
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OUCH

Listening to: NOTHING
Feeling: beat
OKAY IM AT HOME ALONE MY SISTER JUST WNET 2 JAIL, MY OTHER SISTER JUST WENT TO HER FRIENDS AND MY MOM WENT TO WORK IM HURTIN CUZ I JUST GOT MY WISDOM TEETH OUT BUT STIOLL IM SO BORED AND KNOW ONE IS OVER HERE AHHHHHHH IM SO BORED FUCKING KURT HASNT CALLED ME ALL DAY!!!!IM PISSSED AT HIM I HAVENT TALKED TO HIM IN 3 DAYS WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THAT HE DOESNT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE ITS LIKE HE DOESNT EVEN LIKE ME!!I DONR KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THAT WHOLE SITUATION!!!I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!IM SO TIRED BUT I CANT SLEEP AND I WANT 2 SEE MY FRIENDS BUT THEY CANT CUM OVER TILL 7:00 AHHHHH I GUESS ILL JUST OVERDOSE ON VICODEN FUCK THIS WORLD!!!
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HAHAHHA

Listening to: SANDSTORM
Feeling: awake
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ok yeah

Listening to: ATREYU
Feeling: angry
WELL I HAVENT WRITTEN IN A ONG TIME BUT I CAN SAY LIFE FUCKING SUXS....IM NOT ALOUD TO HANG OUT WITH TRICIA OR LAUREN ACTUALLY THIER NOT ALOUD TO HANG OUT WITH ME ITTS REALLY DUMB THEY THINK IM A BAD INFLUENCE THEY DONT WANT 2 BLAME THIER KIDS SO THEY BLAME ME!!!!UHH IT MAKES ME SO MAD TRICIA AND LAURENS MOMS ARE FUCKING PHYCO!!!NOW LIFE FUCKING SUX EVERYTHING WITH KURT IS GOOD BUT I NEVER GET 2 SEE HIM IT SUX..I JUST WANT 2 MOVE OUT OF VENTURA AND GO TO VEGAS AND NEVER COME BACK I HATE IT HEAR THIER IS NO ONE HERE FOR ME IT SUX PLUS I THINK I HAVE MONO BUT IDK CARE CUZ THATS WHAT I WANT 2 DO JUST STAY HOME NOW AND SLEEP AND GET MY MIND OFF OF HOW MUCH I AM A FUCK UP 2 THIER PARENTS AND HOW MUCH MOE THINKS IM A SKANK AND A LITTLE WHORE AND HOW MUCH LAURENS MOM JUST THINKS IM RAISED SO WRONG WELKL I DONT CARE FUCK THEM FUCK IT FUCK EVERYTHING IM DONE!
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OHH FUCK YA!!!!

Listening to: Offspring!
Feeling: alive
SO YA I JUST CHANGED MY BACKGROUND WHOOP WHOOP I WAS SICK OF MY OTHER ONE IT MADE ME WANT 2 PUKE!!!!!HAHAH SO YA SCHOOL FUCKING BLOWS!BUT 2 DAY WAS AN HALF DAY AND IT WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY FUN**** YAY,IM GOING TO THE O.C THIS WEEKENED 2 SEE MY LOVE I CANT WAIT!YAY AND OH YA TAYLOR I LOVE YOU AND U 2 LAUREN AND TRISHA I LOVE YOU ALL IM IN A VERY LOVING MOOD!I DONT KNOW WHY THOUGH WELL TA MY BIRTHDAY IS OCT 2ND I CANT WAIT!ITS GONNA BE SO MUCH FUN!ITS A SATERDAY BABY...BUT ANYWHO UMM I GOTS 2 GO LATER XOXO
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Napolien Dinamite

Listening to: the mutha fuckin T.V
Feeling: corny
HEY HEY i soooo tired futin blaires mom like woke uss up at the crack of dawn,shit!...but anywho i saw napolien dinamite it was so funny maybe cuz i was high but ya i think that guys like retarded or somethin haha but it was realy funny.and im glad i didnt have 2 pay 2 get in though,ya me trish lauren and kaylee all went....and we stayed at blairs,i so dont want 2 go 2 school 2morrow i have like all this homework do 2!so ya its gonnasuck balls......yay kurts birthdays on tuesday whoop whoop so ya g2g late
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so tired

