it's like, there you were and my heart sunk in two a bottomless pit caught it's fall my eyes caught yours you were there for me i was there for you down a path, a short walk there i slowly held on the warmth of your hand it kept me warm the stars shown so brightly against a velvet wall i guess it didnt mean anything you were looking for something more something i coudlnt give you nothing more than a wasted night to you those harsh words and feelings of insecurity you win this time a face of pain nothing more than a fool is all you were

you appeared so fine you didnt seem to care i cried so hard you said goodbye the last tears have fallen and i'm still in pieces all because of you all because of you wish you could have seen me you would have loved it the pain in my heart pouring from my eyes outside you were fine inside you were breaking i should have not assumed i should have held on tighter

i'm in your world baby, lets cry louder sing a lullaby or two hear the birds write a song for broken hearted lovers i've taken my place i know where i'll stay i dont need you to tell me i already know you dont have to pretend anymore i think what hurts the most is that i still love you the flowers are wilting my love will die and regrow into a rose its not for you not this time

my heart, it falls we may never see it again its slowly fading slowly dieing out on its own a lonely world for me no hope is left a cold room is all i see and no one's lying next to me i watch the stars alone again tonight my breath tuns cold out here no one here to keep me warm my tears are falling they're freezing to my cheeks and slowly passed my lips i could have been your everything i could have been your anything i could have been all you ever needed i have been the space wasted by a broken heart this heart is longing to be needed longing to be held longing to be loved longing to love and all i ever wanted was you

there's not a day that goes by that i dont think of you wanting to be your everything everything you need everything you need me to be where ever you may go take my heart with you i will be your shadow keeping you from harm i'll be your shoulder to cry on nothing will take you away from me i'm yours til the end i'll guide you down the streets on your long wlak home dont be afraid, you're ok now if its not enough for me to say "i love you" i'll do whatever it takes just for you to see my love is real whatever it takes

i can see it rising over the horizon falling on the once held tight there's no more hope for us no more room to grow nothing left to hold onto let me go i'll never stop caring never stop loving its all in the past now watch it move on we can love no more all that's left is all i have

it's the same old story day after day boy meets girl boy falls in love boy lets her go sooner or later he regrets the choice he made but it's too late she's already gone taken by another he takes a knife a to his wrist just to ease the pain of letting her go he's trying to let go of the memories shoving everyone else away saying, "it hurts too much. just leave." not caring who hurts along the way was i supposed to let it go should i have kept quiet i guess i'll never know and nothing can change his fate nor mine he'll find someone again yea, he'll love again she'll be on her way on their way in different directions they'll forget the past soon

if tomorrow stops did i miss my chance will i regret my mistakes will i wish i had taken a chance if today stops will i be forever forgotten will i still be loved did i miss the exit if tomorrow continues will you still love me will you still want me did you feel the world stop if today continues did my mistakes of yesterday get noticed will you stay tonight will i ever be who you want

long nights and a pain that never died mixed with sorrows and a loneliness that wont go away couldnt someone make it go away cant the pain stop will the night stay weary will my tears ever cease is there any happiness left for me just a moment to spend with is all i need a moment that lasts forever does anyone have time for me or am i left to dreaming sometimes dreams are all i have to keep me alive reality sets in, and i look forward to sleeping sleep with me and maybe our dreams will collide we can live there no need to come back

my desire is before you my sighing is not hdden from you my hearts pants like a dog and i can barely breathe my strength seems to have failed me the light in my eyes has also vanished and i can't tell a dream from reality the only thing i feel is pain and that is how i tell if i am alive these scars wont fade away and i cant see my shoes i will guard my ways and i wont let them in i can keep them i'll stay crying to myself if i said i didnt need them then i would be lying i will be mute with silence my sarrows stirred up for now i'll bare it on my own cause the world has let me go i'm giving this to no one and that no one is me so be it for me to die they wont miss me much they wont miss me at all it's best if i leave it all behind maybe i am blind and maybe they are there for me give ear to my cry do not be silent to my tears but if someone is there why dont i see them and why aren't they here why are my tears still falling

screams coming from the undead who's gonna save them who's gonna save us are we here to gace this world alone am i crying in my sleep or is this reality i dont know how to explain this to you but i know something is wrong with me all who hate me whisper together against me the devise my hurt and all of my pain my iniquities have overtaken me so that i am not able to look up they are more than the hairs on my head therefore my heart fails me i waited patiently and he inclined to me and heard my cry he brought me out of a horrible pit but for the world to hear my whisper i will keep waiting forever their ears will be closed to me my wounds are foul and festering because of my foolishness and my thoughts are sinking deep so i cry out without one reply i go mourning all day and there is no soundness in my flesh i am feeble and severly broken i groan because of the turmoil of my heart and no one's here to save me so i must face this alone because everyone has left me behind they have forgotten me

