a little mad

Listening to: gold digger
Feeling: magical
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afjkldsfhkvgbfhnjkl

Listening to: you and me
Feeling: unappreciated
dont have nething to say rlly you can be stabbed in the chest so many times before you realize 'gee, this really hurts,' & get up & walk away..
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YUPPPP

Feeling: happy
yea lots of stuff happend since my last real entry instead of surveys but the main thing was that me n aj broke upp n im kinda more happy than sad but..if he wasnt gonna go n dump me for someone n if he actually called me we'd still b together o welllllllllllllllll well i like being single neways:) but im bored soo im leaving life is all about the ass .. your either covering iit ; laughing it off ; kicking it ; kissing iit ; trying to get a piece of it ; or behavin like one
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survey

Listening to: rain
Feeling: happy
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:BrookeBirthday:Febuary 21Birthplace:AlbanyCurrent Location:somewhereEye Color:brownHair Color:brownHeight:5'2Right Handed or Left Handed:rightYour Heritage:The Shoes You Wore Today:flip flopsYour Weakness:boyssYour Fears:spiders + heightsYour Perfect Pizza:chicken wingGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:idkYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:omgThoughts First Waking Up:goin bac to sleepYour Best Physical Feature:nothingYour Bedtime:wenever i want to sleepYour Most Missed Memory:idkPepsi or Coke:pepsiMcDonalds or Burger King:mcdonaldsSingle or Group Dates:bothLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nesteaChocolate or Vanilla:chocolateCappuccino or Coffee:CappuccinoDo you Smoke:noDo you Swear:sometimesDo you Sing:sometimesDo you Shower Daily:yesHave you Been in Love:maybDo you want to go to College:yeaDo you want to get Married:eventuallyDo you belive in yourself:noDo you get Motion Sickness:noDo you think you are Attractive:haha noAre you a Health Freak:noDo you get along with your Parents:yeaDo you like Thunderstorms:no i hate themDo you play an Instrument:noIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:noIn the past month have you Smoked:noIn the past month have you been on Drugs:noIn the past month have you gone on a Date:noIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:yeaIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:not a whole boxIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:ew noIn the past month have you been on Stage:noIn the past month have you been Dumped:noIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:noIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:noEver been Drunk:noEver been called a Tease:yeaEver been Beaten up:noEver Shoplifted:noHow do you want to Die:in my sleepWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up:richWhat country would you most like to Visit:franceIn a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:blueFavourite Hair Color:blondeShort or Long Hair:shortHeight:tallWeight:idk..not fatBest Clothing Style:idkNumber of Drugs I have taken:noneNumber of CDs I own:idk alotNumber of Piercings:3Number of Tattoos:noneNumber of things in my Past I Regret:too manyCREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! i was bored
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Quiz

Listening to: Always Be my Baby
The True YouYou want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. Who's the True You?
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listenin to music

Listening to: listen to your heart
Feeling: hungry
im rlly bored...i went to bed late again cuz of jim n chen this time..haha they wuldnt let me go.. later im supose to go to my aunts graduation..shes graduatin highschool now n before that i might go to my grandmothers to go swimming..but idk yet..prolly not cuz my step dad is in the hospital..so idk whats goin on there.. neways steph go me into this song..i love it Listen To Your Heart Dht I know there’s something in the wake of your smile I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah you’ve built a love but that love falls apart your little piece of heaven turns too dark listen to your heart when he’s calling for you listen to your heart there’s nothing else you can do I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems the feeling of belonging to your dreams listen to your heart when he’s calling for you listen to your heart there’s nothing else you can do I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye and there are voices that want to be heard so much to mention but you can’t find the words the scent of magic the beauty that’s been when love was wilder than the wind listen to your heart when he’s calling for you listen to your heart there’s nothing else you can do I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye Listen to your heart....mm..mmm I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye but im hungry soo im goin to eat...cuz ya kno im fat..ha
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Done With You