Listening to: the t.v
Feeling: abnormal
hey my old breznlolo journal works now so go 2 that one 2 okay,ya scholl fucking blows and so do all my classes oh well,i havent talked 2 steve yet he is still going out with that nasty girl and my hair is blue i cant go 2 moto music maham and ya this week fucking suxed oh well im gonna get fucked up 2nite!4 sure,uhh im so tired i hate getting up that early 2 go 2 school i dont realy have any problems this year with anybody besides that same stupid little beanrer marissa she is so dumb sh was totaly dogging me yesterday with all her gayass friends oh well ah ya well g2g i love steven hehe xoxox later
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Bored as Fuck

Listening to: three days grace
Feeling: abused
hey hey im so fucking bored rite now well lets see last nite me lolo and trish and tayloe all went 2 the fair and thier was a million people thier cheyene was like in speed!lol it was fun but fucking kurt was suposed 2 come with me and he never came oh well fuck him.ya then we stole laurens moms car and we woke jim up but he was being a little bitch j.k come on come on come on hahahaha that was so funny!but ya i didnt wake up till lke 4:00pm 2day im such a lazy ass oh well.well g2g i love steve and everyone else bye bye
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Taylors Birthday

Listening to: happy ending-Avril
Feeling: bouncy
YESTERDAY WAS TAY TAY BIRTHDAY AND IT WAS SO MUCH FUN WE GOT 2 HER HOUSE AT LIKE 5:00PM AND IT WAS ME TRISH,TAYLOR,SARA KEVIN,AND LAUREN WE HUNG OUT WATCHED DONNIE DARKO AND ATE,THEN WE ALL WENT 2 THE FAIR EXCEPT KEVIN HE WAS TIRED.WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AT THE FAIR NO ONE WAS THIER BUT WE MADE IT FUN,WE WENT ON ZIPPER LIKE A MILLION TIMES,WE ATE SO MUCH CANDY WE HAD CARAMEL APPLE ICE CREAM COTTON CANDY WERE GONNA GET SO FAT!OH WELL FUCK IT WE WENT 2 HER HOUSEAND STAYED UP TILL LIKE 4:00AM JUST PLAYING DUMB GAMES BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN I WAS SO TIRED THIS MORNING THOUGH I THINK IM GONNA GO 2 THE FAIR 2NITE AGAIN FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME!WELL TTYL G2G XOXO
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Lonely

Listening to: nada
Feeling: empty
uhhhhhhhhh,im so mad okay 2nite was likeokay i guess beside the parts that totaly fucking suxed!i got 2 the fair at like 8:30 with tricia and her cuz,then i saw Steve and gave him his sweatshirt and he was with his new girlfriend veronica uh whatever!and we were talking and stuff and she was like freaking out cuz she lost her phone or something and he rolled his eyes and looked at me it was pretty funny actually she is so mean 2 him i thought i was mean 2 him sometimes compared 2 her i was nice haha.so then lata Lauren got thier,and like everyone was thier.then lata i saw steve again holding his new girfriend and totaly shoving it in my face,okay if he wanted 2 make me jelous it worked so can u stop now!i want him back so bad if i just had another chance i would be so nice 2 him and make it work he was my only boyfriend who actualy cared bout me.i miss him so much!okay later it was me tricia,marina,lauren,blair,sean,dustin,sean, brent,justin,jeff and we were all going home but dustin and brent sad they would meet uss thier and all of a sudden all these guys came and one of them broke dustins nose it was so sad we dropped him off at the hospital but whoever those motha fuckers are they are gonna die!then later we got followed by a cop 4ever it was pretty funny so that was my fun lame and realy sad and boring nite 4 me!what was yurs haha.well g2g lata
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