i used to trust people so easily it used to be what i know to do best as i got older i began to learn how old people could really be now i hardly trust anyone and its realyl gettin me down i have lost almost everyone and i can't bare to lose another if i lose anyone else i may die but just know it's not because of you you never did anything no, you never did anything i wish i could take back all the trusts i gave and give them to you you are all i have you are all i need but who do i go to for advice about you or go to when you are gone am i supposed to be alone when you leave or do i find someone i can give sme trust to i cant stand to be without someone anyone

for all this time i've waited for someone like you to come along i've waited for the one i could love the one i could call mine for someone to love me back, and mean it for someone to call me theirs for the one i could marry the one i could spend my life with all i want is someone to hold me when i cry to be my shoulder to shed my tears on and the one i can be there for the one that will come to me for comfort i guess something i have to keep waiting for and some things i may never get but i dont wanna be alone forever i want to be with you could you be here for me now and couldnt you say you'll never leave me and mean it couldnt we be together now

everything is falling faster than i can catch it and even faster than i can see and these tears dont stop pouring my eyes wont stop burning and the blood wont stop flowing all my cares just wont go away and all my worries wont subside it's all surfacing and no one will go away they all seem to let me down i may as well be dead i'm not good for anything, anyway i'm only here to push around and walk all over just to spit hard words at all i can do is sit around and wait to decay in a hole in the ground if this is what life is supposed to be like then i dotn want it anymore i want out

My heart beats My heart races As long as it doesn't break, I'm ok Just be careful, it could shatter I don't need jewelery I don't need lunch or dinner I don't need gifts I don't need you to buy me anything I don't need you to tell me I'm pretty I don't need you to look in my eyes I just need you to be there I need you to hold and to love My heart beat may faulter My heart beat may stop It may not break As long as it's in your hands

I gave you the best of me And i'll give you the rest of me I'm sick of crying Sick of wishing I was dead I was afraid to love you And I fell for you I can't stand being away from you Even if it's just a day They say a day can seem Like a lifetime for lovers And I for one Agree It seems as though you left me Here in the cold The cold is usually fine But without you, it's even colder than beore

I'll be your nightmare In the middle of a dream Bright as rain Lost in the field of insanity Gripping your heart 'til all runs out Stabbing your wrist With a blade so sharp Watching the blood drip down Until all is lost All is gone Wait until tomorrow Maybe you'll be better then But tomorrow doesn't come soon enough Not for you, not for me It's just life Maybe tomorrow, you'll find a new way to die Maybe tomorrow, everything will be ok Maybe tomorrow, they'll love you then Maybe tomorrow, he'll love you then Maybe tomorrow Nothing ever goes your way You failed your test today You didnt get that job you wanted They turned you down for that loan They kicked you out of your apartment That rope hangs tightly to the floor It looks better everyday Take back all the tears you lost Don't let them get in your way Forget the past Tomorrow never comes Maybe tomorrow will be better Yea, maybe tomorrow

the tragedy isn't over it's just beginning come through the clouds shining like the stars attacking like a thief in the night hitting like a twister no pain will be waisted no life will be spared feel the twistof his blade through your flesh you won't be sleeping tonight hold on tight this is the ride for your life dont drop your guard as soon as it's down he'll impale your brain with a dagger so sharp, you'll scream in pain no one will hear your screams they're not around anymore your only friend is the one with his hands around your neck when you think it's over his nails jab in your neck ripping your heart out tearing at all your orgins yea, now it's over

someone help me make it stop i can't go through this anymore this pain wont stop i can't control it anymore my heart races i think i'm losing i may be dying free me of this life take control somesthing's grabbing ahold gripping me tight so tight, i can't breathe i'm giving in it's all going black shaking, the pain grows stronger i can't move the locks won't break i feel like i'm fading let me go

you're standing here in front of me your eyes are glossy and mine are filled with tears my lips are trembling and my hands are shaking how could you say those words how could you do this to me, to us i thought you said, "forever" i guess forever isn't as long as it seems it seems like just a day has passed you meant more to me than you could ever know but time has passed and now you don't care i found somebody new and he won't do to me like you did i wanted so much to tell you how much i hate you but it would all be a lie i guess the truth is part of me still cares about you a small part of me used to wish i could strangle you and watch you burn as you go up into smoke and i wouldn't cry a tear all i wanted is my heart back so i can give it away again this time it won't be broken i guess it's true what they say you never forget yourr first love