Listening to: done with you
Feeling: unattractive
"Done With You" I count the days that we have spent apart I've got a bad liver and a broken heart Theres no salvation in the comfort of you I finally realized your tearing me apart So help me, save me, tell me that the end is near Help me, save me, tell me that the end is near I am done with you You make my life completely miserable You drove me to the edge, you've caused me all this pain But I've always loved you cause your oh so special I'm broken and I'm alone and I can't maintain So help me, save me, tell me that the end is near Help me, save me, tell me that the end is near I am done with you Done with you (done with you) I am done with you (done with you) I am done with you (done with you) I am done with you (you, done with you) I count the days that we have spent apart I've got a bad liver and a broken heart So help me, save me, tell me that the end is near Help me, save me, tell me that the end is near I am done with you I am done with you
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guys suck

Listening to: flavor of the week
Feeling: magical
I slept over Jess's house last night...had Fun!...we hung out with Jim matt time josh craig n steph at the park for a lil while n then on the way to my house lost Steph cuz she had to go home...craig..idk where...then Matt to mikes house...n then on the way back to Jess's house lost Josh then wen we finally got to Jess's house tim n jim left then me n jess hung out n then i left at 2 pm still in my pjs n hair a mess n walked home..but didnt rlly care what i looked like i wish i culd find a GOOD boyfriend for once..not one who chooses pot over me or another girl... youu sit & stare trying to think of an answer but the only image youu can see clearly is of a boy to which no other seems to compare. they ask youu, do youu still like him? ..youu shift your gaze away from them answering, NO |but from the distant empty look in your eyes |they can tell it`s KiLLiNG youu inside.to tell that ---» H0RRiBLE LiE «----
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Everything is Wrong

Listening to: Im moving on
Feeling: abandoned
i hate guys..they suck idk whats goin on with me n Aj...wow im soo pissed if i hear one more thing from one more person i think i jus might FLIP all i want is for one guy to prove to me that all guys aren't the same ^ i wish
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Just got back from swimming

Listening to: Whats this life for
Feeling: happy
wow im in a good mood...even tho aj hasnt talked to me since saturday thanks to my friends...they got that off my mind for most the day! i love them! neways...today i hung out with one of the coolest people..yes i hung out with Chen;) haha...we hung out at the park n read what people wrote on the picnic table..fun fun then went swimming with Jess Jim Tim n Josh...yea 3 guys 2 girls..that was fun...haha they kept flipping jess on the float lmao...i wuldnt let them... but now im home n have a bio test tomorrow :/ not gonna do too good:( He cant be the perfect guy until you want him as much as he wants you
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very tired

Listening to: If i lost it
Feeling: torn
Today i got woken up at 8 to eat breakfast wen i culdve slept in cuz i dont have ne school!...but i cant even eat in the morning cuz it makes my stomache hurt..so that was a waste of food but neways im suppose to hang out with Chen today..i stil gotta get rdy tho...its only 10:12 so i go plenty if time..n idk if hes even awake..haha yea havnt talked to aj since saturday?..idk y though..i hope today goes better than the weekend has so talk down to me again remind me of how pathetic i am and how extremely perfect you are
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urgh

Listening to: Let me go
Feeling: aggravated
yep not very much to write bout cuz if i do write it i think i jus might be a little more mad/upset & She whispers into the mirror, as she wipes the running eyeliner from her eyes ---"Im stupid."
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Feel like goin back to this journal

Listening to: Smile
Feeling: happy
well nothing rlly exciting is happening... my life is boring school is finally out...cept for the bio regents which is wednesday...if i even spelled that right...wow i cant think today im prolly gonna go to jess's house tonight...thank god cuz i dont wanna b here right now cuz my brother is bein rlly mean to everyone n all im doin is fightin with him im suppose to hang out with aj tomorrow:) Boy: i need someone to talk to Girl: Im always here for you Boy: I know Girl: Whats wrong? Boy: I like her so much Girl: talk to her Boy: I dont know. She wont ever like me Girl: dont say that. Youre amazing. Boy: I just want her to know how I feel Girl: then tell her Boy: she wont like me Girl: how do u know that? Boy: I can just tell Girl: well just tell her Boy: what should I say Girl: tell her how much you like her Boy: I tell her that daily Girl: what do u mean Boy: Im always with her. I love her Girl: i know how u feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me Boy: wait. Who do u like? Girl: oh some boy Boy: oh... she wont like me either Girl: she does Boy: how do u know.. Girl: because who wouldnt like you. Boy: you Girl: youre wrong, I love you. Boy: I love u too Girl: so r u going to talk to her? Boy: I just did. ..i love that its so cute
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new journal

Listening to: the matrix movie
Feeling: achy
my new journal name is neverenough4u i made it so only my friends can look at it so if u wanna b added or suttin comment on this one
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feeling alot better

im feeling so much better than I was yesterday...thats rlly good...today was boring....went by so slow... Algerbra-dont kno wat happened...some review i passed notes AIS math-toook pics...got in trouble...had review global-review english-notes careerpathways-some stock crap lunch-ate bio lab-did corrections n didnt finish french-umm went over the midtem grades..yea didnt do to good...did some dumb review after bio-notes n review go home...ate..found out ppl are talkin more shit...yea regular thing now im jus bored...jus got done updating my pictures
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EVERYTHING IS WRONG

Listening to: send me an angel
Feeling: depressed
i do everything wrong...Jeff is mad at me...Jim broke up with me..n i cant stop crying....this is all wrong im so sick of stillwater i wish i could just move im tired of the guys the "friends" i jus cant take it... i cant write...im way too upset
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Jess's house!

Listening to: I miss you
Feeling: glad
ive been at Jess's house since Friday night! I loves it here...yea we tried this sunless tanning lotion..n umm it didnt work..so we tried a diff one n it turned us kinda orange...so we took showers n it came off..haha it was rlly dark on my face n i was all worried..well neways Jeff has a big mouth..but i forgive him for that..haha...then we watched the Ring last night..I hate that movie it scares me everytime..especially wen ppl call during it haha...n their faces omg! haha...n then we prank called Brandon n told him he had 7 minutes to live instead of 7 days..haha n he called us mom! wata loser well neways we slept till like 11:30 today then Brandon called n woke us up...then we ate n watched tv n talked to some ppl...yep n im sleeping over again!!! yay lol...n i guess im goin to bethelhem's dance cuz Jess n Kara want me to n Jim might not go to ours...so im gettin in w. Jeffs friend mayb...shuld b fun goin to a dance w. a whole bunch of ppl i dont kno.. yep! Your all jealous cuz ur not with Jess! hehe
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midterms

yea i pickeda random word...today was ummm interesting..two midterms..rlly sucked cuz i think i failed like both of them..i hate french n career pathways...well neways i took lots of pics...n laughed thru bio lab..nothing rlly happened today... kinda boring Cause everything about you makes me feel I have the greatest gift in the world And even when you get on my last nerve I couldn't see myself being with another
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jus got done my homework

Listening to: I swear
Feeling: mopey
went to school aroun 10:20 today cuz i woke up w. a headache...then took advil n it eventually went away...presented the project in English...i hate being in front of the class...then career pathways studied for a stpid midterm tomarrow...then lunch was idk kinda boring...gym talked to meghan jess n brandee the whole time..french took a midterm n found out there was a fight..that everyone said was great...bio..notes n a thing full of questions that he jus threw away.. then came here...was locked out of my house...was freezing luckly les had her key...then i did my homework... God saw you were getting tired And a cure was not meant to be So he put his arms around you And whispered come with me With tearful eyes we watched you As we saw you pass away Although we love you deeply We could not make you stay Your golden heart stopped beating Hard working hands at rest God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best
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